This is what i think, ALMOST everyone, well if not then its only me, have me waiting for!
Wait for it, wait for it,
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Premiere dates for the FALL TV Season!

Wednesday, Sept. 9
America's Next Top Model, 8 p.m. (CW)

Monday, Sept. 14
Gossip Girl, 9 p.m. (CW)
One Tree Hill, 8 p.m. (CW)

Thursday, Sept. 17
The Office, 9 p.m. (NBC)
Survivor: Samoa, 8 p.m. (CBS)

Monday, Sept. 21
CSI: Miami, 10 p.m. (CBS)
Heroes, 8 p.m. (NBC)
House, 8 p.m. (Fox)
How I Met Your Mother, 8 p.m. (CBS)
Two and a Half Men, 9 p.m. (CBS)

Wednesday, Sept. 23
Criminal Minds, 9 p.m. (CBS)
CSI: NY, 10 p.m. (CBS)
Law & Order: Special Victims Unit, 9 p.m. (NBC)
The New Adventures of Old Christine, 8 p.m. (CBS)

Thursday, Sept. 24
CSI: Crime Scene Investigation, 9 p.m. (CBS)
Grey's Anatomy, 9 p.m. (ABC)
The Mentalist, 10 p.m. (CBS)

Friday, Sept. 25
Law & Order, 8 p.m. (NBC)
Medium, 9 p.m. (CBS)
Numb3rs, 10 p.m. (CBS)
Smallville, 8 p.m. (CW)

Sunday, Sept. 27
The Amazing Race, 8 p.m. (CBS)
Desperate Housewives, 9 p.m. (ABC)

Tuesday, Sept. 29
Hell's Kitchen, 8 p.m. (Fox)

Thursday, Oct. 1
Private Practice, 10 p.m. (ABC)

Friday, Oct. 9
Ugly Betty, 8 p.m. (ABC)

okay, i dont watch all of them but i am going to! (: this is too exciting! Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill! & & & Dirty Sexy Money is back! heheheh and 10 Things I Hate About You is in series! (:

September, HURRRY! this couch potato cant wait that long! (:
who dont love the fall season! (:
hehe, chiao.

this is how i function. my laptop screen died so i am using my brothers monitor. it sucks cause im typing on my laptop still, but looking at the monitor. but it beats not using the internet day long. hah.

well, i think my weekends are filled up. www 5th anniversary is in around the corner and i think the team has got a couple of activities lined up. i think i'll be working on every weekend, so hello money! (:

hehe, i havent relaly celebrated zans birthday. i hope i'll get the time to do so. our schedules clash most of the time and it dont help that this girl have got her curfews. and weekends we'll be working and we'll only got a few hours to ourselves after work. ):

oh well, hell's kitchen season 6 is out. im gonna go watch while waiting for the boy to finish his skate, i hope he wont get home too late cause im sleeepy & i miss him truckloads! heh (:

my laptop is being a bitch and I'm stuck with using my itouch. ):
I so badly wanna trade in my laptop, or get a new one or something, cause this is irritating the hell out of me.

I miss my boyfriend. ):
okay, itouch sucks, wanna go watch Tvee.
Ciao.

HAPPY TWENTYTHIRD,
love.

cause you & i both had to work till late on your day,
we'll have our days, i'll get you your day. (:

& i'll get you your Radit dan Jani asap.
i love you. (:

Gorgeous ok ok ok ok ok ok!
ah, The OC marathons!
Adam Brody!
ah!
Megan Fox!
Jennifer's Body!
hurrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

i cant believe i just said what i said to the boyfriend while on the phone, with my dad across the room. i bet zan was laughing his ass off while i was freaking out just realizing what i just said. & i hope noone except zan heard it.

hahahahaha, this is funny.

okay, 50 kilos.
heheheheh!

okay, time to not eat (alot) when i meet zan!
heheh!
>.<

too much of a good thing, is a bad thing.
or so they say.

i guess its all about us being connected in so many different levels that we know and understand each other that way, that sometimes, i think that its hard for one of us to let go or give in.

on a sidenote,
i will not get paranoid
i cannot get paranoid
i shall not get paranoid.

cause you deserve better and i know i am better than this.
and what we have now, is what we have been looking for all along.
you know i love you.

i know you borrowed my ipod to read my blog, heh.
i am trying my best not to miss it.

well well,
i love you, bodoh.
you're turning a year older in 5 days time.
we the July babies!
(:

i want to buy that River Island shades,
i want to buy another Ripcurl canvas bag,
i want to buy The Sims 3.

hehehe. i want to shop, clean out the closet, throw out my old slippers, clean up my mini fridge and think of something nice to do or get for the boy cause his birthday is in 8 days time and im still waiting for my present. heheheh kidding! (:

love love, days have been lovely,
and i hope it stays that way.

as quoted by a friend,
"perli orang nampak"

perangai stop it ok.

like what aizat used to say to me, all bad things come in threes. so i guess yesterday, things started coming one after the other. maybe its three, maybe its two, i dont know. & i dint mean to make my mom cry, neither did i mean to say the things i said but something about yesterday made me blow and breakdown. i know it bothered me much but i dint know its this much.

i guess, going out with zan in the day made me so happy and not have a care in this world that i expected i was gonna cry at night.

it always happens like this, they say, what goes up must come down.

oh well, at least zan is still around to make me feel better even though he is tired and knowing that we're both the same, he refused to hang up cause thats what i would do. i hope he'll stay around long enough. i know this is unbelivable but we function the same way. he's like the other twin or the male version of me. hmm.

