" Happyy Anniiiieeeverssarryy! I loveee you! "

okay, im watching singapore idol. jay loooks cute when he cried on national tv. wahh. haha okayy. hes not cute but the way he cried made him look cute. hahah. and paul looooks like he has cut his hair! ooh! he did, did he? hahha.

sooo, today is a marvelllouuss day. very beautiful indeed. oh, i loove the boyfriend to bits. and this song is dedicated to him. alalla. lyrics below har. haha. love love.

im hopelessly, madly in love. ahh, yes.

you`re my defination of Love, you`re MY reason To love. =)

one year baby! wheee. =)

so so, i planned to skipp school today. but but i dint wanna get another warning letter so i attended class for an hour. hmmm. thn, i met the boyfriend up.

made our way to cs, got a birthday present for his dad thn we went to taka to have our lunch. we had breeeks. yum yummylicious. the doryys were nice. haha. we dint have our regular icecreamms. instead, we had browniies! o0o0oh! haha.

thn we went esplanade and sat at the very place we dated on 17 June 2004. [that was after the hoohaaah first breakup] waaaah. the very same spot. =) it was a nice afternooon. =) thn we walked to penin in search of the vintage storee. haha.

after walking around penin and the store. we had our dinner! at sakuraa! standarddd. haha. dinner was nice. =) and thn went homee cause he has a date with the family and I, i have a date with my room, lappie and tv. hmmmm.

okay lame, i know. =X

sooo here are some pixieess.

he looks so serious when hes eaatingg. hmmm.


his.


minee.


*conceentrattee*


the brownie alert.


hmm. i look like a kidd. =/ wait, i am one! =D


my first attempt with the Stand-by timerr. hmm.

the 2nd and many countless attempts again with the timer. hmmm. ignore the bags and you`ll see that we look nice together. =D


he got tired by my attempts and did it on his own. ahhh, nice. =)


okayy. thats it for now!

oh yah, we`re organising a get together for anyone and everyone of Evss Sec 4 2005. =) those who wanna go pls do msg me through online or sms alrights. its next saturday, 8th july. tell me by saturday! pleasse.

haha. okay, byeee.

For the boyfriend, Happy 29th, Happy Anniversary. =)

Oliver James - Greatest Story Ever Told.

Thank you for this moment
I've gotta say how beautiful you are
Of all the hopes and dreams I could've prayed for
There you are
If I could have one dance forever
I would take you by the hand
Tonight it's you and I together
I'm so glad, I'm your man girl

And if I lived a thousand years
You know, I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
That day.
But if destiny decided
I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you tonight?

I don't hear the music
When I'm looking in your eyes
But I feel the rhythm of your body
Close to mine.
Its the way we touch that sends me
Its a way we'll always be
Your kiss, your pretty smile you know I'd die for
Oh baby, you're all I need.

And if I lived a thousand years
You know, I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
That day.
But if destiny decided
I should look the other way
Then the world would never know

`loves.

The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you,
Just how much I really need you
Did I tell you that I love you tonight?

" Its not easy to be me. "

so, a newly born cousin just passed away naturally today. sighh. its sad okay. i havnt even see her yet. whats more sad is that shes not even 5 DAYS old. and the last time i checkd, her name was Nurul Sofia. hmmm. and its not even a year yet and another family member has passed away. its a sad year. =/

i can still remember how hard i cried durin the death of my late grandfather. hmmmm. shall not shall not think about it.

sigghh. chnge topic chnge of topic plss.

anyways, schoool is alright. fell asleep during hap lec. and melissa doodled on my nails. and the best part is, i dint notice nor realised until she told me! and see the after effect of mellisas creation, *rolls eyes*

[note : Ignore the fugly hand, See the ewww nails.]

okay, she failed as a manicurist. hah.

and i passed ckt. yeay. from an F in the quiz to a hmmm B? Lol. but stiill, maths is stinker, period. you people know how much i love maths! okay. i failed by 3 marks. no, im not disheartened. so no worries. =)

okay, so i have concluded. i attract wierdoos and umairah attracts uhh, much worse wierdos! hmmm.

ahhh, thats it.
bye blog.

