lalala... lolx...been.. *countin* 3 daes since i updateD? haha.. yuppz.. lazee lar... sumore my com coctup....wadta do.. haha...k...lets list down da happenins dat i dint reallie geta update on.... hmmm... i left da las entry on tuesdae rite? i tink so.. so wad reallie happened on wed... ermm.. had FUNTASIE...!!!ahaha...it was ok lar.. went ta skewl wit impz.. den later met zu n fina.. i gues zu n impz nowe okie alreadie lar..tats goodie...mi zu n fina did nth muchie.. jus walked ard wit da mascots.. lolx..der were loadz of balloons.. n funnie ta c howe our skewl student are so into balloons...lolx.... dint reallie helped muchie in ma stall.. cus it waas crappie.. n was shocked ta find out tt our stall grabbed da 3rd position.. ahahha.. afta skewl.. wenta walked n had lunch at LJS...dint finish it cus its so daym oily n da fish dint seem fresh.. so packed it .. n gave it to ma bro.. lolx...then yest... ermm... wad happened ah...? nth actuallie.. stayed in skewl...heard sum lame sex talk.... haiz....den tdae.. tot we're sappose ta do blk cleanin but found out tt der were not enuff tchers n so we hadta pick litters in skewl... s per normal.. mi rad impz n mei2 slacked ard atta 4th level at 307 der... talked bout ppl we hate most in our clas... ahahah....got ma report book...... dun dare ta showe ma folks.. hehe.. thn afta skewl.. went ta central.. mie n impz oni cus most of our frenz were out sumwher... i got a nail polish remover...cus i bought a colorless n a black one.. mayb usin it wen headin ta aussie... lolx... gothic mann... thn reached home at bout 2.. i was so bored.. none of ma frens were ard... so sat on ma bed.. munch on stuff...thn raf called...asked wer i was... so i said i was bored to death.. sittin at hume thinkin of wer ta go...but no peeps ta go wif.. so he asked mie ta join him n med watch dae afta tmr.... so i went la...[pls dun get angry or jealous].. so went out... met dem at ard 3++ at tm.. dey were wif sum sec 1 guys... but dey wernt watchin..da movie was okay..................endin quite lame....ahaha... afta da showe went ta meet zu n oda... thn met aizat.. talked a wile thn went home.. in da bus i tink i saw raf n med again confrontin firdaus.. i tink dey wanna stop all dis trojen crap thingy lar... so nowe at homie... not wantin n haf no intention ta showe ma results... lolx... ahaha.. so i gues.. dis entry is long enuff... update more mayb moro larhz...tata..

Who I Am

I don't have many possessions,
Or material things.
I don't care who's wearing what,
Or when the telephone rings.

I don't need someone telling me what's "hip".
I can decide what's cool.
I'll wear what I want, and say what I want.
Who cares what the kids say at school?
I listen to alternative rock,
I don't follow the crowd,
A lot of times what I say doesn't make sense,
And I can talk very fast and loud.

But this is who I am,
And I would never change a thing.
I'll be my own person and live my own life,
In a world where different is wrong and bandwagon is king.



- | waNNa B aLonE -

The Game Of Life

It's hard to focus under this strain
All this stress and unbareable pain
Someone's always complaining or yelling at me
They think my life comes so easily
So a little more frustration wouldn't hurt
Go ahead, kick a little more dirt
Into my eyes, who cares if I go blind
My life is SO easy, I won't mind.
Why stop there? Why not rip out my heart?
Crush it to pieces, tear me apart
Kick me down until I'm six feet under
I bet it's hard to hear my screams over the thunder
That you've caused in my blackened skies
Just ignore the tears in my eyes
Keep telling yourself they're not there
Then they don't exist and you don't need to care
I'm apparently just here for you to use me
Bring me down and abuse me
So I give up, I give in
After all, this was just a game you wanted to win.


