"2005 finally here."

2004. tha year wher so many things happened. the year wher i had tha most terrible heartbreaks and also letting go people im closest to knowin that theyd b wit someone else. seemed to b a very bad year fer mie. n also one which i dun think i'll forget easily.

strt of year. admitted to best class. somethin which i dint expext. somethin which i diint want. somethin which i think im totally regrettin doin well fer tha year ends of sec 2. but hey, things happen fer a reason. well, 306 anit tht bad. got to noe many people. a whole lot of em. and they are quite a fun bunch but most of tha tyme lame. competition fer tchers attention n also good grades are very high. had some pleasant memories ther.

but still, nth beats 206 n its company. miss those monkeys alots. we're tha bad ass people wit brains. but nowe, tha us are all scatterd everywher in tha sec 3 level. sheesh. miss u monkeys loads loads. hah.

so then this year found many people. get to noe loads of ppl. fer mie, from an unknown soul to mayb someone quite known? haha. im crappin. i found love. i lost love.miss his company. n hes kinda love. n his evrythin. had loads of crushes ? haha. i think so.

midd year, had loads of stuffs to overcome. exams. frenships. n others. i dunn quite remember. all i noe this year, i cried a whole lot. really bad ones. but evrythings fine. i got to noe ma gurls better. insyde n out. my guys better. have a tcher turn fren. n also from frens to enemies. yep. all tht in one whole year.

endd year, results aint great. but in the end found closer frens. more cliques. n more freedom given by parents. opened maself up more. b more open minded. n also outspoken. =)

badd year but good stuffs gained. loads more frenships. =) to tha ppl i noe, if i tend to hurt u guys or anithing, im definately sorry. n mayb we could strt afresh this year. will definately value ur frenship.
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MY GURLS :::
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to impx = hey gal, sorry fer any misunderstndins i had witcha last year. ur really a great gal n ma greatest company. n not fergettin cousin. hope to go thru our nxyt year tgether. lolx. dun b sad or nithin, im n we're alwaes b here. *smiles*
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to zu = my gurlfren. haha. tha gurl wit tha most outsyde contacts. lolx. shre most stuffs wit her. n shes definately a great company but sumtyme do bug me. haha. but were always b tgther. haha. like ma dude says. shes ma gurlfren.
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to oda = sumone whus has tha same mindset as mie, i mean tha dirrtyyness. hah. funny thing bout us is that we dont click wen havin convos online or phones. but we do wen we're outside. sorry fer all tha badd remarks i said.
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all in all, may we b closer n last as long as forever bestest frens. love u gals loads. cant wait wen skewl reopens. we'll b backs tgether. yeayness.
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TO OTHA FRENS :::
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to mai = u cuhrayzee belo gurl. haha. i like bein ur fren. haha. had alot of fun moments n complete blurr moments tgether. haha.
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to fyna and all otha gurlfrens im close wit. [rai, cass,aisha,jaz,etc] = u guys are great. all tha best. n will miss u guys afta 0s.
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to skunk = soryy fer all shit i did to u this year. ur a great guy. i dint see tht wen i was wit ya. till this past month. but in all. im really extremely sorry. n thnk yew fer providin mie wit ur love care n support. hope u will quit smokin. ur tha greatest fren a gurl could ever ask. lolx. will miss ya wen this year closes. `stinkyfaced. hahas.
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to ivor = hey dude. anuther best dude on ma list. best fen ferever! haha. sad tht things dint werk out btw us.. but ur alwaes ther to refill ma sweetness n also provide mie wit tha smiles n laughters. will nvr ferget tha tyme we spent tgether. specially tht one. those things which flew to tha skies above. hope u get wat i mean. u chnged evrythin this year. dunnoe y. like u said. fate was bein mean. but then, we gained a very close frenship. well see ya ard. n hope things wud werk out n all. *smiles*
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to radha n meiyan = we'll rule 406 this year! muahaha. continue tha slackineesSss! haha.
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to tha tcher turned fren = im still waitin fer tht cd. sheesh. wen is it comin. pls send it. pls pls pls!
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and not fergettin tha sec 4s n 5s. [nj,adil,amal,hasli, etc] = will miss you guys alot alot. n hope to see u guys ard. *muahx!* love u guys. haaha.
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TO PPL OUTSYDE EVSS :::
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Primary skewl ppl = asnu n co. dint noe we'd be some close bunch by end of year. u guys are great frens. haha. enjoy tha company n especially laughters. hope we'll be as close as we get older yar? lolx.
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to 6/2 gals = all best fer 0s! we'll hang out soon!
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to fir = sorry fer wad i did. hope u fergive me. great fren. hope we'll stae in contact.
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to tht 19 yar old dude = hee =) u make ma dae. u make mie smile. n u make mie stay up all night feelin guilty to hang up! hmph.
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to anione else ive missed out, all tha best in lyfe. =) n sorry fer evrythin.
n also those whu lost their lives in tha recent events. my condolences sent.
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not fergettin ma dude, i was happy wen u came inta ma lyfe. but it was utterly heart shatterin. i missed you n ur old ways. most of all i miss you. ur company n all. i know ur busy n all. but seriously sometimes i just need you to make my dae, n not anione else. i hope we could have a better relationship . n you to be a better boyfriend, so i could b a better gurlfrend. i hate my ways tdae. n i need tha feelin of bein loved n lovin someone. n hopefully that someone is you. i want you bad. seriously. =/
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finally. my new years resolutions.
1. concentrate n do well fer 0s
2. have fun n njoy lyfe while studyin hard.
3. gain more frens n not lose any of em.
4. b a better person. no more sarcasm. b more humble. i hope.
5. n to get to noe tht 6th floor dude. hmmm. haha.

i'll just stick to tht ferst. aniwaes, thts it. bbyes. =)