" Much Love, HAPPY 29TH. =) "

sooo, today is the end of all misery. actually, not really lah. cause tmr and every other days theres gonna be the review of papers. haaa. doooms day. but nvm. heee. i am taught by people around me that these are only trials to the real thing. so yeah, im just gettin into gear. whoooosh. ready set gooo, prooom.

soo, what should i update about? nothin much actually. blablabla. yada yada yada. and yes sometimes i think of all the root of the problems. its bfs, note that its not my boyfriend, fault that made all this happen. neither is it mine nor anybody elses. its bfs who created all the stirr. yes, telling almost everyone gettin sympathy i suppose? like i always say, i know more than you think i do. and for that, im happy of wher i am right now. i got everything in the world in just the right amounts. yes people, im complete. so thnks.

slakin off my butts for the past few nights have been great. some are spent with my boyfriend, some nights are spent with his dudes. it was fun sittin ard with the dudes under the void deck near prs and also the reading area near my area. bahh. guys are greater companions thn babes cause they're easier to handle. (as quoted from mom) but hey, having a girlfriend is good enough already. yes you babe, you. LoL!

and i have fairly odd but very cool parents. heh. especially mom. imagine mum asked bout what boyfriend does, what class, what subs he's taking and all. she even asked his name! and she said that im not suppose to take things seriously cause when i get to poly theres much more guys for me to meeet! whoooots! imagine my mom sayin that. its weird but fantabulously wicked! now i can talk to mom about almost everythin! hahaha. whheee~

soo welll, today went to catch Tim Burton's Corpse Bride. with my bf. my kinda show. i wanna watch it again again. puhleasse? its so coool. the cartoon is so romantic and nice and sweet and everything else. its my show with its very own significance. ours actually cause it came out today! hee. and and and town is gettin boring! hahahs.

sooo, thats it. will update more sooooon. LoL!
and o yeah, i saw twiggy on the way back. hmmm. he's still the same. =X

uhhhmmm, bf,

Can we have cats? Persians and Burmese and Ragdollls? Please?

and

HAPPY 29th again.

I Love You. =P

" I wouldn't have fallen for you,

if you weren't always there to catch me. =) "

soo, today is saturday. hmmm. and im suppose for next weeks paper cause they're suppose to be darn heavy ones. like, bio and amaths. lol. but instead, i watched 6 episodes of the OC. imagine, 6 hours back to back of Summer Seth Ryan and Marrisa. whoa. im so like enjoyin life now. =) and yeahh, a whole loatta stuffss were cutt off on scrreen. so, mr joe, can i have the season 1 now? since im done with season 2. heeee.

im so taking life easy this past few days. yeahh, this is the life baybehhh. loves it. and what bestfriend said was true. heh. i got so many planns planned up after 0s with him and mayb some others. yeah, from the watersports thingy to the backpack trip to our mini pre-prom lunch partayy thn our same schools for next year. heh. yeahh, we're gonna stick to each other for quite some time. and its been long since we've slackd ard the roof thingy. lol.

and im gettin emo these dayys. ahhh. must be that time of the month. imagine bein seperated wit bf at orchard cause i hadta go the seperate way got me teary-eyed. yes it did okayy. i cant even stand for us to be seperated in a lil time. ahhh!! shouldve met him todayy. =( i miss my boyfriend. a whole lot.

but yesterday was cool. hung out, walked ard, checkd out rendezvous hotel with bf, who else. hah. ultimate coolness. and hotel 81 is just behind. so how bout that? my dudes and dudettes?? is it on? hahahas.

and bf wrote part of this in his blog,

it sucks to seperate with the gf at orchard.

seeing your gf going the opposite side of the platform isa heart pain.

i miss you, nisa. love you loads.

hope you're reading this now, promise is on.

so now im writing this in my blog,

dearest bf, I LOVE YOU.

yep yep i do.

no more that kind of seperations.

it sucks like shit.

and I MISS YOU too. =)

and bf, promise is on!

heee. you should know,

cause i just beepd you to tell you bout this phenomena.