- | waNNa B aLonE -

hmmm... jus came back frm central... supposed to help wit da funtasy thingy in skewl til nite nite but mr jo sae las minute cannot... ish!!! zu was like blowin up.. haha.... so we dcided ta walk2 ard central lor.. zu wanna get track pants.. so firsh went ta get ma long lost gio black tee...hehe.. a newie one of course...thn afta dat went ta sportslink.. checked out da pants der.. n dey were quite expensive la.. da cheapest was ard 29? yar... n its not even doz branded kind... haha...zu wanna get like mine.. but its hard to find...!!! haha...so moro gonna wear black tee n pants lor... so afta checkin outtie da adidas store.. walked out n bumped into ms suhaila.. i dunnoe y zu rai n oda or huever is somhowe 'scared' of seein her...i dun get it.. nvm.. mayb i nvr will... lolx... thn walked2...wentta CS.. checked out worls of sport.. tt place much more cheaper la.. n muchie more variety.....later ma mummy called.. asked ta wait atta power station... daddie cumin ta fetchie...haha.. told ma mum ta tell dad no need ta fetch.. n go spend her ching ching but she sae ma dad cumin alreadie.. haiz.. no left zu alone ard tt area.. dunnoe wads she doin.. lolx....den tdae in skewl was sucky.. i dunnoe der was dis fieldtwip oso.. las minute dey tell lame class!!! haiz.. den afta skewl hadta redo da banner thingy fer ma stall.. crappie la...nowie at homie...waitin fer da nex naggin ta cum along.... its gonna cum soon... hahahahaha.. k lar.. nth more ta updaty i gues.... tata.....


- | waNNa B aLonE -

haiz... i dunnoe loadz of peeps r readin ma blog.. ouh.. wad da heck.... tdae was an okay dae fer mie.. till nowe....haiz... talk bout tt later.. ermm.. jus nowe in da morn was daym borin.. radha dint cum ta skewl so its kinda quiet n all... but da 206 malay gals.. hang round wen ders dis talk bout goin steadys n all.. i coundnt b bothered... cus ma mind was sum wher else?... yar.. tts rite... ermm.. after tt jus hang outside class wit impz.. n jus talk bout our fwemz.. howe deyre constantly changin.. n sum r drasticallie changin.. n nothin we could do ta help em...its sad reallie...to think tt ur own frens cant help u out... it hurts reallie...thn afta skewl "helped" ,rjo wit da banner thingy... fina went home earlie so its onlie mi n zu wit 7 guyz.. haha... watched dem do sum banner....went hume round 6... zus folks sent mie hume.. save ma cash... lolx... haha...moro gonna help dem out also.. but i gotta haf tuition.. ths da suckiest part.. i hate it.. den mayb follow zu get sum stuffie.. den back ta skewl.. i dun care.. im satyin till late at nite... im not cumin home mann!!!! i hate dis place.. naggin 24/7... suckie..................................................

- | waNNa B aLonE -

SO SORRY

- | waNNa B aLonE -

actuallie m so lazie ta updatey...but im bored ta death..can die.. lolx.. nth interestin happened tdae.. ermm i tink got all ma results alreadie.. lemmie list em.. n u can c howe greatly i did...
1. english - 60%
2. e maths - 40% [either tt or 45%]
3. malay - 50.5% [haha.. passed by 0.05%]
4. combined humans - 36% [aint tt kewl??]
5. combined sci - 54% [if im not rong]
6. bio - 50% [i tink ah.. dint take da paper]
7. a maths - 19% [hahahahahahaha]

great aint it..wonder wad ma parents will sae... mayb itll be like radha's.. 'touch ur heart n ask urself if u deserve it....' aahahaha.. gawd.. no As mann.. all Cs.. n 1 B.. can u believe it.. OMG!!!i wanna go outty moro.. duwan sit at homie.. mayb at morn go renew passport pics.. thn i wanna go get stuffies fer da australia thingy........ or go cut hair.. hehe.. nice..thn mayb sundae go do banner or sum crappie stuffies la.. i need a break!!! ahah.. k lahz.. duwan rite more.. laze.. tata.. n gdie nitez...

