wheee~~~ hehe.. had a blast todae.. lolx... hmmm... k ermm.. let da story begin!! hahahaha.. k firstly had da aces dae thingy lar... haha.. but jus slacked ard.. lazee to do ar.. hehehe... then headed backs ta class.. got music n all... wat more to do.. enjoy ar babe!! summore got people serve..!!! ahhahaha.. so luxurious.. then headed fer hall.. haf concert thingy lar.. okay.. kinda kewl... thn saw coach.. talked ta him fer a wile.. then went back ta class.. wowowowowow.. food food food.. k lemmie list down wat i took... firstly.. i dunnoe wad to get.. so i took a cup of gass drink ah.. not sure wat it is also.. hahaha...then saw impx eatin popiah... so i took one.. ate one.. was kinda tired so i took a sit by da aisle.. but insyde da class la.. n munch on ma yummy popiah.. hahaha... wit a cup in de other hand.. radha did da sayme too... hahah... so we were munchin n munchin.. then dey started servin pizzas.. i was lazy to get up.. so asked impx to get 2 slices lar.. one fer mie.. de other fer radha... so i sat.. talkin ma own sweet lil tyme eatin.. radha finished eatin first la.. then she still got tyme ta head fer da loo n did da normal one round.. wit mei yan la.. so i was in class... savourin maself wif da comfort of a chair.. a cup of drink.. n music ta go along wif it.. n still even radha had done her one round.. im stil lnot yet done wif ma pizza.. so that serves me a beatin or two by radha.. hard ones.. so painful sia... then... was thinkin of wad ta eat nex.. hmm... asked mei2 ta get da bottle of coke.. n that one is only fer da four of ur.. but mostly.. radha was da one pourin n im da one drinkin.. hahaha.. so that gives mie anuther few beatin frem her again.. so sians ryte.. hahah... so then mei2 took fer us sum fishballs n hotdogs.. yum yum.. hahaha... went out of classs... saw peeps saboin each otha so.. went back in n got moreee food!!! hahaha.. i got lyke a cup cake... jellies... nuggets? did i take dos? hmm... i dunnoe lar.. but i noe i had alot alot of food.. hehehe... k so ermm... was walkin to da toilet wen.. aizat shalene n dudd came frem bhind.. gawd.. i haf flour n water all over mie sia.. i thought that was over but then wen insyde da toilet... radha impx n mei2 saboed mie also!!!! arghhh!!! u guys gonna get it!!! i was drenched to ma feet.. evrythin on mie was daym wet.. its as though im bathin wit ma clothes on..!!! can u imagine ???? ahhaha... got loads more of saboein frm peeps alll around... hahaha.. da fourth floor was like so havoc n daym dayn wet... sheesh... thn had more drinks n food.. o yar.. not fergettin joelle's sushi.. its was yummilicious!!! lolx... joe came up.. so had a pic wif him.. then later da 306 206's... if u get wat i mean.... then called almost all da 206 [2003] to take pics.. hehe.. i'll upload da pic later... so afta da pictures n all.. headed home.. hehehe.. took same bus as...... hahaha... but he was like not in da mood.. dunnoe y lar.. hahaha..
so reached home.. took a shower.. i was stinkin okay.. then went out again... wenta gps.. met mass n soff... n zuhaila n oda n yq.. hahahahaha.. meet sum otha peeps also la.. but was kinda borin... so thought of hangin outs wit mass n soff... but then ... huds was not joinin us along.. so jus went off wif zu n oda.. walked ard... then met impx.. walked ard again.. i got a pair of slippers n a shirt also lar.. so tdae i spent like ten bucks.. thats okay.. ryte??? hahhaha... zu was gonna fall sick again n we all dcided ta head home.. phew~~~ its been really a fun dae.. specially da food.. hahahahahah... k larh.. kinda tired.. back is achin... mayb gonna watch tv... or snooze... cus moro's gonna b anuther fun - filled dae...!!! sentosa!!! hahahahaha.. k tata peeps.. n to ma frens hus wonderin.. im over him!!! yeay,.. kinda puttin asyde love fer nowe.. jus wanna haf fun.. n wait2.. i failed only 1 sub this termm..!!! double yeay!!! hahaha.. i failed only amaths!!! hahahaha.. k k.. i'll stop my madness here.. till nex tyme yar..!!! tatataatata peeps..!!!

