i lost the motivation to go to school&study already. i seriously feel 1.2 is killing me and i dont think i can make it through this time round.

friends or whatever, bull. the drive is just not there anymore.

i feel like picking up real skills that are worthy of my time&life rather thn doing things i dont see myself doing in the future.

gees, everything is a waste of time.

im spending online way more thn intended. gone were the days where i indulge in cheap goods. now its all two to three times more. this is what you call REAL retail therapy.

and things dont seem right anymore, as much as i want it to be, its not&and i got a strong feeling it wont be untilidontknowwhen. cause lately, its just not the same.

i want bread&cheese&pepper microvawed, my breakfast lunch dinner. loves.