k.. ive dcided...!!! im gonna cut...snipsnipsnip goes da sound of da scissors goin thru ma hair.. haha..i was thinkin of cuttin on da eve of funtasie... butt.. im scared later ma mum suspects sumthin or wad.. so most probbie gonna cut on sundae.. haha.. wonder wad im look lyke.. haha...ma mum said i look betta wif long hair.. hahah.. wad da heck la..if i can cut on tuesdae.. thn hmm.. i tink i ask ma mum fer sum ching ching.. n ask ma fwens ta followe mie cut.. but i scared later tt auntie dun recognise mie.. n lata charge mie high2.. ish...watever lah...hahaha.. im gonna get it done n over wit.. haha... no worries mann.... k ermm.. wad else i wanna sae ah...? forget ah..
ah.. i tot mayb we cud overnite... budden cher sae gurls r very troublesome.. so hes askin da ncc peeps ta overnite instead.. but its like onlie us 3 gurls.. cher if ur readin dis.. i wanna over nite!!!! pls!!!~~~ we're no trouble... reallie.. hehe...ermmmmmmmm got ma results...da otha half... hehe.. so badlie dun mann...maths overall i fail.. tsk tsk.. chem n phy both get B i tink.. still bad.. expect ma sciences ta get As... no Bs or Cs... da otha subjects not impt ta mie...haha.... moro gonna get ma amaths n eng.. haha.. amats gone case.. confirm... eng.. hope i get a B.. hehe...
tdae had tt lyfe sci thingy oso.. anuther sleepie n crappie one...haahaha.. had sum experiments.. n s usual..were da ones hu finish first.. da ppl hu slacked mst in class... slept most of da tyme.. finished da experiments first.. witout an aid of a tcher.. aint tt good...??? n rashmi n her bench peeps were in front.. dey kept on turnin ta us.. askin wad to do,... n all...., mie ima.. radha n mei2 were lyke.. dun u guys haf brains n eyes ta read da instructions...??? we like were so fucked up by dem sia.. mayb cus dey too clever.. hahahahaha... updatie more later la.. my bro wanna use da comie nowe... tata...

im reallie undcided wether to cut anotz.. im scared later it will cum outty de other wae... ouh.. wat da heck... i dun gif a bloodie daym.. tdae had sum of ma papers returned.. n i lyke flopped majorlie.. gawd.. k erxpected to fail...--> combined humanities... so dint bother muchie la.. i got lyke 36/100? yar tts rite.. lolx.. den got ma maths paper 2.. i failed but lucikilie not tt low la.. i got lyke... 22/60...lolx.. tts bad aint it... den ma malay paper...! wow.. da most fantastic paper of all.. but its da onlie paper i passed tdae.. n onlie by 0.05%... haha... actuallie i failed but claimed a few marks here n der.. den i pass.. aint it a miracle.. hehe.. mdm aziza spoked ta mie.. asked mie bout wad happened... but i expected it alreadie.. so its liddat lar..haha.. moro gonna get ma sciences paper n maths paper 1... n mayb amaths too.. ahh..almost forgot.. i got ma english paper tdae oso.. i passed hehe... i got 14/25? hehe.. good? ok2 lar... not expectin sum high marks..tdae was a sleepie dae.. i dozed off wen tcher was goin thru da humans paper.. dey were so daym bloodie crappie mann..n later afta skewl had dis lyfe science werkshop thingy.. it was borin.. i mean da lecturin part ah.. da experiments were kinda interestin.. n da instructor was lyke william hung.. ahahahahahah.. i dun tink i can go onliney at nitey... ma dad is naggin n all.. crappie lar.. i tink i wanna go dweamlang.. its muchie peaceful der.. no more stress.. n i haf loadz of sleep ta ctch up on... so tata.. gdie nitez...


