" This date, that tyme, But next year - 2006. "

chcked out tha atmosphere in tha hall just now. it was nerve reckin alright. me phat mai n radha were like gabra already. even if we're not tha ones who were takin tht slip which says ur upcoming future. heh. radha was already goin bonkers. n people were like cryin n smilin. i dinnoe which one to heed. to see. tha ones who cried showed tht i MUST study n do well. for those who did well, well, it showed tht ur gonna feel contented n relief once its over n u noe its all worth tha hard work. n i wanna feel tht. hmmmm. gotta motivate maself. sheesh. niwae, i think my cousin did good? hmm. hope he gets to poly and dint put tha standards up tooo tooo high for us. haaah. =P

and and and i want youu to be by me when i get my results next yearr. heeee. to be my comfort zone. lolx. =D

soo tdae skewl was kinda okayy. s u can tell ad 4 periods offf. cool. thn afta skewl chcked out tha 0 results. tha seniors and also sume close close people. =) he dint make it. n im not gonna talk bout it. cause its not good. hmph. thn had ec. which was T-O-T-A-L-L-Y crap. hah!

hmm. thn me n phat wenta cs to have our lunch cum dinner. while eatin we talked about, people, life, tha results, os, family, expectations n evrythin.

its kinda expected fo this one "friend" to like talk against us like again. sick of her OLD antiques already. actually hate evry one of em. in that clique. all of em dont stick to their words. all are PLASTICS. all are NOT REAL. all are puttin up a front just to digg up dirty secrets thn later turn their backs against us. we're not stupid lahh. common. be more mature. be more real. ur tooo fake. ur not gonna survive in this world like this. n u call urself our friend. wen actually u backstabbed us like shitts. we noe tha world is turnin its back on us these days. n mayb its gonna carry on till like wenever. whu noes. but i noe theres gonna b a good outcome once its all done. once its all over. tha rainbow after each downfall. isit? haha. n we'll be tha one surviving n smiliing. n u guys cryin like shitts. i dunnoe if im gonna be tha shoulder u would be leanin on. hmm. aniwae, this is dedicated to whuever. siape yg mkn cili akan terase pedas ryte? hmmm. n to tht someone whom i know will nvr go online cause shes not tha type to go online n chat. shes too busy wit beautyfyin herself n diggin more treasures. ~typicalls.

i tried to slit just now. wanna noe howe it feels again. butt tried a couple of tymes. nothin came out. mayb tryin em later. missed how it feels like. but not gonna do alotts. just tryin. heee. crazy? mayb i am. =D

thts it lahh. n my mum knows about yest. she noe i went out at night to meet up wit him. haha. good work mum! haha. byes ppl!