right about now, all i want is

• nice hot shower, soak in my bathtub and hope that the jucuzzi still works
• mccafe hot chocolate
• chicken maggie
• a very very nice and cold chilly weather
• my bed
• & a nice sweet goodnight chat before i go to dreamland.

today is our 29th twentynine.

hmmm, and i want my sleep.

it was such an impromtu date to have dinner at pizza hut with zuhaila yesterday. but it was fun while it lasted and i keep on thinking i should have just.

okay, im not even half way done with my mosaic and im like very very tired. i complain alot, i know. i dont think i'll have the time to finish it cause today, i have a date with the boyfriend, tmr shall be a date with work and maybe twiggy, and sunday would be date with work again. see, no timeeeeeeee.

hmmm, i want my holidays now. i want more pizza huts. i want so many things i cant have. sigh.

i dint even think it is even possible for one to be too tired to even grab a bite to eat. yes, im that exhausted. im tired from standing the whole day and worse stilll, the few hours in the foam pit is making my face feel so sunburnt, which isnt. my face feels so compact that it was hard to smile yesterday. hmmmmmmmm.

okay, so date with twiggy was cancelled yesterday. maybe next week, after he books out or something, hopefully. (:

hmmm. and im so sorry afiqah, really am for wishing you super late! Happy Belated Birthday! (: hahaha.

and happy birthday to the dearest cousin , Shairah, Happy Eighteen! and dont diss my BMI machine ok!

and boyfriends birthday is next weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

im tired, im exhausted, im happy and im excited.

just because. (:

hah.

okay, but im frustrated. cause cause the next episode of prison break will only air in january. yes, januaryyyyyyyyyyy. and thats bloody depressing. and no, im not talking about the channel 5 one. wait, is channel 5 still airing prison break even? hmm. im talking about the season three episode nineeeee. hurgggh.

okay, thats all i wanna update about. haha. chiao! (:

you know, sometimes its too difficult to be happy when everythings too distant.

okay, im bloody exhausted. part of me says that i still have not recovered from last sundays party. the running round and whatnots. and today's work was fun yet slow yet lazy yet slacky yet everything else but busy. hmmmm. and thats a good thing.

and im bored. like really tremendously fuckingly bored. and tired. and, this entry is i think, going to be long and very much pointless. so ive warned you and im not sorry for those of you who decides to read this entry and waste that beautiful few minutes of your time. -_-

i really really really want to spend. i want to go shopping. theres nothing new online. its all the same old same old. but i like the sales going on at wetseal and forever21 and gojane. i want to get a shoe! but i dont see a need for me to get a shoe, but its on sale and its only 9usd. yes, nineeeee. and and i want to go walk around to shop, but somehow, in some very stupid way, i cant find myself the time to do so!

other than that, i want to go to cathy picturehouse and watch many many many film arts, cause i watched one called Moliere with the bf the other day and that got me hooked, like seriously. and now, theyre screening Your Name is Justine (if im not wrong, its pronounced as Juice-tin) and the trailer is goooood and its about protitution. hah. and i want to watch it.

okayy, im tired. and i am very very very lazy to type on further

okay bye.

i want to spend. its more like, i want to splurge and not just spend. hmm. i still got my festives money saved (yes saved, suprisingly) somewhere in my room. im hiding my money away from me and apparently away from my bank account too, if that makes any sense. i need to set aside at least a hundred for kiki. and the rest are definately for self consumption. hmmmmm.

its friday night and noone has updated their pages with new episodes. and thats depressing.

i dont know what else to write.

i need a bitch fix, badly.

ahhh.

bye.