* love u guys!!
* enjoy ur tchers dae hols..!!!

hey hey hey... its been an up n down week dis week... haiz.. guess.. ive been holdin it up pretty badly.. but wat da heck.. k ermm... guess.. im a lil bit over ready la.. i dun wanna get all too werked up cus of tis.. well.. apologised ta vivs fer any misunderstandin n all.. thnx fer acceptin it.. =)
wel wel wel.. guess wat?!?!?! i saw rangga!!! hahaha... hes soo sooo soo cyute manx.. haha.. he's mine...!!! haha.. no lah.. i dun even noe him man... haha.. hope i will... keke... ma parents haf been talkin bout him lately.. haha.. is that a gewd sign?? haha.. jus came back frm ep.. went ta get da stuffies fer tchers dae.. haiyo.. n i spent like 15 bucks??? onlie on da ingredients.. haiyo.. broke sia.. thn yest.. had oral.. crap man.. i said like alot of 'so's n 'then' haha.. confirm gone case la.. haha... then wenta zu's place.. slacked ard.. did nth much.. headed home.. wenta religios class.. thn wentta ma grannys place.. etc etc.... k la.. im kinda bored... so till next tyme.. tata...!!!

hmm.. its 11:54 n im sapposed ta b in bed ryte nowe... n moro i got oral.. n im sick of evrythin.. seriously.. really m.. im jus wonderin hu else is gonna walk out of ma lyfe.. guess.. one has to sacrifice for da one dey love fer things to werk out ryte again.. at least we're still buds n will alwaes b.. surely gonna miss da gewd tymes we had.. but lyfe hasta go on... ryte? im not gonna make tis matter hang in ma head.. no.. no.. no.. tis is jus sumthin that is a part n parcel of lyfe... i should've gone . . . . but i stayed... no worries...i still have ma peeps.. thats all i need... i guess... i wanna let ot out.. but i cant.. i dunnoe.. speechless.. so to those peeps.. im sorry if i wont be in a mood to talk or nithin dis few daes.. jus wanna noe.. howe i can will or could hold up.. i wanna noe mie.. i wanna noe wat its like lyfe ta be witout u.. hmm..n also i wanna noe hu else is gonna walk out of ma lyfe.................................................

i dun like wads goin on insyde me... evrythin jus sucks!!! u nowe SUCK? SHIT? CRAP? gawd... why must it like this.. my personal life SUCKS.. my school life SUCKS.. my LOVE life is goin in all sorts of ways........ I'm really down.. been an emotional dae... wat can i do??? nuthin ryte?? my guy is havin his own probs n wantin ta b alone... im havin my own problem wit ma mates... no one is ever there... who in da werld can i turn to.. cant u guys understand?! things are already goin wrong fer mie.. n evrything is goin extremely wrong.. y cant u guys give me sum decency n stop askin mie questions n wads up..?????? im not gonna sae nithin nimore... not gonna do anithing.. i dun care nimore... y mus u guys spread things which aint much true.. so wad if u read ma blogg.. u dun hafta go spreadin up rumors rytes... shit arh!!! gawd.. im goin over ma top mann... skewl is already suckin to da core... i dun wanna go nimore lar.... to sickenin fer ma brain... n too sickenin people insyde... starers.. hypocrites... bitches.. sluts.. etc..etc... argghh~~~ then thats wif skewl... at home.. ma dad is shoutin shoutin like sum crazy ass... wat fuck la..!!! i dun care no more...!!!! shits la... crap crap crap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am so so so extremely sorry fer bitchin ard in dis blog... im jus feeliinn down down down... n everythings goin down da drain fer mie.. mayb da death werld is a much pleasantful place then da livin werld... seriously.. i was thinkin bout it jus nowe.. i was on de edge of seriously breakin down.. up till da point till of commitin.. no more cuttin.. [dots] i really dunnoe sia.. everything is so da fuckin shit larh.. since nowe im not commitin... hmm... mayb i shud get dat thin.. n start ma slashin agains... hmm.. waddya think??? gewd aint it.. k... a very sucky dae fer mie.. i broke down in skewl mann...!!!! wad da fuck larh... sucky sucky!!! gawd... n to think liyana n yane r tryin ta find faults wif mi radhz n impx.. bloody asses la u guys..!!! like u sae.."BRAINLESS SUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" not happy jus sae la! dun hafta ta talk bhind our backs n go ard kickin ppl rytes?! mayb u forgot that sum NOT SO PERFECT people in class dun haf ears.. so u think i dun hear u guys talkin.. can kiss ma ends first la... i noe la.. we dun haf ur BRAINS... wad more ur "LOOKS" ryte... we're 4 stupid dumb asses hu dun desreve anithin in dat class.. well yeah..!! we dun even wanna stae in that ASSAHOLIC BOOKAHOLIC class.. too bad.. my lyfe is not all bout books!!! dey're more..!!! its all bout havin FUN while studyin!!!!! stupid!!! oppss.. got da wrong termm... SMART ALEX!!! arghhh~~~!!!!!shit la u guys...!!!! FUCK!!!!! look down on us! we dun give a daym..!! we do wat we want! n to think i haf ta sacrifice ma 2 years wif u guys!!!! go n die la!!! agrhh~~~ howe can ma dae be worse... suckyness all around la.. but dis does not apply to all 306ians... only specified ones... sheesh~~ sick larh.. i dunnoe wad shit else im gonna ryte larh.. i give up.. u'll b seein lines soon.. so no worries...