LOL!

" Your Smile At Me, Is Everything. "

been awhile huh? having prelims this whole week and next. even on the 29th. but nvm. i hope i can have a break on the 30th. or, i can just have fun on the 29th.

weelll, the papers are oh-so. hope i can ace some of em. heh. *prayys. thn maybe im goin into that 3 mnths course thingy. heh. just goin with what my parents say. i'm gettin the best of both worlds. well, if i do qualify for jc, which i pray i do, i'd back out and head down to poly. heee. =) or i'll just take some private courses away from singapore. hah. life planned? i havnt got the foggiest. but no more bein in that science line of work. nahh. i'll find something much more worthwhile away from the offices. i'll make it happen.

hmm. i cant sleep well at nightss. mayb its because of the bulls. ahha. redbull gives you winggs. hahha. but its only for this past few weeks.

these days, im a much more satisfied person. its these kinda days where nisa is really thinking bout her life and the people in it that matters the most. and i feel blessed to have a boyfriend whos also my bestfriend and everything else. hee. i love you much. =D a girlfriend who is always always there to crap about. heh. a bestfriend who will be there whn each others company is needed. and the rest, they will just fall into place. hee. i love you people much. and oh ya, my soo lovable family. heh. the greatest bro, the understanding mom and the dad and bibik too. heee.

so thats it. some things that got me through the past days. . .

.enjoyment awaits at the end of the road.

.look on the brightside, always.

think As, you'll get those As.

and,

life is nothing but fun, love and everything sweet and sour to it.

its a matter of whether you wanna make the most out of everythin, somethin or nothin at all.

dont just sit around and brood and hang onto the past. heyy, everything needs to change. even if they dont, we're living in this kinda society. so you just gotta go along wit well, pretty much everythin!

=)

okayy torrass.

I NEED REDBULL . I NEED COFFEE . TONS OF THEM. PLEASE.

" Fine, just fine. "

livin in this household is goin pretty superb i shall say. this whole week have been a marv. extremly and like totally. so let me break it down to you ppl.

sunday, wenta kembangan. mom gave me extra bucks. dad was makin some fuss bout somethin. had tuition. she dint know how to do p&c. hah. and most of the time we were figurin it out. heh. =D

monday, parents got generous and i got extra cash. in class, lessons were as normal. after school, i went to orchard wit umairah. went there to get the cd. thn we walked ard just window, mostly food, shopping. yes, we were fasting. hah. it was fun though.

tuesday, parents bought for me the OC season 2 on dvd, for me. how fantastic are they? like very. u-huh. u huh. i was so fuckin excited. heee. and before that, i sat under the blk wit bf. fau was there too to help him out with his folio. and i sat ard till ard 5 and met umairah at her place thn headed to changi to get food. yes, we're crazy over food. heh. thn at night had tuition. she brought along her friend who taught me p&c. he earns like 15K a month. hah. it was cool. extremely.

todayy, had p.e. it was fun. my shorts tore. im not rough okayy. hahah. thn had bio which was kinda like a time wasted. heh. and he's ditchin me for the prom. he's not coming. =( that ass. but its not bf ahh. the only time we could seriously celebrate the 4 freakin years of friendship and whatever other small and big shitts we've been through together. yeah, my bestest friend. except that, nobody knows. heeh. and thats the coolest part, nobody has to know.

after school, i dint go to the avt for studyy or whatever mainly cause i cant see harold goh. me and that teacher cannot lie on the same page. no. never. before that, as usual me and umairah went for chocolate hunting. it was cool. but no nice scruptious, yummylicious ones were found at central. thn i got home, she wenta school. =) i watchd the last episodes if the OC before taking off to dreamland. zZzZz.

soo, just now watchd longest yard with my bro while doin amaths. doin it at my own pace. i'll get hold of it soon. i hope. hee. thn this friday, me umairah and mayb radha too are headin to rozianas place for some coachin. heee. and on saturday headin to audreys place for chem. it dont have to be a secret right? heh.

so thats it lahh.

i love my dude.
i love my parents, they're the greatest.
i love my brotheer.
i love my girlfriend and all other dudes,
and some dudettes.
i love tedddy tooo. heee.

tooorasss.