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shud i cut ma hair? or shud i not?i was thinkin of cuttin ma hair lyke
or da one lyke misha omar...? shud i? shud i?

hhaa.. i dunnoe la.. aizat ask mie to cut.. rafie ask mie 2 cut.. ivor n ma gurlfrens sae dun cuttt... ahhh.. i dunnoe la.. i wanna twie sumthin new.. tdae had nth reallie.. oni hadta take SS test.. haha.. its was okok.. kinda crappie reallie.. but hope can pass...sappose ta help mrjo.. but he sae no need.. so no need la...ahaha... so wenta walk ard wif zu n fina ard da mall.. tried on nail polosh n all.. waddya expect?? we were so daym bored siax...den went ta oda's place der.. dey gotta prac fer sum talentime thingy.. i wasnt payin attention s i was either on da fon or readin da magz.............
haiz.. mie so boredy... moro got skewl... sobsob... im so freakinlie hott man.. im sweatin like 24/7.. ish!k la.. i dunnoe wad else ta update lar... update more soon? n dose hu readin ma bloggie rite...,,,,,, drop ur opinions on wether i shud cut ma hair onots at ma taggie aite???? k larz.. tata? njoy ur nites... muacks.. love ya... ;P

jus hung up da pfone.. hehe.. ive been talkin on da pfone too much dis daes... mayb cus im not allowed ta sms? hmm.. mayb so...nowe.. ma dad is home.. n is yackin sum crap... da tv is also switched on.. n im waastin cus im not watchin it at all... ermm.. moro m gonna haf SS test.. shitz.. i'll be da onlie sec3 in skewl sia..n im not tellin tt ta ma dad or mum or huever...!!!! its kinda crap cus later hes gonna scold scold scold.. lecture lecture lecture.... n im sick of it.....sick of his yackin n naggin... i told him moro m not goin ta haf skewl.. n will b goin ta skewl ta help cher wif funtasie thingy.. n guess wad?? he scolded mie sayin tt wen ders no skewl i dun wanna sit at hume...! like yea...! y shud i waste my tyme at hume doin nth.. n suffer frm boredom wen i can b out wit ma frens n njoyin evry second of it.. its realli sick mann... n wat more.. he said tt moro i mus haf tuition.. i was like.. wad da fuck?!?!?!?! gawd.. i jus finish exams n u wanna stress ma head out hearin a lame borin tcher talkin nonsense... like ders no point at all mann...!!! its like so fuck up sia... surely i dun sae tt la..he asked mi y i dunwan haf tuition n i said its afta exams..?!! like duh~~~ gawd.. hes sucha pain in ma ass... wanna find fault wen ders nth rong.. i reallie dun wanna haf tuition sia.. wad students haf tuition after xams?!??!?!?!?!!? im blowin up mann??!!!!!!
at least nex week or da last 2 weeks of jun hols or wad sia... fuck ah... gwad.. nowe ma bloggie is full of cursin n all... sorrie to ya peeps hu readin dis.. buat i bet yall noe wad i mean.. jus couldnt let it in.. better i let it out here den i let it out at ppl ard mie..deyll suffer more... dey've gone thru it b4...shitz sia.. i dunnoe if m gonna do well fer ma SAs.. cus all of em r damn well sucky... wad da hell.. i dun giv a damn.. bumped inta ms tan.. aske dbout ma chem.. she said i pass.. guess tts a good thing? yar watever.. no hopes on passin amaths n humans.. no wae.. nvr will.. n dun intend ta... i wan ma own life..>!!! i duwan parents controlin it n plannin it al out fer mie... its mine...!!!!

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A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
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favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
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Punk! My kind of friend. You could care less what
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I mean, sure, sometimes you stick fries up your
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m i dreamin or is tis werld is gettin hotter evry dae..?? i haf no idae.. but i m sure sweatin in here.... lolx.. k k.. im not suppose ta b onliney n updatin dis summore... ish... im sappose ta b doin a maths.. forced ta do.. i dun like bein forced.. surely ma mind will drift sumwher else.. lolx.. hate amaths... but gotta pass.. cus get sum scoldin frm ma folks yest.. said i wasted 2 hole daes not studyin fer it.. eh.. pls la.. i hate da subject n haf no intention ta passin it.. i dun giv a damn bout it.. so bored nowe.. jus hung up wif aizat.. wanted ta stae late till morn yest.. tot of mayb chattin on pfone wif ma fren but fell asleep... ZzZzZz.. i wanna go out.. cant live in dis 4 walls.. haiz.. sum ppl got exams still can njoy go orchard... hehe.. lolx...i dun tink i haf more ta update.. mayb later at nite or wad la.. IF.. IF i haf da tyme...k larz.. tata.. call mie... anyone!! heheh... njoy ur dae... ;)

