" this festive season. "

ahhh. i just got from bali and it is fab this time round. *gives a satisfied look. i've been there like 3 times in a row. once every year. and it was always always a faboulous tripp. i'd very much prefer to get a house there by the beach rather than any house in malaysia. serious shitt. considering im goin to go there almost evry year.

went on saturdayy, night flight cause mom got the promo tickets for 98 only. imagine that. thn bookd in some hotel to stay just for the night but chckd out the next day and moved to ina kuta!! yeayy. directly in front of the beachh. ahh.

mom said i shoppd alot. hmm lemmi see what i got. 4 sets of undergarments, pierre cardin baybeh! yeay yeay. one costs like less than 15! i think i bought 5 tees. 1 quiksilver jeans. 1 skirt . 2 bottles of perfumes. 2 boardshorts. 1 wallet. 1 whole season of The O.C season 1. 4 cds [alicia keyys, dashboardconfessionals, and 2 peter pan cds!]. 2 flip flops. 2 necklaces. okay, i must admit, after i write it all down, it does seem alot. heh. and thats only for me. for other people, i got flips, a tee for bf and his cds, necklace and maggs. =D

still, after all that im not satisfied. you wanna know whyy? cause they're like giving away vouchers. eg, u spend Rp50000 - Rp99990 [ard, $10 - $19] youd get like $5 voucher in return. half the price of what u'd gettin. lets say u spend 20, you'd get 10 back. who in the right mind wouldnt go crazy shopping?! serious shitt mann. shopp shopp till i drop. haha. but dad was sorta keeping me ona tight leashh. haaa. i'll spend too much if noone controls me! ima shopaholic in countries selling cheap goods, but rarely a shopaholic in singapore.

dint go for any sea sportts cause i was kinda lazy to travel far places and and and BREADTALK is HALAL there!! ape lagi, eat lah babe. the coffee mousse was superb. superb i tell you. bro said the tiramisu was greatt. and the bread all were *ahhhh. i wanted to color my hair cause they chargd it for only less thn 20 bucks. but mom said the color i wanted wasnt inappropriate. heh. all i wanted was purple. hurrghh. =/

i really missed bf during the nights. i couldnt sleeep! especially on the 29th. our fifth 29! yeayyy. he said our rings werent ready yett but who caress. as long as theres you by my side, nothing else matters. bf, happy 29th. heee. love u many many many.

thn got home today in the morn. ahh, homee. reachd home around noon then called umairahh and bf. met bf around 3 at his place. sat ard till 4 plus before meeting umairah. passed her girlfriend and flips i bought for her and her bajus. went to giodano and got dad his pants for his birthday tmr. see, im a good daughter. and he liked it! yeay yeay. tmr gonna get one for bf tooo.

seee, this is why i said i was in the festive season. haaa. =D

so thats it. happy birthday to jazliyana and nj. =)

much lovee.
muah!

" A night to remember. "

yesterday was graduation partayy and it was fun. yeap yeap. and i love the bf loads. and thanks to bf's sis for making me look extra preettyy. heh heh. m not self-proclaiming. LoL. bf's parents chaperoned me him gf chinka and taufiqil to the partayy.

bla bla bla, im lazy to update. i miss the bf. sniff sniff. really had an emotional night yesterdayy, bahh. and i dirtied his clothes due to the mascaras and eyeliners. im so sorry. =( sighh. slept at ard 4, talking to the bf. gosh, i love him loads.

sighh. i'll give u guys the link to the grad photos.
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much love,





us.