so hmm.. i added 2 more songs in ma bloggie.. hehe.. so u guys pandai2 la.. press here press der ta get da song u want k k...

so i last updated on fridae.. hmm.. so saturdae.. i came ta skewl early la.. go do da noticeboard thingy lar.. very very pathetic mann... imagine a clas full of 40 pupils.. onlie kess than ten turn up... n to imagine later if we win.. money goes to all those pathetic wimps... useless.. some came also did nothin much mann.. not to sae only our class but also 307... all dat turned up were like only 206 peeps mann.. bookaholics! nerds!! dunnoe fun!! SICKENING!!! if not coming also can provide us wit da materials n info rytes!! ARGHH~~!!!! gawd i hate that class mann... n i am daym missin 206!!! ahh~~~!!! why in da werld m i in dat class!!! argggg!!! so da peeps hu came were fer my clas were mi impx winnie meiyan qs radha jas n umai [came n left after a while] n moon ngoh [she came n left].. later joelle n cheng hwee came... then ivor n zu helped us.. n we helped dem too.. guess we're kinda sharin da stuffs n all la.. haiz.. 206... miss da fun.. miss da tymes... haiz... i stayed till 330 - 4 liddat la.. cus had class at 530... mei yan stayed later thn mi.. she n qs.. thnx gurl! well.. moro we left ta put up da information onlie la..then finish story.. i dun care.. money won.. it'll be onlie fom us.. noone else!! hmph!! i really hate hate hate!!!k fines.. i'll stop.. i dun care.. moro dun com n ask us.. 'y nuthin on da board' 'wat u guys did on sat..?' if i hear that.. hmph.. im gonna whippin ur asses out by sayin werds u dun wish ta hear... ill make surethat ur gonna realise n terase EVERY SINGLE WORD i'm gonna SAE to u.. n make u hurt so bad..!!! i dun care..!!! n to think i still got one more year!!! k stop nisa stop...!!
hmph.. so afta that i headed ta cs.. tot of meetin rafie.. n see his artwerk.. but he was at home wen i smsed him.. so.. wenta haf a quick bite at kfc.. n headed fer home la... then i got class.. till 730.. n its da second tyme in a row.. im sittin on a chair.. wif no table!!!! argghhh!!! fines... was daym tired already.. i was lazy ta head outs again but gotta folloe ma mum n dad all da wae ta sembawang jus ta get ma baju kung n kebaye done.. phew..~~ saw a few nyce designs la.. okay2 lar.. so was out of at place ard 10 plus.. thn ma dad said e gonna go eat at da sembahwang satay club isit?.. wow.. was i tireds mann.. so there at satay n mee hailam la.. kinda nyce.. but plain.. okay2 lar... then thought mayab afta that we cud head home.. but ma dad wanted ta go to ma grannies house...!!! walau.. i slept in da car.. so did ma bro.. n we dint hafta go n c our granny... cus we were snoozin awae in da car.. reached home at ard 1 am? haiyo.. then next mornin gotta wake up ard 830...? 845? cus had tuition at 930.. fuck la... sickenin mann... tuition tdae was kinda sleepi.. about ta doze of la.. then jus went thru bio.. she went off.. n later i went online... went offline.. n went ta catch up on da sleep i missed fer da past few daes.. haiz... i sent him dis sms.. ermm..but dun think he is bothered nimore... wat ta do.. no one cares.. no one will... blahz.. his lyfe is only bout her.. not me nimore.. dun think da smses sent will mean nithing to me animore.... hmm... so guess thats jus bout it la.. reason i put maroon 5 songs is cus da werdss da meanin ful... haiz.. guess.. i wanna go off nowe.. still gotta loads of hw ta do.. n also.. a lot of info ta find about.. k larhs till next tyme.. tata..