" That last kiss, I`ll cherish, until we meet again. "

helllooo blog! =) whee.

todayyy, is the return to school dayy. and already the first day i was late. haha. lucky dad was around. lalala.

hmmmmmmmmmmmm. im boredd. =/

haha. okay. so currently i hate my hair. to the people who likes my hair *bigghinttoamanda*, wanna switchhh? i take yours and you take minee. =D wheee. people around are saying im emo just because of my hair! a big fat HELLLOO to you people, im no emo okay. haha.

imahappygoluckygirlwhoacceptsthingsforwhattheyareand

believesinahappyhappyworld! hahah.

oh! and i sooo cant wait for this thursday! One yearr One year! One big fat yearr! Our Anniversary withmyohsocutehuggablelovableandsquishable Md Aizat Faliq! hahaha. =) Nisa Lovess Lovess You to death. wheee. i cant waitt.

i know you readers are definately irritated by the squeezingofwordswithnospacings. hahha.

im just a fool in love. sweeets.
haha.

bye readers. i miss hunnie too.
superrmann *swoooshswooosh*
=)

" Take a breather. "

i know people always say when someone walks with their heads up high or nose in the air, they are known to be arrogant or whatsoever la. but but sometimes, we people should really try to do that. not to be arrogant but, to see the world above.

what i am trying to say is that, the sky is really a beauty on its own. whether or not theres fluffy or no fluffy clouds around, the way it changes color just makes you go in awe. its really beautiful. especially when you`re walking, observing the beauty of nature that surrounds you, and suddenly you notice an arc across the sky. Yes, the rainbow. ahhh.

i swear i couldve stopped right then and there, under the mrt tracks while walking home just now, just admiring how the raindow dissolved in and out of the clouds. but the bladder was seriously shouting " I need to let go! " hahaha.

okayy enough bout the wonders of naturee.

umairah is sooo crapping right now. hahaha. =) that hun.

oh i love mee. =) and the hunnie. and the boyfrieennddd. =)

byeee.

" For you I will. "

i feel so gay today. =) heee.

i think i think im goin for pschology for for cds. haaha. =)

the bfs not gonna be home tonight. hes gonna be with the rvn peeps at home club or club home or whatsoevs. haha.

im thinking im thinking. ahh! brainblast! broooooshhhh! hahaha.

so so, this is for you people to write bout me. =)

Dear Nisa,

You have a nice______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You and me =________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________.

Love,_______________
(P.S. ______________.)

haha do it do it ! =) & tag when you done it.


Dear Afiqah,

You have a nice BUTT. You make me WANNA SMACK IT EACH TIME I SEE YOU. You should JOIN ME & UMAIRAH IN OUR FRENCHING BUSINESS SOMEDAY. Someday I will HAVE A DATE WITH YOU AND ONLY YOU & WE`LL PLAN TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD! You and me = PINKY & THE BRAIN. If I saw you now I`LL SHOUT YOUR NAME OUT LOUD LIKE I ALWAYS DO. I would build a CAGE just for you. If I could ing you any song it would be THE SONG THAT IS PLAYING NOW! Hahaha. =)

Love, Nis.
(P.S We should really really try to take over the worldd!)

Dear Umairah,

You have a nice HAND. You make me wanna HOLD IT TIGHT EACH TIME I SEE YOU. You should COME OVER MY PLACE & WE`LL GET NAUGHTAYY! Someday I will HAVE YOU ALL TO MYSELF! You and me = BESTFRIENDS FOREVER! OH, THE LOVEE. If i saw you now I`LL FRENCH YOU HARD & ALL OVER. I would build a BANDAGE just for you. If i could sing you a song it would be ISLAND IN THE SUN BY WEEZER. hahaha. =)

Love, Nis.
(P.S We should french more often. I miss you dengs!)

I wanna right moree but i`m too lazyy. yawwnnss.

bye people!
=)

" Its not where you are, its who you`re with. "

soooo, i got bored and decided to do the thingy that has been goin round in blogspots. =) happy reading people.

List down 3 names i go by:
Nisa, Nis, Hun.

Name the 3 parts of heritage:
PURE malay. definately NO chinese blood.

3 things that scare me the most:
God, Losing people, Getting Influenced.

3 everyday essential:
Tv, Lappie, Phone.

