twenty - smithedy - nines todayy. and it was not fun. sad to sayy. only the part when walkin home lahh. that was great. =D

nothin to update bout. just wanna write that.

dude, happy 1st. =)

nisa loves aizat alot alot.

*huggyss*

" And you lied to the angels

Said i stabbed you to death. "

heyy. changed my skin. was darn bored yesterday. was tired too. so decided to edit shitts and tadaaaa! there you see it. my blog, revamped. hah.

physics paper was easy, but i couldnt do. cause, i dint study. simplest excuse i could find for not scorin.

i soo need to study this week for next weeks' paper. i dont think i'd have time durin the weekends. and im headin to the school of rock finals this sunday wit mom! sweeet. i wonder if the times dude would be ther. ahha.

tmr headin out. to wher? i got no idea yet. i'll just let them decide. sighh. and yesterdays sudden IM was comforting. it was nice. =)

soo thats it lahh.
i need more sleeeep. =(
[[*this lust to my brains almost feels like a gun*]]

" Letters to you. "

life has been pretty much okayy . fun . wicked . and etc lahh. hahahs. i've just been kinda highh. wait, i always have been. only on certain occasions wher i dont get my sleep. urggh.

soooooo, i'll jump straight to thursdays happenings cause i seriously cant remember what happened on the day before. hah.

THURSDAY - had racial harmony day. can say the scheduled planned for us sucked bigtime. like, totally. no racialism harmonism shitts at all. i know im not makin sense. and we had lessons! fuckin assholes. anyhootts, it was kinda okayy lah. the part wher you get to like interact wit almost evryone in the school. so yada yada yada. will post pics if i got any. alrighteys? and i went straight home after that cause i was too too tired. slept for an hour and then went to school back again. had interhouse games. wheeets! it was sweeeeeeet!

i so wasnt in the mood to get my skirt on so just went wit house tee and shortts. very the slekehh. hahas. so there wernt any signs of leopards. hah. i likee. jaguars was up against panthers and cougars. the one wit pathers, it was 4 - 0 . [heeee!] the one with cougars was 2 - 0. and i scoredd 3 out of the 6 goals we scoredd. i was wit zu huda farhanah and wani. best lahhh. i sooo love floorballl! people, i LOVE FLOOORBALLL!!!

thn he sent me homme. and we played bounce under a block till 7 plus. say it lame and boring, but it was a time well spent. sweetness. those lil things, i should say. and yes, i shall prevail. hehe. =)

classes on friday was a snoozer. specially wit no radha and foo talkin some shitts lahh. thn had bio test. thought of sneakin a peek into the book but i dint lahh. thn got home and took my time to chnge. met him at 4. got my bag at bugis and went to the national library. tottaly bigg and too many new booookkks!!! i LIKEEE!! i wanna go againnn!

thn headed to esplanade and chill. till mum called. i went out without informin her or dad. so yes, got like scoldin. couldnt care less. dropped at simei at ard 8. mum dad n bro were 'exercising' at that area and i was walkin wit him. yes, i was caught red-handed. still, a smile was plastered on my face like nothin happened. and was told that i was grounded for 2 weeks. oh really? i have my wayss. nisa shall prevail. muahahhaa. [okayy thats crapp.]


so thts my friday lahh. todayy, had tuition n module class. okay2 lahh. just got back from changi actually. had late dinner there. and the kittys are sooo fuckin huge fat chubby and not scarryy!! i soo love kittyyys! mommmyyy!!!


heeee. so thats it lahh. tooooraaaa. . .. . ..
*kau umpama. .. .merpati putih. .. .*


`lovesss. =)

"I'll promise you, I'll never let you go" - dude, thats meant for you. you and only you. you aizat, yes you. nobody else. no more shitts this time rounnd. trust me and i'll promise you this. i love you. =) stay with me and never let me go. loves.

" A Positive Scab that's never healing. "

a day in school today was equivalent to a day spent doin nothin at home. yes it was. had no lessons. i repeat NO - NONE - NIL - ZILCH - NADA. blahhhs. a fucking waste of my bloody ass time! i should have stayed at home at get the sufficient rest i needed. i was darn funckinly sick. what can i say the bloody sunday dude visited me.

weekendss were a bore. seriously, i had nothin to do at home. and my everydays are filled with things i dont wanna doo. weekdays are filled with school shitts and weeknights are spent at the cc. the only moments that i found nice during the weeknights was if he and my babes came over. if not, it'll be the same ol same ol me cass and maybe sufiyan and that ciggy stench. yes, that stench.

and weekends would be with both sides of the grands. one for each day. mommys and daddys. seriously no time to do hw. annnd my rest times would be on friday nights and the whole of saturday. that too if i can get them.

to make it worse, i accidently deleted all my msgs in my fuckin inbox. i hate me. i need those msges mann! like really totally definately. to live up my day each day. even if theyre shitified sweet nothings. aizat!! i need them!

sighhh. i need to get loadsa stuffs. and sleep. and that kitty under that void deck. bahhhs.