" You say that you want respect.

Well, then you better get some for yourself. "

like they say, all good things will come to an end. and yes, some really great stuffs have been put to a stop to it. by parents, but nvm.

prelimms are way way way near and i havnt touch a single thing! especially for my bio. haaaa. im dead, like seriously and totally. =X god, help me. another week is all that i got. lucky me, im almost done wit that yearbook thingy. and yess, i still have loads of papers to complete. a whole lot and a bunch of homeworks.

my folks seem to love heading to johor. mainly cause the fuel is cheap. and i dont like it. especially with the fucking customs, wasting peoples time making me miss OC just because of that. yess, im still pissed.

and to get done 3 topics in 3 hours is much accomplishment. heh. i'll get through amaths. i know i can do it. thn at least i can somehow, let go bio. =X haha. its only and `if and `mayb. yeahh. and that day, thursday seem to be a day filled with wonders especially whatever mai says came true. =)

and you dont want to see or know what happens when im lockd in the house for the whole fucking day, meaning me bein grounded. i'll piss you off as my source of entertainment and enjoyment. and yess, mai got tickd. sorry yeahh.

sigghhh, and i love this song by weezer. its like soo cutee. \\/\//ooo!! *does the sign. haha.

so thats it. tooorasss.

" Just Wanna Waste My Time With You "

welll, my days have been some fun, fine and fab. sooo, i revampd my blog. nice? or not nice? hee. but its nice to me. =D

cant remember what i did on monday actually. tuesday, i remember i had amaths lesson thn wenta ps for red eye with bf. thn got home. wednesday which was yesterday, wenta mdm roziana's place for maths. thn got home ard 11. heee. met bf before that.

hmmm. so today, gonna head to rozy's place again, for amaths. sooo much to catch up on. hah. and later at night mayb goin to johor or tuition lahh. sigghh. and tmr if mirza's goin to kembangn thn im goin too, if he;s not thn i have the whole night to myself. hahaha.

so thats it, im runnin late. tooorass.

i revampd. hahaha. i seeeem to have soo much time on my hands. =D and i love bf loads. heeee.

Amber Pacific - Gone So Young.

so here i am again updating. bahhs. its gettin boring. holidays are near, prelims are even nearer. so are the big Os. hah. im gettin prepared. =)

bio practical was okay, i guess. hah. did any-o-how. again, i got some scolding from radha. hah. thn did some voice recording with her in the lab. skippd ss class cause i dont see me really gainin any benefit from coming. its not the teacher, trust me. its just me.

well, was grouchy the whole of yesterday afternoon. simply because i had too much people calling in, sms-in when im having my soo beautiful sleep. i'll get you people for that. hrmmph. i dont care. except for my bf that is.

so whn im fully up, met bf at small mac. thn we had no options to go and that we ended up at tm wit jap amin medee and nas. [uhh, i think thats his name.] hmmm. they plyd the arcade, i watchd. thn ate at ljs thn sat ard at open plaza. hmmm. bf was pissed at me for something. i was just grouchy. i wasnt in the greatest of moods. you should know better. thn bf send me home.

at night wenta granns place. she was sick. today, woke up an hour after noon. had a very extremely nice sleep or reest. was bored most of the time so just munch my ass off. thn had tuition. yadayadayada lahh. that kinda thangg.

sighhh. and mai's bein sucha lucky ass. she won some shitts on air. hahah. i guess i am one too cause i got another paiir of invitations to the Miss Seventeen Party. heh. oh luckayy luckayy luckayy luckk. muahahhas. mayb with us ard, things are turnin to be from great to fabulous. wheeee.

so till next time, tooorasss.

