" Life at home is crap. I need to get out. Help! "

im feelin frustrated! totally frustrated. life at home is a total waste of MY tyme. listenin to parents blabber nonsense and just simply invadin my personal privacy. hellooo. dont u guys have a life of ur own?! geee. this is like totally crapp.

i had like 2 hours of chem tuition just now. n i almost dozed off. heh. my mind was already in dreamland. what can i sae other than lack of sleep. i need sleep. zZzZz. n nowe my dad is like askin mie why i am online, helooo? i studied like from mornin till 7 n u still expect mie to burst my heads out till 10?! u mad ? if evrydaes like this, i'd rather die thn suffer. n u noe im not that sorta gurl hu pushes herself to study. it comes naturally. i noe wen to study. i got ma ownn face to put up in skewl. i dun wanna lose face. i wanna slack, but im studyin. in ma own ways. i dont need you to control my freakin life like what u are doin nowe wit my bro. hes never gonna be independent wen he reaches 16. and thts totally awful okayy. urgh. this is totally a pain in MY ass!

gotta calm down.. gotta calm down. blahs.

so yest tagged along to catch tha hockey match. went wit mr joe. catchedd up on some stuffs. will be goin again this thursdae, hopefully my parents allow. and wanna meet rafie after tht. he wana meet mie ups. heee. thn fri headin to tp. saturdae, mayb headin outs wit p.skewl frens. hopefully can cabot my madrasah. n it was a total shocker wen i got ma results fer tha previous module. i passed and got A? n to imagine tha topic was on marriage and all stufs. cool.

had english dt yesterday. i took a stupid-cant-score topic. i dunt evn noe whys. its totalk crap. i passed phy. tmr bio results. n chem paper. tdae amths was crap. i dint studdy. waddya expect? me to score wit flyin colors? dream onn.

hmm. tha CNY pics are up. but it aint manyy. and and cant take it livin in this household nimore. it gets me into an off mood each tyme. = haa. thts it. byes.