- maybe i'm tryin too daym hard to show u I LOVE YOU
- is ur heart still mine?
- hmmm.. i'll be waitin..

yawnsie... yawns ywans.. sleepie... sleepie..... lolx.. cus yest slept at ard 1230 liddat.. ahaha... was on da phone.. lolx.. basically talkin crap.. hehe... but it was fun fun lar... hehe.. k kaes...

todae...hmmm...had quite a sleepy class tdae lar.. nyce weather to snooze about too.. hehe.. first was mt.. cher dint cum... but had wrksheets ta do la.. most of da tyme.. i was foolin ard.. ahaha.. thn had maths.. haha.. i failed sia.. lolx.. bad bad.. confirm die one la.. i got like 15/40 which was 43/100?.. but later i claimed anuther 2 more marks.. so overall wif prev marks i passed!!! haha.. gewd fer mie.. lolx.. afta that had english.. dint noe wad da crap that tcher is blabberin about... gosh gosh... haha.. than maths again.. ahaha... gotta retake it.. afta that did ma SS test... okay2 lar.. but dunnoe wether can pass... lolc... afta that headed fer home.. hehe.. went out again at ard 220 wen it rained so daym heavily lar.. was late fer triple s fer like 1/2 an hour.. but i asked aizat ta accompany mie.. he was beggin2 all da wae ta class fer mie to get back.. but.. sorry.. i dun feel like it.. not now... okay? sorry.. hmm.. afta that wenta meet zu n impx.. ate at swensens... it was only $1.39 fer 5 scoops of ice cweam... cheap2.. n yummy yummy... thn walked ard at tm.. n headed fer tuition.. was late again s usual lar... haha... blah bla bla.. tuition okay2 lar.. ahah.. heard [...] sae sum stuffs but hu cares ryte.. jus feel like slappin [...] face mann.. but c.. im a goodie gurll so im tryin ta control... patience... wonder howe long im gonna n gotta wait... sheesh~~~!!! afta that headed fer zus hume.. talked crap s usual.. hahah... thn headed fer home.. phew~ guess thats jus bout it tdae lar... nth much goin ard.. moro goin backs ta skewl.. noticeboard!!! zZzZzZ... k lar.. im offta dweamland!

*muackxxx!!! get weelll soonie yar????
*love u? hmm.....
*sumdae it WILL lead me back to YOU!!!
*nytes peeps...!!!!