" When it changes to become otherwise. "

welll, wrote a pretty darn long entry yesterday but blogger was giving much problems. so what the heck right. theres loads to update bout butt i think im just lazy. i'll try my best i guess. just need to get things off my chest. sighhh.

so on tuesday, had practical. it was okay. got scolding from radha cause i finished half an hour early and that made her all gabra. hah. thn after school, bf sent me home and me and mai headed to johor wit my mom and dad. we ate alot alot, shoppd okay okay walkd alot alot. heh. she bought quite a number of cds. wonder if she has the time. hmmm.

thn at night, jaz came over. we had a blast under the sheeets. we did more fooling around thn really cooking or preparing for the day after. they went home right ard midnight. it was cool. and i got merci chocolate just for me myself and i. thnks a whole lott. heee. cant wait for the days after gp. we're so bunking over and having chalets and overnights. hee =) they came again the next morning.

on wednesday, tchers day celebrations in class was kinda fun. it was nice to see the smiles on their faces. there were loads of leftovers. and the concert was an oh-so. most definately anah and fuad were cute. hah. enjoyd that one.

after tht. went home, got chnged and met up bf at his bustop. wenta his primary school and caught the performances. so cutte. hahas. thn sat ard central wit bf. tm macs to be exact. qs phat zu n rau was there. i was with bf mai and jazz. mai and jazz went ard and we sat at macs.

in the end, its only me and qs who waited and met joe up. the rest went kappooosh into their own worlds not concerning bout anythin. it saddens me at times. i guess, when it comes to this, only i understand. i know your schedule, so i know how to wait and how hard one hve ta make space to meet up his ol students. on teachers day eve and only me & qs were there. but i guess, the less people there is, the much more fun we had.

it was fun catchin up on almost anything and everythin. seriously it was fabulous. sittin at macs for hours, watchin people passing by, laughin like nobodys business [actually thats only joe lahh], talkin bout his school, our school, how people change, the kl trip, the perth trip, sec 106, sec 206, memories, and things like that. missed all of those. thn we had dinner at fareast. ate at sakura. i bet the disc is still not working right? hah. and i want the pictures alright. and the class movie too. heee. so i got home yesterday at around, 8 plus lahh. it was a great time hanging out with them. and yahh, i still have that thing to complete.

soo, woke up ard 11 today. siap2 and all, bf came at church bustop ard 1. nice seeing bf. heee. thn walked to interchnge. on way there, saw radha and her bro. hahas. cute cute. hmmmm. thn met up mai and jaz and took 31 to east coast. there were skimmers skimming on 10cm waves. hah. thats his line. then we took a ride on those double seats bike and rod off to big splash there. it was nice. it was sweet. especially the part when it rained on us. haaaa. like so coool. i like. =) and i got emoshit while sittin on the water breaker with bf. hah. thn we slckd ard with the other ppl. playd 2 games of bowling wit ama, sha, mai, cheryl, taufiqil, and not forgettin my huggable lovable bf. it was funn. heee.

thn wenta grannys place and lutfi was there. hah. thn got back home wit fiqil and bf. syaheed took the same bus tooo. at the bustop there was this kitty. darn cutesy. miss my kitty. sighhh. reachd tamps ard 8. waitd till 293 came for his bus and thn i took 292 home.

well, all in all, this past few days have been great. wanna apologise to bf for anything and evrything i did. sorry. seriously am. pls do tell me if anythings botherin you. and i had fun with my girlfriends. =) i guess, now havta strt doin revisions and all.

and MR JOE, i havnt forgotten. i want this, the OFFICIAL PANERAI. hah. i know it doesnt fit me, but what the heck hahaha. pleaseee??

hahahs. and and i want this one back. i miss my kitty.

sighhh. but for now, i love us most, dude i love you. =) hah. the inseperables.

.THE END.