I'll Be Missing You - Puff Daddy
Da one wich is playin in ma blog...
Its ta all ma buds... =)

11.41...hmmm... isit kinda earli fer mie? i dunnoe.. hehe.. i guess la...i woke up at 9 plus.. n tt was soo earlie fer fer.. speciallie tdae bein a sat morn.. haha.. sorry dint call ya yest evn though i noe its sumthins special.. i was on da pfone till bout 2 ++ am.. n i fell asleep.. sorry.. i was talkin crap all da ae n dint bother t acheck da tyme.. reallie2 sory dint call... make it up to ya.. soon.. i hope.. yest watched dis pesta perdana thingy on tv.. its kinda lame actuallie.. dunnoe y ppl get all worked up about it.. hehe.. i dunnoe lar.. thn lata dis channel 5 had dis movie starrin sarah michelle gellar.. is 7tt rite??? i guess so.. hhee...its kinda a crappie showe.. so ended up on ma bed n talkin on da pfone till morn... ermm.. i haf nth muchie ta update nowie.. mayb later will .. i wanna go haf breakfast/lunchie nowie... so tata? hjhaha.. byes... njoy ur dae peepz..???!!!! =P

got a newy layout... nice nice nice?????? gif ya comments on ma tagboard yar.... =P

im feelin soso down.. sucky... etc... y is der so muchie negativity inside..i myself dunnoe...isit cus ur not givin mie enuff - or isit cus i feel s though im invisible... wat isit?? haiz.. i reallie dunno...y r u doin dis to me??? isit goin ta b better off tt wae? cus i reallie dunnoe... jus wanna let u noe tt i dunt wan let go... no matter wat...anywae if ur wonderin hu its bout.. its bout a fren... k enuff bout em.. nothin cld b done to chnge how things go...haiz..
tdae had chem paper... it was so hard.. dint do it properly.. cus havin migranes in clas.. all i cld think bout is ta finish da paper n rest.. dint do a couple of questions.......heck care la.. its all done n over...... after skewl went ta interchange... slack ard der.. nvr tot of goin home.. cus nth muchie to do der either... sat at da small mac der fer a wile.. after havin breakfast/lunch... saw sum of our skewl peeps...waited fer aizat.. he was late.. tot of goin home.. cus sick of waitin fer hi.. thn i remembered tt he ever waited fer mi over 2 hours.. hehe... so dint wan him ta feel angry...wile waitin fer him.. sat at da 292 der.. saw afif walked pass.. told him tt fina has ta go hume.. so he joined mie zu n oda... wait fer aizat.. wasnt borin cus he n hafiz were talkin crap... so we were entertained most of da tyme...aizat came.. had a chat.. wif him n afif n hafiz.. slacked der fer a wile....thn later went hume.. took 292.. no one on da bus... i mean no interestin peeps in der.. haiz.. n nowe at hume.. updtain dis lor.. waitin fer sum peeps ta reply n mayb call mie? yar.. hopin fer sumone ta call... ermm gues i wanna watch tv... cus no more exams xcept fer a maths wich is a confirm gone caser...haha.. k larz.. ill go online mayb later.... =) bbyes...

jus finished tuition... im so sick of bein sick mann... da fever cant seem ta go awae... sumtimes it wld like go up up... thn later go down.. thn if not tt i will haf migrane... like fuct up sia.. thn tell my pop bout it.. he sae.. take med n rest.. but he later he will sae.. dun ferget ta studie.. like i dunnoe.. arghh!!! im not eatin s much s i used to cus.. im scared il puke... n da feelin isnt good.. u gotta squeeze ue tummie till evrythin cums out.. so nowe.. i dun dare ta eat anythin oily n all...jus nowe in skewl alreadie had migranes all over ma head... cant concentrate muchie on da paper.. n ma phy had loadz of careless mistakes cus i dint bother ta bring ma calculator along... lazee lar... n my file was unda a table wic is in front of mine.. maths paper was okay actuallie... i lost ard 20 marks... tts bad aint it.. but its not careless i tink.. its reallie either i haf no tyme or dunno howe ta do da questions.. luckilie thers nothin on coordinate geo... if not.. i will die.. i dun understand a damn bloody single thing... i hope i wont slack in dis SA paper... guess tts jus bout it fer nowe... i wanna go ta bed.. to will all dis pain in ma head awae.. n off ta dreamland on a jet plane... k la.. update more mayb later at nite or wad la.. wanna takke med oso.. ermm... sorry nvr replied ya at msn jus nowe.. if ya wanna chat call mie k... ermmm... tata... bbyes... =P