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m i too harsh in dis blooggg??? o gosh o gosh.. hehe.. i gotta stop all dis.. lolc.. but wat to do.. dis gurl has too many feelings n emotions.. n she doesn't noe wher ta dump it all at.. hehe... okay okay.. i'll stop blabberin... haha.. so hmm.. wats up..... i last updated at 11 August.. which is last wednesday?? hmmm... k k .. remember.. remember.. wat happened ah? haha.. i dun even remember... well.. thurs.. had nth muchie.. did nuthin i guess.. haha.. thn on fridae... had mt triple s.. haha.. my malay horrible manx... haha.. so afta that met zu n impx.. n slacked ard at coffeebean...very da muaks mann da drink..... haha.. make mie wanna puke manx.. haha... afta that headed fer tuition.. hmm... we were late fer like an hour.. ahahaha... so afta that walked ta zu's home n slacked ard at zus place till 10 plus... lolc.. s usual had da talk.. haha.. so thats all fer fridae..thn on saturdae.. had crystal thingy again... n my crystal grew!!! diamond shaped!!! nicest one yet so far...!!! hahah... afta dat.. went ta have breakfastie wif da gals... [mie zu impx n odz].. afta tht walked ard.. took ma salvation army thingy... n headed fer orchard... ta meet cass.. wow.. she really looked matured..n she kept on repeatin sumthings.. wat da heckies.. so took sum neoprints.. nice nice.. hehe.. then.. i was late fer ma class.. haha.. dad was shoutin n shoutin on da pfone.. but i dun care la.. i was alomost fast asleep in clas.. haha... afta that headed ta ma grannys house... both of ma parents syde.. tyred rite ma life... hmm..so on sundae... ma aunty n uncle frm indonesia came over ma place... ma cussins are soooo cyute!!! hehe.. but before that i had tuition.. fer like more than 2 hours... boring!!! ahaha... then wenta meet zu n impx.. taught dem amaths.. ahaha.. mcm terror gituk eh... lolc... so dey headed over ta ma place.. talked quite alot actually but all werk is done.. haha... so thats bout it fer sundae lar.. k thn on mondae had amaths test.. hehe.. i got 15 /40.. ahahaha.... first tyme get double digit u noe... im so proud of mie!!! haha.. actuallie i can pass... 6 marks of careless!!!! sickenin!!! but no worries...!!! i improved!! hahaha... mondae went hume at ard 6:55 liddat...heheh.... thn i was kinda fucked up cus he din reply mie... thats.. well.. sickenin if ur guy dint reply u fer like 15 hours?? i counted okay... well.. on tuesdae.. did nth much lar.. slacked ard.. thn went home... at nite smsed him.. he said he was sorry n was not in da mood fer dis few daes... n he asked mie jus ta bear wit it fer a wile.. guess thats what i hafta do... guess thats wats ive been doin fer like da past 3 mnths yar...? =)
o yar.. n i got da MAROON 5 CD!!! yeay!!! nyce songs mann!!! lolx... so yest.. one heck of a sleepy dae... yawns.. steyed back in skewl... i "studied".. haha.. nth went in lar.. so watched da guys played soccer.. frm 3rd floor.. ahaha... n headed fer ma homie.. did sum revision on ma phy n geog.. hope i pass fer geog.. phy got ma results already.. got 60/100 .. kinda cool.. ahaha... tdae.. was a very sleepy dae.. s usual... ahaha.. all double periods.. double da yawnin.. ahaha... he was okay tdae i guess... he did reply ma msg.. n did joked around.. that good ryte??? i guess so lar... impx was kinda in da off mood tdae.. haiz.. dunno wat ta sae lar... thn afta skewl headed ta banquet.. had lunch... n later headed fer home... blahz.. so nowe ma dad naggin n naggin bout sumnot studyin.. fuck da hell out la..i dun care...!! so guess thats jus bout it lar.. ermm... taas...

