n o yar. i forgot about updatin bout this other part. hmmm. just wanna noe why n make evrythin clear. i noe ur not ever gonna read this other thn if ur online. but hey just wanna get it all outts.

to zuhaila. hmmm. i noe we've been all over tha place. and what we USED to have n share is like all gone. gone down tha drain just like that. i dont really mind. but its hard for mie to say i dunt really care. but u noe mie. im tht sorta gurl wher once tht someone wanna step out of my life, id sae go ahead cause its ur choice not mine unless to say i really need a gurlfren like u to be in ma life. but thn i look ard. i dont need tht. i got other people to fall on. but if u're ard, itd be better. i noe what happened btw us. between us four. mie u phat n oda. its about tht piece of paper, which i dun think u'd remember, one which someone found n returned it to you guys. it may mean nuthin to u guys but i struck sumthin insyde me very deep. its not us that STOPPED talkin to u guys. its not us which when we're talkin mcm 'NAK TANAK'. its because of that piece of paper n ur choice of words which came from ur heart n souls tht tore us four apart. so after all that. u dun wanna take the iniative to talk or us or ask wads wrong. or mayb, from tha very beginnin of when we four really 'CLICKED' u never really did care? is tht all just fake CARINGS n SUPPORT n LOVE n FRIENDSHIP or worst still YOU? its hard to believe. u used to sae, 'no secrets btw us' n usually wen sumthings wrong u'd say to mie, 'bilang aku skarg aper yg kau tk puas/ tak suker. aku tak suker org ckp blankg aku.what has happend to usto make us so drifted.' thts wad u wud usually say to mie wen sumthin came up. but nuthin was major cause we'd be all back tgether wen its done. haiz.

nowadays, u'd stare at mie as though i did sumthin wrong. oh please. keep ur eyes to the other set of bitches u had ur eyes on. just tell mie whats ur problem and i'll tell u mine. well to tell u tha truth, i got a wholle list of problems. i put aside urs n locked it safe n threw away tha key long ago. it'll open only tha day wen u'd come n talk things out. im not gonna let this get in tha wae. cause i noe this is full of crap. n it'd only be soo stupid. but i find it even more annoyin wen wed throw it just like that n u tellin people that we're tha ones at fault wen they ask why arnt we four hangin out tgether. well, hello? i got this cooped up insyde mie too long. i need to let it out sumwher dont i? n to imagine u got 2 subs. heh. thts soooo cool of you. such huge social circles u have to replace us. eh hello, we find it hard to rplace tha both of u wit sumone else okayy. evn if we seem happy. its not easyy okayys. mayb ud be lauffin ur heads of sayin 'padan muker. tularh tanak layan lagii' hu noes ryte.

haaa. i wanna ryte more, but then. i noe i got loads of UNKNOWN readers of my blog hu just visit but dont tagg. soo i wont reveal much lahh. just wanna get sum things off my chest. heee.

and o my gosh! mario is soooo hott! haha. i mean mario from american idol! i want youu! hahaha. hotnesss. *melts. hahahaa.