3 things that you're wearing:
believe it or not, EVSS pe shirt, shorts and you know the rest.

3 fave bands/singers:
Christina Aguilera, Pink, Maroon 5 [acoustic].

3 things I want in a relationship:
Honesty, Love & a Friend. =)

2 truths and 1 lie:
I love my boyfriend to bits, I love the girlfriend till i wanna frenccch herr, I`d rather sleep thn watch Oc [uhh, NOT, NEVER].

3 physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to me:
Eyes, Hair, Clothes.

3 favourite hobbies:
People watchin, Internet hoggin, Cell phone hogging.

3 things that I want badly now:
My boyfriend, Hersheys, The Oc season 3.

3 places I wanna go for vacation:
Maldives, Africa, California.

3 things I wanna try doing:
Bunjee, Live underwater, Be with cats, huge huge cats like tigers as pets, and not sneeze. =)

3 people I wanna see doing this:
anyonee will doo. =)

and umaairah asked me to put this,
[actually, shes the one who typed this when she came over my place.]
I LOVE UMAIRAH I LOVE UMAIRAH
*DANCES AROUND IN PINK UNDIES SCREAMING I LOVE UMAIRAH.

okayy.
byee poeople.

" Stupidity Rocks Big Time, Not! "

so the pinkyishness of this blog is getting the best of mee. oh i will i will change it sooon. urghh.

oh headache, please go away. you`ve been haunting me for the past few days and and i wish i wish so hard you`d go away so i can lead my life as usuall.

hmm. oh, glad to know nothing majorly bad happened to the gf during her surgery. and and, i wanna start playing with your cast. oh, you SHOULD pass me the markers and i`ll make an artwork worth a trillion bucks out of it. =) hahas.

and and, i miss, i miss my bofriend shitless. grr. its been four days! four days i tell you! in relationship terms, that is longgg. fuckin lonngg!

not gonna update much bout my trip. it was just alright. just an oh-so trip to get away from Singapore. =) heh.

i think people who thinks acting stupid is the new CUTE is sooo way over their heads. are they like dumb or are they just DUMB. wait, they`re just dumb. hmm. a persons intelligence is like a piece off the whole package of their personality and beauty. to me that is. you`d be soo declaring or wanting a PERMANENT sticker on your friggin forehead that spells BIMBO. BIMBO minus the blonde hairr. hahahah. =D

that is just a random one. so sape2 yg terRase, sorryy. haha. its just something i observed these past few months. hahah.

okayy laa.
i wanna go wait for the bf to call me. heee.

bye peopleeee. =)

Im leaving tonightt. byee peoplee.

I Love you and I`m gonna Miss You,

Md Aizat Faliq Bin Ahmad!

haha.

[i bet you`re gonna say "hun seh ayang."]

heee. love love loves. =)

and and loadsa lovee to

Umairah Ali Bafana.

hope everything goes fine for you tmr alrightts.

dont forget to sms me before and after the thingy alrightts.

hahaha. bye hun. =)

and to the rest of the people too. =)

will be back soooon.

byeeeee. =)

" Cause i just want one love to be enough,

and remain in my heart till i die. "

the boyfrieend is backkk. haha. yeayy! the 3 days 2 nights, i think, was a looong lonng and dreadful wait. sighh. butbut hes back now. so its all smiless. =)

so on sunday, met up with the hap members. umairah dropped by. we had fun. we were making fun of arif and zul. well, zul left early lah. and arif was just, arif laaa. haha. more detailed version on what happened at umairahs blog. haha. but but we hadd fun. =)

thn yesterday went for dental checkup. haha. love loves the retainers. haha. i thought i dont have to wear em anymore buut but the dentist said i still have too. and it takess a lonng time for my teeth to stop moving. hahaha.

then went around town and bugis with the gf. we look like drug addicts. got our scrumptious browniess. yummm. and at night the boyfriend was homee. =)

heee. im a happy girrl. i love love. heee.
and and the boyfriend got me the adidas jacket alreadyy! yeay!
nisa is emo no more. =D

haha.
and and a friend is transferring the oc season 3 episodes. lalallaa.
faster faster faster! hahaha. season 3!!

haha. byeee.