-if i aint got u- alicia keys - dedicated to da peeps hu r special in ma lyfe...

elews...dint cum ta skewl tdae.. shitto.. bio paper sia tdae... o.. wat the heck.. hope can retake it...n im retakin it alon.. sobsob... i tot ivor isn't cumin ta skewl tdae... so mayb could take da paper wit him but aizat told mie tt he came.. well... i dunnoe wads da reason i haf dis fever... is it cus im studyin too muchie? i dunnoe... i was thinkin of cumin ta skewl tdae but...my head was so damn heavy...i tink dis fever started wen i went ta skewl fer extra bio lesson wit mrjo.. sat in da tchers lounge fer like 2 n half hours.. i practicallie had brain freeze der...it was so damn cold sia... i cant consume anythin yest cus i would puke out evrythin i eat.. even drinkin water... yea.. isnt tt crap.. thn after da bio thingy at skewl went ta int ta get a bus to 201 mac.. waited fer soo long... i felt like pukin der too... craapie rites... told ma dad ta pick mie up at 9 at 201 mac.. cus i feel like dis fever is gettin more n more severe... but i was shocked wen he said tt y im tellin him bout dis fever so late at nite.. n he wans ta watch a fishin showe on tv which is startin soon.. crap rite.. but den i was so sick tt he gotta bring mie c da doc... over der.. had my temp taken.. n it was 38.4 deg... gawd.. i was like wat?? 38.4??? i've nvr been tt high b4.. doc said tt my fever was very bad... cus i not onlie haf fever... i got flu... gastric.. n was havin major migrane... n was pukin out evrythin i ate... crazey....den da doc said i gotta haf jabs.. i tot fisrt it was one.. budden later he said got 2... wow... n da needle was not da normal small small ones.. haiz.. i haf like 6 diff kinds of meds i gotta take... n da doc said tt if dis fever couldnt get better... i gotta take a jab of antibiotics evrydae...howe many holes wld tt be???? sickenin mann... i reallie wanna do ma bio paper... i jus wanna noe wads da format n all.. n i also got 2 daes mc.. but ma dad let not go ta skewl fer tdae onlie.. and gotta be back in skewl moro... haiz.. i tink ma fevers gone but still havin migrane here n der.. dunnoe bout da pukin part cus i havnt consumed anythin yest.. i wanna go out tdae.. dun tink can aniwae... i gotta study fer moro phy.. i wanna score.. n maths paper 2 also.. wanna showe thm tt slackin ard in class is a gd thing.. if u perform la... haha...k larz tink dis enuff fer tdae.. update more maybe later? n o yar... gdie luck fer peeps takin deir exams... luv u guys... *muackx muackx muackx* tata.... =P

elews..wherd ya go?? sorry dint get ta talk on fon wit ya jus nowe.. i was at ma grannies house...tried callin few times.. but noone answered... i hope nth bad happened...sorrie... collected sum bucks der..im totallie broke... in need of sum ching ching...k larz.. lazee to type more.. moro lar
tata... hope ur feelin ok... call lie if ya readin dis... okie? bbyes.. *muackx* nite nite peepz... sweetest dweams....