" She perched in silence for such a long time. "

afteeerrr a very long and tiring day, finally shes here to update. ahhh. im tired. =( actually my legs are. hee. anyhow, i feel like updating. wheee.

yesterday, when jalanin raya with bf and his frens. actually they're my friends too considering it was me, bf, dan, bir, saiful, taufiqil, muhaimin, shahizwan, fina and her guy, ernie and her guy and ama and her guy. we met at ten in the morn till 10 at night. =D tht sorta stufss. heee. but it was fun fun fun. a day to definately remember.

so i like watchd 4 movies in a weeek. Sky High - Exorcism of Emily Rose - Harry Potter - Just Like Heaven. yes yes. just like heaven. ahh. anyways, watchd sky high with bf on monday. its a good show and Peace is cute, like totally. hee. thn caught exorcism of emily rose on wednesday with bf and wan. he's a very well spoken guy. he knows things in depth. ahh. some things said by him are really well said. thn thn on thursday caught harry potter with mai, jaz and bro. yep2. it was kinda coool. thn ate at kfc with bro til bf came. thn on friday i watchd just like heaven. yeayy! great show. i love it!

hmmm. so tuesday is the end of the 0 Levels, officially. yeayy. gonna have some self pampering done on tuesday itself with bf and dan. monday gonna follow gf around to get our final stuffs for grad. heh. i got my stuffs and only left with the lil remainings. heee. and its all on mom. awww. shes the greatest. i dunnoe whether to follow mirza ard for raya-ing on wednesday. hmmm. still deciding.

after that i'll be off to balii. =) heee.

so torrassss, sseee u guys on tuesday and and on grad nite! wheee. =D

" I failed in my unspoken obligation . . . "

the weekends are finally here after such a loonngg weeek of scriibling my depth of knowledge on pieces of paper which are gonna determine my future by people who might or might not be biased. after all this, its gonna be all them, for they are the ones marking, and no more me as i'd be enjoying life, it can be said, to the utmost fullest. =) i dunnoe if i'll get that job through some connections. it'd be fun. event organising that sorta shitt but this is with sports, the sports council. soo, yeah. i'd be jolly well excited if i do get that job. =D

so, the past few papers are okay and do-able. i do regret not fully studyin but heyy, i managed it through and the feeling of satisfaction was definately there. i dont know if its the feeling of ending just another paper or the feeling that i've done pretty much good. well, im not gonna say the papers were easy cause that'll just jinx my results. but never were they easy, but they were tough. i struggled through phy cause oh god i hate that subject and for bio, my prayers were answered for an evironment topic came out. but still, i cant totally depend on that solely as it holds only 10 marks. the wattage of marks for maths was extremely wierd and i had to be extra careful. i know, ive managed to prove most of the qs and that my answers with nick are almost the same. so yeah, im just hopin for the best.

so the night before my maths paper 2, bf bir and dan [the purple haird guy] came over to my place. and so now, mom knows who in person my bf is. and i dont really mind cause after the 0s, there'll be no more, hah, can i say paperwork of and for school? so yeahh. to hell with rules and helloo world! cause here i come. =D

yesterday met mom at raffles and umairah taggd along. so yeah, mom treated us to sakura but she went back to work. later bf came. he lookd tired. so we were planning to catch just like heaven but there were time constraints. so in the end, we three headed to bugis and chckd out the costume shops. and bf managed to close some deals. we hangd ard the shops till ard 4 to 5 plus before headin to tampines and headin down, or should i say up, to the arcade. we playd two rounds of daytona and i dunnoe how many rounds of banging on that one particular game. and yeahh, i got the ticks to harry potter already. =)

i hurried home as i thought i was running late. but noone was at home yet so that was definately a close call. i bought something from wallet shop and the MYUK brands are so taking part of my want list these days.

so thats it i guess. nothin much left to update. so torrasss.
=)

i dont plan to score for 0s.
thats right, i DONT PLAN to.
i wanna diss it.
cast it aside.
get a fuckin highest grade.
too many things are comin into life.
famliy - competence - arguments
whatever.
just leave me alone.
i dont need any of this right now.
i want things when i was 5. when i was spoilt to bits.
yeah, me wishing on things that never happens.
things that never could happen.
how many times have i done that?
too many of a time.

to hell wiith evrything.