" I`ll be your best kept secret and your worst nightmare. "

so so so, one more day and the boyfriend will be backk. yeayy. picture in tux picture in tux. lalalala. heee. miss him miss him much.

before the gf could complain moree, OI! I MISS YOU TOO LAH HUN! hahaha. hospitals are the new fareast, errr NOT! hahahah.

i slept late yesterday. i couldnt sleep. i was hyper. dont ask me whyy. and and i got sooo bored, i watched agent cody bannks two in dvd! urgghh.

hmm. so so so, check out this picturess. =)


i took it from my window before todays downpour using my phone. hmmm. it always looks like his when its gonna rain. so yeahh. =)


this this, was also from my bedroom window. this was at 6am. when the sun waas rising. lalalala. =)

and and this is the view from my parents room. hahaha.

i feel so lucky to have a view like these. =)

hmmmm. and umairahh, lets go do french. HAHA!

byeeee. =D

" One in a million You. "

so now, as im typing this entry, the boyfriend is in the aeroplane, flying off to bangkok. sigghh. hello late nights, hello OC, hello online games.

im back, for good. period.

so, im back to being the girl who sits by her window watching planes after planes, flying in and out of the changi airport. yes, i can see them from my window. its my remedy to sanity till the boyfriend gets home.

*sighs a bigg sighh*

okay, enough emo-shitting. hmmm. so term test are like fucking over! hello holidays, hello shopping, hello OC once again. =)

and did you see or notice the green to pink in the skin colorr? hahahhaha. =D not a fan of pink but i think this will make pink fans go with envy. well not really. lalala. hahhhahas!

so my days are llike filled to the brim. hmmm. will be having hap meetup with the afiqah, ajul, arif & caliph. and guess whos the leader? *excitedly* yeay me! urrghh. thn theres dental. yes i still do have appointments even after my braces are taken off. days out with the boyfriend and also the girlfriend. ohh the list goes onn.

im bored. i want to visit my grannys. i miss them. =(

and i miss the boyfriend, truckloads. =(=(
okaylah. i malas to update already.
bye people.

" And the many moonlight kisses,

seem to cool in the warmth of the sun. "

turn on turn on your speakerss! i`ve uploaded DANIEL POWTER - BAD DAY ACOUSTIC version. lalala. like how afiqah puts it, " lagi feelinngg" haha.

feeling ah babe. hhaha.

and and i finally had my aglio olio just noww. and the bf had his sunflower pasta. yumyumyum. and we had our double chocolate & bon bon rocher. haha. yummmss. its an eat eat day. i love.

oh oh, and my dearest bf is leaving for bangkok this friday. =( hmmm.

and last paper on friday. hap hap hap. will studyy the whole dayy tmrr. =D mugmugmug.

lets shop shop shop till we drop. hah. not during the GREAT singapore sale, but at the KL GREAT sale. muahahahas.

yeayy.
okay lame.
im bored. =/
byee peoplee. =)

& HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

" There's too much conformity in perfection. "

sigghh. ckt is driving me nuts. its soo like physics, or it IS physics, which drove and is still driving me me insane.

hmmm, i`ll make it. i know i cann. =)

okayy, things are so going wrong at the very last minutee. geees. stupid calculator. it died on me just like that.

im soo gonna kill myself for the term test. hols hols hols. hurry! im so going for holidays after that. shop shop shop. afiqahh! see you in KL!

so so so, i sort of dismantled the calculator and took out the battery. ahh! im so proud of myself! okay thats utterly lame-o. hhahha. the first few steps f becoming an engineer! ahh, bullshit!

haha. so i have yet to study dfund hap and maths. lallaas. =) everybody, wishh nisa all the best cause she really neeeds it. =) and also all the best to the people who are having term tests tooo!

okayy, back to revision! byeeee!

Sometimes the system goes on the blink,

And the whole thing it turns out wrong.
I might not make it back,

And I know that you could be well,

oh that strong.

So where is the passion when I need it the most
Oh you and I,
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost.

========

mine was lost, somewhere. im having a bad day. =/

the only thing i can say is,

cheer up to nisa.

things will be okay.

bye.

im starting to hate my everydays.

im starting tomiss my old me.

somebody save me please.

this i beg of you.