.............heehe...elews.........nowe on da pfone wit zu...hehe..jus talkin c-r-a-p...lolx.......no lah....nowe on da pfone wit aizat....heeh................yest went ta studie firstlie wit zu thn fina came along thn oda... at 7 dey went off.. left mie n zu.. thn saw syam n tajj der..hehe.. ard 8 ivor came.. wif yq also...dey did sum physics mind map thingy... lol.. yq jus makes me luff wit his burps n clumsiness n all... lol... did chem yest.. almost done.. left i more chpt onie!! yeay!!! hehe.. tdae sappose ta studie.. but im soo sleepie.. wanna go to bed after dis... study moro... mayb moro go study bio at jo's house wit da usual peeps i mentioned up der.. but not fina n oda.. thn if not...either go 201 mac.. or zus house ta study cus adil wanna cum n bringin hasli oso.. lolx... im keepin quiet... not tellin her... shhhh!!! hehe....thn yest walked back hume wit yq.. he was so dirty mann...lolx...im not s bad s him! nowe i noe tt rafie is readin ma blogie...lolx..tt guye ah.. made plans fer da future alreadie... funnie2... haha.. k lahz.. update mayb later at nite.. nowe i wanna snooze...ZzZz...lolx.. tata.. *muackx* love ya....

DEAR GOODBYE...
'by jc chasez

Staring out, depressed about
What words I have to plead
So torn apart

Shattered by impressions of
Confessions in defeat
My broken heart

Crying, desperate, fighting
Questions scared to let go

We used to be so beautiful
But the days go by and
Things get better

I'm weary from the war
I'm losing half my soul
But the days go by and

Past the point of reasons
I just want you to believe
That it's not your fault

Cry your eyes to sleep
It's like a thousand rainy nights
Oh, drowning lows

Photographs, the close up, what we had
Come undone

Where did it all go wrong?
The days go by and
Things get better

You hardened like a stone
To face the world alone
But the days go by and
Things get better

Exhausted of apologies
In search of something comforting
But the days go by and
Things get better

Brought out the best and worst in me
You gave your all unselfishly
But the days go by and

Oh, I could never replace
All the tenderest moments
They will always live right here
Inside me

My love will forever hold a place
For you
That's why I'm so confused, yeah

Girl, we used to be so beautiful
But the days go by and
Things get better

I'm losing half my soul
To face the world alone
But the days go by and
Things get better

We're not the type to just give up
But I know that it's what's best for us
The days go by and
Things get better

We'll pass some crossing roads
Surviving on our own
But the days go by and...

dint update yest rite? tink so lar.. not sure.... went out ta studie wit zu yest.. later at nite aizat n cass came down ta "study" oso.... found out tt ma sms haf been cut out again... sobsob..i cried yest in front of em.. but not tt sorta cry lar.. like tears in ma eyes oni..reason was not bcus ma sms has been cut but tt evrytime wen dis thing happens... i couldnt get ta b close wit anione.. its gonna b hard.. n its not onlie one month!.. its gonna b like 3 months!!! gawd i can die...i wanna die.. not worth livin.. i feel like totallie givin up evrything sia.. skewl simply sucks.. life sucks.. love sucks... evrythin jus suck fer mie nowe.. i almost decided not ta do ma paper.. reallie did...i jus wanna leave dis place!!! arghh!!!! im so not in da funckin mood~!!!!! FUCT UP PLACE!!! I HATE YOU!!! arhghh!!!

heya peepz..dint updte yest.... did i? o.. heck care.. i dunnoe...today in skewl was a dreamie n sleepie one.. i was in one of doz sulkie moods cus had sumting on ma mind n was thinkin it thru over n over again.. cus i dint noe wadta do...i was okay onlie after bio? i guess so....dint reallie had da mood ta talk ta anione but glad tt ma peeps could cheer mie up.. thnx!ermm nowe at home..waitin fer ma bro ta end tuition thn its ma turn.. hope i wont fall asleep........ sumthins up sumwhere but couldnt figure it out.. dunnoe if she noes but if she does.. thn tts............................................ im speechles!! tmr is exam n can die liao.. i wanna go oflline do ma tuition hw nowe.. update more at nite mayb lar.. tata... msg mie plss! reply at least!

