" I'm quiet, you know. You make a first impression. "

i try to black it out, black you out. but it kept on playin and replayin and re-replayin. sighhh. im so dead. darn dead. like, extremely. its like totally killin me. your non-existance nature. just another ryte? i know i know. carry on so i can move on. tit for tat. you not for me. mayb some time in future maybe not. nobody knows.

reverse psychology? mom says im good at it. use it at an advantage? i havnt got the foggiest. i know, i use it. dont know what it means?

well, it means - a method of getting another person to do what one wants by pretending not to want it or to want something else or something more.

its a thing of the mind. not of the heart. ahh yes, the heart. used to respire and its wher emotions are caught up, clogged, free-d. the complications of pathways valves vessels, all in less the a few seconds. the wonders of him to create this heart. shall be grateful.

im dead meat fer all my sciences. thats for sure. thinkin n i know i'll get a grade nine. from 3 to nine. such great difference. now, i can only wait fer a miracle. sighh.

life as u can or cannot tell, have been in disarray. cause of it. . . . cure to it . . . . figure it outt. got brains dont you. use it.

sooo, tomorrow headin outs with the babes. thn monday tooo and next thursday tooo. if theres tickets, catchin starwars wit mr jo and the normal 206 cliques! wheeee. just like old timmess. cant wait cant wait.

so till next. shoooo~!