"Where do all tha wishes n dreams go to if they dont come true?"

azris cute. yep. he is. dinnoe he used to b from gps. totally unknown fella to mie. nvr seen him before either. lolx. but hey. cute-ness. should've tagged yest. haha. o nvm. were hangin out again this wednesdae. i hope its on. n i hope he comes. haha. =X im so like dead sayin this out loud. haha.

so tdae. lets talk bout todae. supposedly to go outs jalanin rayer wit umairah n gang. but i was too tired. n sleepy. so called impx up n we decided not to heads out. at ferst i felt like chillin at homies. but then tha p. skewl peeps wanted to come to ma house n fetched mie. haha. so i decided to tag wit em la. there was ard 12 peeps liddat. but as tyme flies by. it got smaller. there were mie, mass, huda, shairah, fajriena, syazana, asnurizan, khairul, anas, hazwan, fazly, ryan, n azri! haha. yep thts all. but wen we wenta punggol to ryans n faz's house there were only mie huda shairah masse asnu azri anas ryan faz hazwan. thts all. lol.so i jus tagged along wit em. n hamzah is totally scarin mie. even tho it was nuthin. its jus, scary. lolx. walked ard till like 11 plus. reached home at 12. opps. blahs.

i just found out somethin bout mie. i think alot alot. alot bout stuffs. i spaced in a daze bout so many tymes jus nowe. thinkin. thinkin bout stuffs tht happened, n mayb gonna happen n people. n loads more. i jus think to myself. about life, love, him, frens n more. heh.

n i dun get it. my parents went thru my bag. gawd noes where else they searched. in search of my report book. jus bcus my bro got his results back n im not at home. does tht mean they get tha permission to go thru ma stuffs! gawd damnit man! like wtf?! n ever since my bro scored like 234 fer his psle, n ma otha cussins 22+ n 25+ fer their psle results. my mum was like hoggin on com lookin fer psle results? i was like. 'helo! its over. aint tha results satisfyin eenuff fer you?!' but i dint sae tht la. i was syin tht to maself. urgh! theyre jus craps uh. im so hatin this place ryte nowe! n to imagine i have alot of scattered diaries evrywhere in ma room. but hidden. freak la oi! FREAKAZOIDS!!!! i hate this i hate this i hate this!!

aniwae, tryin to cool down here. uhm. thts it i guess. nuthin much uh. feel like watchin movie wit anyone. preferrebly shutter? hah. n i cant wait fer nxt week wit ma frens. mayb if tht guy comes. it'll b betta. haha. howe i wish! lolx. im so like sayin this in open. hah. uhm aniwae, to him, if ur readin his. dont worry. its jus mie drownin myself in dreams n wishes thts nvr ever gonna come true. its jus ma dreamwerld. *smiles* tatas peeps.