wher tha heck are u when i needed u man! argh! i need sum moral boostin. bleahz. shittyness. so got maself a brand new metallic penknife. its only 1.40. kinda cheap. wel. gawd knowes what i'd b doin wit that thing. aniwae. watever u guys thinkin. guess i did a lil of tha j ob already. mores comin up. told ya i need ya. heh. fines. like watever. i dont give a daym nimore. im shuttin myself up from this werld. i dont know y. jus tha feelin of suckiness all ard. evn though i dun showe it much. got actor arnt i? smile alwaes plastered on ma face. but insyde. all four walls are crushin down. heh. what can i do. dun understnd why dey gotta lie. like im so dumb to not noe whts goin on. yeah ryte. dumb. heh. sick n tired of things ard. sick n tired of princesses. i mean all princesses. sick n tired of plastic ppl. wheres all da sincerity gone to?! evrywhere i turn. there aint no more sincere faces to look at. all are plastics. coverups. to show dey care. wen actually dey dont. heh. im not goin ard askin fer sympathy. but thts what ive notice in this society of mine. i can do nuthin ryte. these are all takin a toll on mie. no mood to entertain ppl. really. why bother wen dey themselves dont. this im not even takin love into tha matter. n im not gonna b sayin it. wel. loads of questions are up in ma head. i mean loads. n evrythin are crampin up. it'll blow up not long later. jus waitin fer tha perfect tyme to do so. heh. so once again. im givin up on things tht tha surround mie. yeah. so thts it.

[[i hate mie]]
[[nuthins makin mie holdin on. wher tha heck are you?!]]