*love ya!! n get out of that mood! im missin ya!!!
*tatatas....!
*muackx!!!*

haiz.. i really hate evrything mann.. jus wen i thought evrythin wud go ryte again.. it went out all wrong.. blahx.. i dun give a daym la.. but da thing is.. its stuck inside der... not wantin to cum out.. well.. tdae.. ma fren had sorta a blowout wit her guy.. n s usual.. i was der talkin sum sense into her.. on ma wae back home.. it really got mie thinkin.. that im there.. tryin ta make ma peeps life or mainly relationships ever so perfect.. wantin her to take evrythin as easy s can be.. n jus breeze her wae thru life.. wen i maself m sufferin inside der.. its really great that i get ta listen ta deir probs.. n help em.. but sumtymes.. i jus wish i cud handle ma lyfe n realationships s well s i do wif theirs.. i feel like its jus not fair... ya yar.. wat ever la.. hmm.. really dunn wanna talk bout ma personal lyfe.. its its daym sucky manx.. gawd.. he dint reply.. he dint even spare mie a thought mayb im feelin left out n hurt ..its so lyke shit lar.. argh!!! fuck da hell out !! stare at ppl lyke one kind !!!! ish~~!!!! fines.. watever.. im havin dis feelings again.. thesse sucky ones like i used too last tyme wen u ignored me.. o well.. im not gonna fuss maself bout all tis.. its not werth it.. waste ma tyme.. waste ma tears.. waste ma breathe..!! k thn that was over.. nowe at home..nowe i cant even talk to guys on da fone..!!! sick! sick! sick! bloody asses la...it was only like 5 minutes.. n i was on da fon wit dudd n aizat.. n she sae wad shit larhz... cant b bothered nimore.. i wanna run awae.. either that i cut maself.. i wan a penknife!!! fuck la.. shits to huever person im intendin dis to out der.. hus starin n talkin sum shit into sum guy..!!! k i dun give a daym no more la..!!
im really in no mood manx.. sumone! cheer mie up!! pls!!!

i hate mie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really really really extremely hate sitting at home on weekends...!!! argghh!!! ya wanna noe y? cus i'll b sittin on ma asses.. doin nuthin.. n alwaeys findin sumthin to munch on.. evry single tyme...!!! haha... sure must fynd food.. lolx... k so erm.. i got a new tuitor tdae.. hahax.. okay larhx... better then da previous one.. much more livelier... lolx.. n she said ma mental calculations r good.. haha.. howe i wish.. i jus did da calculations b4 hand.. lolx... so da tuition is lyke.. 2 hours long?! omg.. was i daym sleepy manx.. so tdae mayb headin out ta ma grannies house.. n check out da firewerks n all...

so yest.. ermm.. i headed out ta johor.. wit ma pfams.. okay okay lar.. lotsa food.. haha.. da temptation ta savour maself.. lolx.. firstly headed ta city square.. tot of gettin a clive bag.. but der was only one kind.. thn saw da DC bags.. daym freakin nyce man... but is was so so huge la... tot of gettin it.. but go to skewl bring sucha big bag fer wad rytes.. so.. in de end i bought anuther bag.. named airwave i guess.. it cost ard RM100 la.. dinnoe ma parents wud let mie buy it afta dey bought ma da swatch watch.. haha..but that was like a hundred sing dollars? lolc... i wanted to get anuther pair of DC shoe.. brown color.. so nyce nyce nyce!!! ah... da temptations of shoes...!!! DC!! n its only like RM 80??? argghhh!!! 80!!!! can u belive it?? 80 80 80?!?!?!?!?!! i m really crazy over DC shoes!! told ma mummy ready.. im collectin dem... ahhaaha... she says as long s u use ur own cash can already.. ahaha.. set ar... Dc DC here i cum!!! i wanna get at least a pair each tyme i headed there.. i dun care!!!! temptations!!! haha.. so.. i bought sum dvds also.. actually 2 onlie.. thn afta that headed ta extra.. looked fer ma bros shoes all over.. but dint c anie.. so drove ta giant.. it was packed wit people.. saw sum cute SINGAPOREAN guys there... ahaha... wow.. wonder i nvr bumped into thm b4.. lolc... so shopped at giant... bought quite lotsa food la.. not quite.. ermm. ... its alot alot.. thn afta that went ta pelangi... ma dad saw sum nyce clothes.. actually i saw dem.. n asked him ta get em.. it was 70% off manx.. frm like 100 plus till like 30 currency der.. cheap cheap cheap.. ahaha.. thn had dinner.. o wow.. food was fantastic.. n da chocolate cake.. ahhh~~~ im drowwninn into chocs!!!! n DC...!!! n U!!! ahaha... so afta that headed back home... lolc.. msged him.. hes bein so such a sweetheart dis few daes.. really felt needed.. wanted.. cared..? lolc... thnx yar.. n got good news.. can c his face... evrydae!!! *muah!* love ya boi!!! haha.. it seem that im high huh?!.. well.. wel...guess thats jus bout it fer nowe la.. still gotta loatsa hw.. i dunnoe wat also la.. haha.. k gtg nowie.. tatas yar.. n hope u guys haf a good dae ahead yar..