"

" Salam Lebaran. =) "

so slamat hari raya to each and every one i know that celebrates this month. hee. =) and and and i hope, dearly dearly hope that u ppl will forgive me for any misunderstandings or some stupid things i did and uhh, the remarks or sarcasm that was thrown at u ppl. sorry sorry. hee. =)

so uhm, dint do much studyin actually. headed to geylang the day before. bro was over at grannys place. and we went ther to fetch him and did a lil walkathon. yep. that place was jammed pack. let me recall hu i saw, uhmmm, i saw helmi, i think that was shafiqah, umairahs uncle [sounds wierd huh but im pretty sure that was him la] and and rafie! haha. again. =X

nxt day was hari raya. normal stuffs. wenta geylang and marine parade. got home and sleep till 8 plus. heee. thats all. yesterday, i wenta study at cc for awhile. the family went out visiting. and alter at night evryone came over to my place. heeee. =D

so yeah, nothin more to say. just some pictures i wanna post up. =)

thats the family. hee. me - dad - mum -bro.

i look like im youger than my brother. noooo! haha.

now, im gonna show u ppl the aftermath of geylang, each and evry year. tsk tsk. lucky this is the last one. *phewww.

so yeahh, that it.

from yours truly,

me!

" I keep on running back to you. "

yes yes im back. i dunnoe if im gonna be on a hiatus or not. thinking thinking. nahh, i dont think so. i'll update. from time to time. heh. =)

so monday had malay paper. for me, i think i did it okay or mayb better. hoping for an increase of grade cause i used my cikgu's, not azizah, idea for the karangan. so im hoping for the best. yes yes.

after that, i got home, chnged and all. thn i met bf at cc. studied for a while thn i wenta his place. i sat ard. his sis was headin out and his parents were not home. and no, we dint do any stupid stuffs just in case you were thinking that we got the place just to ourselves. heh.

thn later, syaheed, along and fuck came. they came to buke with him except fo fuck lahh. he went to meet his dad or sumthin. uhhh. i went off ard 6.45.

i wenta meet the ladiess. yep yep. sofia, masselia and huda. hee. we had the 'create your own pasta' at pizza tm. it was not nice at all. and we had a jug of pepsi and one seafood platter hhuh? or was it sumthing else? nvm nvm. after eating we headed to toys`r`us. we spent like almost an hour there cause we went to every section there, relieving our childhood memories. haha. thn we followed sofia to get her cushion stuffs for her mom and later we sst ard at coffeebean. not long later sof`s dude came and we sat for a lil while more thn we went our seperate wayyys. so when i reachd home, noone was home. and thatw as fab. LoL!

today, followed mom n dad to angsana. i was plannin on gettin sneaks and tees. heh. not hari raya stuffs. but the sneaks shop which i usually go was fullll with their people. so i passed and taggd along with mom. we dint really shop much cause theres not much to shop about? its truuuee. but i got myself 2 skirts, i tee, hari raya shoes and a chokerr. yeayy! LoL! i love chookerrs and stainless steel bangless and things that are out of the ordinary! yep yep.

i thought we'd be home ard 3 but we got home ard 6 cause we wenta giant and got the groceries. and that cashier guy keyed in wrongly till our bill accumulated to 800 + +! imagine that! when its suppose to be 200++. siaoo. he overchrged us for the carrots. 200++ for one pack of carrot! crazy belo!

hahah! so, im suppose to meet umairah and walk2 ard geylang with her but i was home late. soo, i dint go lahh. mayb some other day or sumthin. hmmm. but i met bf instead! yeays! i missed him! we talkd and talkd. i like i like. heee.

so tmr, moms gonna bring me ard for dress hunting! which better perosn to bring along and critisize your choice of dresses other thn your own mom. hahah. mommmyyy! =P

so thts itt. i'll update more soooooonnn. i think, reaalllyyy sooooonn.

muah!
much love, nis.