" You set the trend. Now, these eyes wont even look any further. "

saw the person i wanna see for like soo long. but its hard to take it all in when he just walks past as though you dint even exist. trust me, its hard. he dint see me. i wanted to call him out but something inside says its not a good idea. he was wit his friend. so?

but its hard. after so long of going mia and the things which i know is true hitting over and over again. do you care? i doubt so. now i know why its hard to fall for someone or evn have something goin on wit the person who is apparently, your neighbour. why? if all good things are gonna come to an end, you cant avoid bumping into him in either ways. its gonna come ard by hook or by crook and to face reality isnt pretty. no it isnt.

ryte after you walked past with the new look, i felt empty. tears welled up in my eyes. i cant cry ther. no i cant. people would think im crazy. crying for no reason. sighh. and what makes it worse when the song 'i can make it through the rain' was aired. fuck. and it was rainin. tough luck. mayb one day.

i feel horrible.

well, enough of him. so i did terribly hooribly for my fucking english. bloody tcher. managed to pass wit a grade 5 but still, its horrible. gotta buck up fer englishh. i passed malay, fortunately. all because of listenin compre which pretty much covered up all my failing scores. at least, i passed. so i hope i'll pass my other subs. just prayin so. sighh.

im fallin sick. due to the weather? i guess so. its gettin chilly these past few days.

im chngin skins again. i feel like shifting but i dunnoe.