*happy national dae ta singapore yar?! [patriotic skit ah beb]

*love u guys! or isit only one?hmm.. yup its only one..

*muahx*

hiyas peeps.. lolx.. so.. ermmm.. jus feel lyke updatin.. bored larhz.. so yest.. ermm.. mie zu n impx.. kinda played truant.. we skipped tuition.. all wernt in da mood ta study fer sum reasons la.. so we skipped tuition.. sat under block thn i headed ta zus home.. waited fer ma dad ta fetch mie.. well... mie n zu kinda talked.. n i jus dun quite understand my frens la.. actually its only a fren.. i noe shes gonna b readin dis la.. but i really wann to talk to you bout all da straight foward stuff.. n i really wann u to shed all dos tears n move on.. i dun care howe much u cry.. howe hurt u are.. s long s i cleared evrythin in ur head.. n its a job done.. i haf no intention ta hurt u. but sumtymes.. thers a point in tyme wher u should move on.. n that tyme passed too long ago already.. wake up gurl! wake up! fines.. ermm.. so todae in da morn.. actually not morn la.. kinda around 12 i woke up larhz... haha.. sleepy manx.. told ma mum i was goin outs.. i gave sum "truthful reason" ta her lar.. so i headed out frem ma house around 3 la.. cus was straightenin ma hair.. lolx.. was bored actually.. thats y i played wit dat thing jus ta past da tyme lar... so headed out.. so jus hanged out at marina ..was sittin n talkin crap wen a kite string was hangin.. lolx.. thn da adventure begins!! first it was onlie a kyte.. thn we were kinda untanglin da strings.. thn two more flew by.. lolx.. pity him.. sorry yar.. but its fun... so we started untanglin all da strings... people passin by were lyke lauffin n smilin.. cus we were handlin lyke.. 4 kites in da sky.. n 2 on da floor.. tryin ta get dem up.. haha... one was real real high.. but it kinda fell in ta da water.. sobs... hehe... so we brought all of em down... n tot of givin it ta lil kids.. but there wernt any at that point in tyme... so we jus left da kytes on da seats n headed fer da bustop... was thirsty mann.. took mrt till raffles place.. was searchin fer vendin machine lyke sum crazy peeps.. haha... in de end found BK.. bought drinks n slacked around fer awhile.. wen da war of ice began... =P
so headed fer tamp.. afta da ice war.. lolx... tot of goin home.. but called my mum.. n she said she was jus bout ta head ta central.. so waited fer her.. wen bumped inta yq.. talked a while thn met ma mum n dad.. told her i want da black jeans frm da metro kids section but she said it was too ex.. sobs... haha... mayb gonna get it sum dae.. thn mie n my mum were lookin at da swatch watches there... while ma dad were changin cash.. cus moro headin fer johor.. go shoppin mann.. wanna get a clive bagg.. hehe.. or mayb anuther pair of shoes..!!! DC shoes!! lolx.. so back ta da story.. errmm.. we were lookin at watches wen i told ma mum i like on of da skin watches la.. she told ma dad.. n poof.. i got it...! can u believe it?! i got a new watch jus like that.. i couldnt believe it either.. i was like lauffin n askin.. 'really? u buyin dis fer mie' haha.. cool rites.. i got a new watch!! yeay!! afta that fetched ma bro from ma grannys house.. stayed der a while thn headed fer home.. so nowe im givin ya this entry lor.. lolx.. thats bout it i gues.. tata.. updte more moro yar..?? if i haf da tyme.. tatas...!!

[wat im givin is more thn u'll ever noe...
well we juz got so close tagether then hes gonna book in soon]
*wat ta do.. n no mobiles allowed summore.. haiz.. nvm.. its okay...

