this is exhausting and i dont know why i constantly put myself through this situation. what makes it worse is work which tires me out completely but at the end of the day, i still feel the space and it annoys me.

i know i always over analyze small little things but thats just me, what else can i do. i still know how i feel and somehow i cant set it aside.

hope you'll put your ego down like how you did but we'll see.
work : one week down, many more to go.