okay, i think today is going to be different,

in a sense that, the transition from '07 to '08.

i got plans but i just i dont know who im spending it with and how.

welll, guess i will just have to wait and seee. maybe it'll be nice and sweet, maybe it'll be just nice, maybe it'll be fun, maybe it would be something unexpected, maybe it would be a regret, maybe maybe maybe.

i dont know. i dont think i'll make any resolutions cause definately the people i want has either left, went MIA (yet again) or be too busy to care. so yeah.

but what the heck.

im not depressed, just tired.

so yeah,

goodbye '07, hello '08.

happy new year and happy holidays fellow readers.

okay, im back. actually since yesterday. but wth.

okay, im leaving today instead of tmr.

and i'll not be back till friday. like wth.

and, yesterday was really a nice dinner with the cousins.

and a very much sweet ending to the day. so yeah. (:

nisas happy with yesterday. (:

part of me is like excited for KL & PortDickson (its a boring state but omg i love avillion, the on the water chalets, i can just laze around like nobodys business, hah) but another part of me goes like, "omg, KL, again? -_-" i can dieeeeeee.


anyways, im leaving tmr, o0o, yeay, -_-
wth.

this is going to sound pretty awful but everytime im in the foam pit, and the guests start to slide around and fall real hard, on their backs kind of fall , i feel like laughing out loud and saying good for you. but but i cant do that or i'll get fired (i think), so you can just see a smirk (more like a grin, real long grin, even if their parents are there) on nisa's face. right now, i cant even be bothered to help them up. you run, you fall, its your bloody problem. i've warned you tons of times so its not my fault.

okay, the nights tend or have been rather sucky. but when, friends like adil and ivor comes along, eventually things will turn out to be more than okay and i'll go to sleep with happy happy thoughts inside my head.

really really, thank you. (:

i think at about 5 today, tha pain and the thoughts started rolling in.

and its still going on now.

but, it will stop soon, i hope.

so i guess, this is pretty much it.

i think right now, it hasnt sink in yet, still on the surface floating.

it will soon, i hope. cause i want to get the phase done and over with.

i got a strong feeling im going to cry tonight.

wait for it, wait for it.

okay, everytime i look at timothy olyphants picture, especially the one below, he really really really reminds me of someone. Someone i knew, or someone i used to have a silly crush on, or maybe, its from the many many bits and parts of people i used to know all put together.

hmmm. but seriously, he is just someone i cant put a name to.

its just something about his eyes and the thin lips which hides those perfectly white teeth. arrrr.

he really really reminds me of someone and i really want to know who, pronto! (: hmmmm

anyway, last paper tommorow! happy much! (:

i think im going to go nuts to the fact that my parents are going on leave from tmr till the new years. theres no way in hell that im going to stay at home when they're home. i mean, weekends are fine, but please, not my holidays. they'll indirectly distroy the 2 weeks im suppose to have my happy-me-time.

i hope i'll have to work the weekdays and weekends. i'll definately be happy then.

after tomorrow, its one more paper to go.

and, twiggys done with his pop, fow now. (:

random, but yeah.

hah.

he, is super sexy and oh so bloody sultry when he's bald.

ah, hot men with dreamy eyes.

i dont know why, but i got this feeling, that something has got me hooked.

and, its not a good thing. =/

so, term tests starts on tuesday.

5 papers, 4 days back to back.

stress now, fun later.

cause after friday, im going to enjoy my ass off.

and work the saturday and sunday (not that im complaining)

cause, if everything is confirmed, i'll have 2 parties on sat and another on sunday.

soo, hello kids, hello party balloons, hello birthday cakes, hello jaccuzi and hello foam! (:

ah, i want to fast foward my life till after my friday papers. pleeeeeeeeease? with a cherry on top. hmmmm. (:

im really liking this temporary sugar rush im getting each time i pass you by.

ahhh, hello gorgeous.

dont hide, say hello. (:

guess what nisa got during the weekend of her father's birthday.

apparently she, got this ;

i got an iTouch, i got an iTouch, iTouch, iTouch. =D yes i did. a gift from my dad and dearest uncle! (: and my brother got his psp too. hah.

and and, my lisa simpson tee was in the mail today. (:

okay, actually thats all i wanna update about la. other than that, schools fine, works tiring, tanlines getting way too dark, boyfriends a sweetheart, twiggys gonna have his pop soon =D(irrelevant, but yeah), i hope ivor gets a car soon, term tests are coming, thn holidays in and out of sg, girlfriend's done with As (more time for me) && payday! yeayyyyyyyy.

& that lead actor from Hitman is way too hot and sexy makes me wanna droool. come on people, bring on the bald, just nicely built, fair, tall, sexy-i-can-drown-into eyed men. haha.