hiyaz.. jus finished tuition n waitin fer sumtin...but no replies yet... sorry stinkiez.. cant tell ya wad happened on sundae.. but i betcha its good fer mie so i hope dis msg will make u fweel appie fer me? hope so.. Kkz.. tdae was half2 sucky la... stayed back afta skewl halp mojo wit a buncha of 206 peeps...fun fun.. n to da peeps m doin da stall wit...da funtasie thingy.. im soo sosososo sorrie cus im not gonna b doin wit yall... hahaha...!!! im goin ta b helpin out wit mr jo lolx... tts wad ivor said.. i tink... ;)
at least tts betta thn doin sum lamio stall wit irritatin peeps all rnd.. execpt ma fwenz la.. like.. radha mei2 n impz! hehe...nice2.. no need ta help dem.. but will b wit da otha peeps.. da mascot all.. cool huh?! no replies yet till nowe.. nvm.. patience is a good virtue...hehe...had a conference call wit adil n hasli jus nowe.. crazee sia.. adil was sososo hyper tdae... dunoe wads up wit tt guy.. he kept on shoutin n sinngin....blastin da radio off ta e n hasli's ears.. lolx... i still haaven pae up fer da aussie thingy.. lazie ah.. haha.. ma dad sae later2 so later la... wadta do.. moro haf listenin compre.. gottta dig ma ears deep2... i wana go studie wit cass but dunnoe howe ta contach her liao... k larz.. update more later or moro or wenever la.. lazee lar.... wanna go offline n help zu wit sum mathz problems.. hehe...fun2...k wanna flie awae ta de garden of eden.. lolx.. tata.. nitez... muackx.. sweet dweamz.. miss ya!!!!

i dun wanna noe --> mario sumting... listen! its nice..!

elewz.. long tyme nvr update....!!! i was awae.. awae ta dweamlnd.. hehex... loadz of stuffies happened... hmm.. i wanna list dem all but cant cus its kinda personal.. but batcha its da most greatest thing that happened ta mie!!! had da chalet thigy on fridae... frens came n it was so damn fun.. first people to cum was cass zu yq raihanah kai li qin shan n summore i tink but cant remember... short term memory.. hehe.. thn came sum others... irfan came.. wit his gurl n farhan f.b.i. ... [is tt rite?] lolx...n anuther fren of his... afif came.. wit his ska's thingys all.. all i can sae is yucks! even hasli said so.. but adil said its nicer thn punk.. crap lah he.. since wen his interested in all dis also i dunnoe!wonder wad he looks like if he changes ta ska.. da punk peeps came.. n dey were sooo cute.. hehe... dey wore their stuf in style... nice mann... lolx.. mich winnie came.. played water bombs.. actuallie not onlie tty but also pails n pails of wata.. so all i can sae is tt da hole chalet was damn wet sia!!! washin here n der.. makin it drie b4 ma mum said anythin... lolx.. dint reallie get da tyme ta spend wit stinkie cus ma bro was der n banyak kali ny frens sumer ter lepas ckp... scared liao ... later he tel ma parents.... die3.. hehe.. sorrie dint get da tyme ta spent witcha... reallie am... iv yq n des went hume at 1.. hehe... iv was sooo sleepie tt nite.. dunnoe y.. pity him.. ask him ta rest he duwan.. crazze...lolx... sorrie liao.... cass n zu stayed overniteyz.... it was fun..nex morn hadta wake up earli cus dey woke mie up... hehe.. so bad liao.. dey helped ma mum do sum kitchen stuff... thnx gurlz! dey went off round 3 liddat n later ma grand parents came.... locked ma self in da room... palye here n der.. dun tink u guyz wanna read if i detailed in all... hehe...stayed till sundae nite... but b4 tt.. sumthin happened durin da sundae morn... letsae im sooo happie.. i jus dunnoe y cus it jus iis... u noe hu u r.. n u noe wad it means,.... imah if u readin dis... pls dun tag anything bout da thingy...*secret2* lolx.... went back hume.. wit happie faces n dweams...lolx... went ta skewl tdae n it was ok la.. not as bad... jus finished washin up .. jus came back frm zu's house... did mathz hw... so nowe... im basicallie smsin chattin n updatin blog liao... ermmm guess thats jus bout it... update more soonie yar...? tata. to all peeps... love ya loadz...!!! hug hug... hehe....=P *muackx*