[[ i'll promise you, i'll never let you go. =) ]]

" When you come back down

If you land on your feet

I hope you find a way to make it back to me "

its almost the end of the weekdays. boyy, thats fast. speedyy. and loads of things happen. i know what i want. what i need. they know. im tired. been studyin at the CC for the past days with cass. yesterday sufiyan came by. yadaydayada. and i have only eaten one piece of that merci chocolatees. and and and me n belles face is in 17! heee.

a whole week break huh? we should hang, sometime soon. and yess, the milk was spilt. nothing is kept a secret anymore. i was just in awe at that point in time. part of me said it was nice to hear from you after quite some time of your m-i-a business but the other was still, well lingering i guess. at least nothin is sealed anymore. you know and i know. guess we'll always be there no matter what. heh. loves. =)

andd i lovee you alot alot okayy. u dumbass setann. heeee. and tonight is my TV nightt. so shoooo~! i got a date with my adam brody. *smillless. and i lovvvee him muchh muchh morreee.

" The Greatest One Ever. "

i feel so freakin blessed and like an overjoyful kidd. okay, my birthday wasnt that oh-well that great like i said earlier. but hey, with this sorta ppl in my life, hu wouldnt be happy? hah.

today was hyperly funn. phat got ma ROXY flips! and the girls on whole got me chocolatess! merci and ferreros! whooottts! and the card is sooo sweeet. i'll keep it and treasure it like diamonds and pearls. and aizat got me a set of earrings and necklace. heee. i heart you many2! and im -dead- serious. hah. and and and hasli just rang me up to go down the block. he bought me cholocates and Lifehouse cd! i likkkkeeee. thnks ppl! thnks much much! a whole lott. seee! theres no harm in jokin ard askin for presents. =D

i LOVE you PEOPLE to BITTS and PIECES!

and i've been bumping tha 12th floor dude for a couple of times already. and that guy who lives ard the neighbourhood. and i saw twiggy yesterday.utter hottness, serious. hhahahas.

so thats it. im turnin into a good girl. and not be a SETAN friend, student or GIRLFRIEND okayy?! sorry to tha ppl that i cursed to be setan. its the word of the month. heeee. =)

. . .Truckloads of love. . .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

bahhs. i dedicate this birthday song to uhh, me?

well, not my greatest birthday ever.i could say its tha most shitified one. blame is on parents. still waitin for that girlfriends wish. sighh. so much for birthdays and SWEET 16.

[but thanks a bunches fo ppl who wished me. sms-ed, tagged, face-2-face, online, testymonials, advanced wishes, on the phone and etc2. you guys are the best. =) ]

" Always be first rate of YOURSELF rather than

being second rate of Someone else. "

had fun on moday. a days out wit phat belle ham and my dude. it was fun. except for 'i dunnoe its gonna be an alien show' part. hahas. caught war of the worlds. the trailer was cool. but NOT the show. haha. =) and the bloody dentist tightened those retainerss. urghhh i hate.

today waskinda okayy2. fooled ard most of the time. hahas. i likee. p.e was wicked. and i think m soo gonna skip cross country this friday. no point lahh. i havnt evn took my numba tagg. after school met him up and went popular with phat and belle.

and this is the 2nd time in a row that we wenta TIMES. gee. and that guy is not hott, at all. haha. he must be wondering something is up. so malu mann. thn we just got home. befo that sat down wit belle. talked bout our shitified lives. we always always talk bout that. like that time talked till 12++. from one topic to the otha. hahas.

so thats it. i wanna go studdy, i guess. and today is ADIL's BIRTHDAY. wished. =)
.toorasssss

" Nothing to go. "

It feels like everything is just too dang complicated. Be calm! Now do it -- slowly!

In Detail

Hibernating has never been something you dread. You love to hide. Not from the world, that is -- in fact, not 'from' anything. You love to hide out because it allows you the opportunity to snuggle up and nestle in, and there's nothing your comfort-loving sign loves more. So for the next 24 hours, give in. Don't go anywhere. Pull out all your favorite videos, putter around the kitchen in your comfiest clothes, and hibernate. Oh, and don't forget to unplug the phone!

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soo. thats my frenster horoscope for today. which was kinda true lahh. im sleeping my ass off too many times. yester had more than 12 hrs of sleep. today too. what is happenin to meee? but it was a nice well deserved sleepp. hah.

i dint relly like studyy. just did up some amths. no way im touchin my english hw. reports are a turn off. im just gonna enjoy my days till after my birthday. which is next week. hah. thn full force studyin, at least i hope so.

ive been thinkin of what i should ask mum and dad to get me. im gettin a new phone hopefully next month, but thats not my birthday present. im gettin a new room after Os but that too is not my bithday present. bahaaa. what should i gett?! i dont need shoes. i already got 5 pairs. but if u guys wanna get me moooree, sure can do. get me adidas ones alrightys? i still am an ADIDAS freakkid at heart. wheeee.

actually id be happy with evrything anything or nothin. i dunnoe. i just became much more practical this past few days or months. i got evrythin i want. family - friends -cousins - him. heee. =)

so thats it lahh. i'll update more soon. wheee. 6 MORE FREAKING DAYS TILL I TURN 16! WOHHOOOOTTS. im so gonna ask my folks to get a huge fudgey chocolate amicake for me to indulge! wheeeets!