& im meeting syed later after 2 weeks, i think. he owes me my birthday treat and my radit and jani. i hope i wont be too happy later cause i dont wanna crash again tonight.

we'll see.

i wanna kiss you underneath the stars.

a date with the sun and love tomorrow.
time to put on a nice number and even out my tanlines.

because we're pwetty & happy together like that.
(:

where did all the money come from?

you only want me when you cant have me.
the chase, for us, is over.

my birthday week, must i say, was fantastic. its was nothing big, but i had the whole house or chalet or bungalow or whatchawannacallit to myself! & i still have got this weekend. (:

in brief detail of what happened from monday till friday ;

had a small get together with the poly kakis on monday. Bob and Ellis dint come cause they were sick. but some of the rest did. Zan came later at night and i felt bad that he dint know anyone. we dint actually have a proper sleep the first night cause huda wanted to stay up.

tuesday, there was no intention to bbq but since theres leftovers, we did. Shida and fad came after work, slacked around etcetc. fad overnighted, nana and fairuz came the day after, we dint bbq that night but just chilled.

it was nice having zan and shida around at 0000hrs on 9th July. (: was waiting for a couple of smses but i guess their smses got lost along the way. =/ birthday morning, zan left for work early, met umairah, went back there and prepared for the nights bbq. zan played a dirty trick on me which almost (actually did) made me cry before everythign started. ):

people come and people go. but it was nice having everyone there though i knew i was not a good host. there were like the collegues, east view friends, primary school girls and the poly kakis. but what the hell, they all made my night. (:

and i would like to thank my mom and dad for helping out in everything, appreciate it a whole lot and the cousins too! and people that came, and zan for being there with me the whole weeek especially at midnight on my birthday. >.<

okay, i have got work tmr and a date with zanzan after.
it was the most lovely 20th ever,
thank you!
(:

i think it has become a trend,
for people who mean alot to me,
make me cry (not in a good way),
on my birthday mornings.

happened too many times, without fail.

at least now i know what to expect next year,
tears and tissues, standby.

best kan, buat nisa nangis.

cause zan is driving me crazy and has been filling up my everydays.
and im not complaining. (:

bbq tmr,
birthday in 4 days time! (:

I was meant to tread the water,
now I've gotten in too deep.
For every piece of me that wants you,
another piece backs away.
Cause you give me something,
that makes me scared alright.
This could be nothing,
but I'm willing to give it a try.

just because, its been awhile.
(:

Because it has only been 2 days and as from yesterday, 1 night. Yet, it seems I've known you for far too long.

Got
to
slow
down.

Im pretty much exhausted, met aizat yesterday at town and accidently puked in the toilet. heh.

& today followed Bobee to Queensway. Its been awhile since i went out with him and I got me 2 litmus babydolls. (: heh. & its funny how we never really did find a Malay food stall to eat at today.

I need to go school tmr for my circuit, i hope it'll work eventually. They say its time to angkat balls to Miss Tan. -_-" haha.

& im gonna meet zannn once after he is done with work!
>.< heheh. (:

& i hope i'll meet syed one of these days cause i want back my Radit & Jani. -_-"

ahh, okay, chiao.

today was interesting because because because . . . .
(from start till end of day)

because i bumped into Aizat while at interchange (:
because i had to follow ruhaizan and fad go shopping around bugis -_-"
because they dragged me to go karaoke with them cause the excuse was fad's belated birthday
because we took the wrong side of the train when we're suppose to be heading to town
because i made too many visits to the little girls room
because i had a venti all to myself (when its meant to be shared) and many other drinks
because i dint finish my dinner, fad did and i still feel like puking the whole night through, which i did when i got home
because khai and his clannies popped out from nowhere and got the room beside us and i think qazz was their reporter 0_0
because i had to make the journey home all by myself cause i think everyone stayed not on the east side

& BEST YET . . .

because i bumped into AMIR and i miss him super damn much! & i can always count on him for the tightest hugs whether its at work or outside because it is AMIR! i was extremely happy! (:

& ALL THESE is because . . .

JULY IS HERE to kickstart the month
&
i am turning 20 in 8 days time! (:
heheheheheh!

okay chiao! (: