as much as i feel as though something bad is going to happen,
i am happy to say that i have finally received all my sets of uniform and accessories.

i am already one month through, exams is this thursday and friday and thereafter is fleet training! (: & yes, the class people have been lovely and having to go thru this with them has made my days relatively easier on many instances.

though i think physically i have changed, mentally too cause as much as i'd like to take things lightly, the serious part to the job always lingers. & yes, i am carefree yet again. I am happy to say that i am have moved forward from the dark spot, into the light and can make decisions on which stays or goes. whatever happens, happens right?

i am excited, cause come after march, it'll already be april and i'll get my sny flights. then it'll be a weeks leave and come may, hello solo flights, hello new life, hello new lifestyle, hello new worlds, new countries and whatfucknots. heh.

& sometimes, actually many times, i wonder what i have gotten myself into. but this is real, this is really happening. i've signed the contract, i've got the uniforms, i've got everything else that is needed. i cant go back and the only way is ahead. its like, come what may i have to face everything, good and/or bad, head on. & i think it this is the best mentality i can instill in myself now.

& i guess, this period of time would be the best time for me to catch up with almost everyone before it gets hard for them to catch me. oh well, better things have come my way, things are looking up and i am grateful, for everything.

just like how this song goes,
i'll never be the same,
if we ever meet again.
(:
♥