-kyte flyin was fantastic.. but u were better..!! lolx.. love ya.. surely gonna miss ya!!! tata~~
-nytes ppeepps..!!!

hmm... dis few daes.. no comments bout em la... really sucky man.. im really feelin down fer sum reasons... hmm.. so wad did i haf on tuesdae??? i cant quite remember la.. cus ma mind is either empty or full la.. tuesdae had ta retake ma amaths test.. luckily got 36... passed n dun hafta re re take it again.. hope u noe wat i mean.. thn went home.. got tuition.. blahz.. borin s usual.. luckily shes not teachin mi animore.. thn wednes.. i stayed back in skewl.. had interhouse games... but before that.. jus sat down in front of da general office.. joe wann atlk ta mie.. so i jus stayed der la.. while waitin fer da game.. n also he helped mie n ivor out in bio.. fer da nex dae la... n lau was der.. haha.. thn had ma interhouse games.. played floorball.. fun fun.. too bad i dint fall down. i really wanted ta haf bruises mann.. n i cant feel ani major achness in ma body.. that sucks mann... well.. da game was kinda lame lar.. out out out.. ball is 24/7 goin out.. sampai bsok pon tak abes sakk..hah! but we lost la.. at least da game wit leopards was better than wif panthers.. seriously.. dey play much more better thn dem.. much more of hittin n runnin... playin wif panthers is like so SLOW... if u get wat i mean.. thn afta da games.. which ended at bout.. 7?.. i reached home ard 745.. reached home.. bathed.. thn went out again.. ask ivor ta teach mie wadever i missed out while i was playin... so met him up at yqs blk der.. he tot mie sum stuffs la.. but dint getta absorb nithin cus.. mayb i was too tired that dae.. both of us cant study.. n we jus talked crap crap crap.. all da wae mann.. frm da grand canyons.. to undergrounds.. ta animals? haha.. that was fun.. seein him lauff fer once is really sumthin new ta mie... tnn thurs had da bio tets.. all frm tys sia.. expected! budden did quite alot of mistakes la.. but heck care.. n surprisingly.. i passed ma comb. humans.. frm F9 to B4.. cool rites.. haha... so thurs.. found out i dint haf tuition so.. i went home.. thn went back ta skewl.. n helped out in da play n all... thn tdae.. i was really tempted ta play mann.. sickenin lar.. i really wanna play sia.. jus feel like whackin ppls asses!! arghh`~~~!!! had luch at banquet.. but reached home.. all was out again.. i dunnoe wads up wit me lar.. evrytyme pukin afta eatin.. really real irrittin... so nowe at home... found out there was a war of testymonials btw mie n sumone.. watver lar.. guess i wann ago washup nowie.. feelin sleepy.. n extremly tired.. n later got amaths tuition summore!! ah shits! hate ma lyfe!!

hmm... well.. im kinda not in da mood ta updatey.. but wad da heck.. i got nuthin ta do.. k.. ermm... wel... saturdae sapposed ta haf cross country.. but i was lazee ta go so jus slacked ard wit zu n impx.. hanged out fer a while afta that went home.. afta dey had dis play rehearsal thingy... thn had ma religious clas... yadayadayda... wad else.. sun..hmm.. got sum scoldin frm ma folks.. dey sae im usin da com too muchie.. otha thn studyin...well that twue aint it?? hmm... so.. so todae... was a rainy mornin... was bout ta fall asleep... s usual my sleepin tyme... -> foos class... but he gave out da dts.. n i passed... o wow.. i passed... "yeay".. yar.. jus hope that i pass ma geog.. thn im only left wit english ta pass wit.. so tdae.. afta skewl... wenta bustop.. tot of goin ta lunch but bumped inta cass.. really missed ya.. we had a talk.. i mean she mi impx n zu... confiding her n all.. well.. we meetin her again dis weds..cant wait.. eheh.. nowe then i noe that its hard loosin a dear fren... thn went back ta skewl.. waited fer zu n impx ta finish.. but dey were so late so i headed home first..... guess thats jus bout it larhz... i dunnoe wad else sia.. o yar o yar.. i almost.. ALMOST broke down in clas... wad ta do.. haiz.. k larhz,, update more moro or sum otha tyme...

tata...
nites...
hu ever u are.. pls dun go breakin ma heart k?