but sometimes to find it,

you have to look away, into the shadows,

on the fringe of the obvious.

on repeat :

chris daughtry - over you

i shall, am, and will become the night owl for tonight.

happy mugging to and for me. (:

yeah, its just me and daughtry tonight. hah.

distractions, distractions!

chiao.

and i feel fortunate that i have people that are constantly looking out for me. (:

and 3 more papers and i'll be free. yes, hold on nisa. 3 more days, bear with it!

i want my redbulls, i want my sugarrush, i want eyecandy! haaa, okay random.

and im looking foward for 29th feb, though i dont know what my plans are. im looking foward for 1st march too, cause i'll be working and i miss work oh so much, i miss the water and the kids! but no, im not looking foward for 2nd of march.

well, i think this weekend is going to be a rollercoaster ride mixed with a whirlwind of emotions. that i can foresee, but what the emotion is or are gonna be, that i dont know.

ah, i want to see you soon.

nvm, bye.

Cancer, 24 February 2008

It may be hard for you to express yourself in romantic situations today, nisa. It is quite possible that the voices in your head are having a raging debate that you can't seem to control. On one hand, you may be longing for more freedom and autonomy in your relationships, while on the other hand, what you truly yearn for is a sensitive, nurturing, and devoted partner. Give it time. You will eventually get exactly what you want.

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but the question is, what exactly do i want?

well, i wish i had something solid to blog about.

i want to write, but theres nothing to write about.

this is again, entirely depressing.

1st march, hurry please.

=(

p/s. did i ever tell you i need a new life, the current one is too complicated.

come and set me free,

forever yours i'll be.

ahh, theres so many new shows i dont know whether to start watching or not.

and the only show that im buffering right now is Brothers&Sisters s2e12. hmmm. i want my regulars! its getting rather deppressing.

& what remained in that bizzare muffled silence was only Peyton.
the girl whose art and passion and beauty had changed my life.
in that moment, my triumph was not a state championship,
but a simple clarity, the realisation,

that we had always been meant for each other and the every instinct to the contrary has simply been a denial of the following truth.
i was now and would always be, in love with Peyton Sawyer.

- Lucas Scott, One Tree Hill 5x08

okay, so prison break season 3 has ended. ):
and it was only 13 episodes, omg.
well well, i got 4 more days till the start of my papers.

i kinda miss sentosa flowers but i think my tan lines are too dark.

thts it.
ciao people.

sentosa flowers buddies!

pretty pretty flowers with very colorful people. (:

an experience worth every minute standing.

come to sentosa! see the flowers! (and the crew too)

last day on sunday!

my vday was fun and nice and lovely, at the end of the day.

but part of me still feels crap.

cause i could have, would have, should have gone on a date with you.

depressing.

this is going to be pretty self deluded, but i think my phone takes pretty pretty photos of me! haha.

i need to stop pushing people away. i feel like i am pushing people away. i feel like i hve so little time and yet i have a whole list of people i have and need and want to meet. and the list of people keeps on adding and it worries me. i am so sorry but seriously, i have got no time. and even if i do have got the time, i'd be lazy to travel to places any further than tampines.

just give me till the end of february and i think i'll definately be free for anyone and everyone that needs to be met. hah.

my life, is pretty much monotonous right now.

give me coke, give me coffee, give me loads and loads of redbull.

bleah.

ciao people.

i miss aizat. i want to see him. i want to meet him. i need to talk to him. theres soo many things to catch up on, way too many.

hmmm. i wish i was at www this cny weekend. but hey, i decide to try something new and do the flowers over at sentosa. it was tiring but at the end of the day, you make a bunch of new friends whos names i cant remember, still. and the only day i'll get to work with phat would be on sat, which is tomorroww.

well, i hope sotong will be a sweetheart and pick me up from work one day. =P one day okay, one day. (: (an attempt to make my blog livelier -_-)

and, happy Chinese New Year People. get many many red packets and treat this dear gir who is working her ass off while some people dine in at way too fine restaurants and still calls me the pig. -_______-

okay chiao people, enjoy yer hollies.

i can just have a heart attack watching prison break.

not cause scolfield is hot, but but just when they are about to break out of sona, the show ended and i have got to wait for a whole week till the next episode. shit shit shit.

gay or not, he's still gorgeous.

eyecandy!

(sixth floor, shhhh. twiggy has the exact same smile)

definate musthave neighbour eyecandy!

(:

blah blah blah.

i dont know what else is there left to say.

i need to learn how to quit you.

i cant possible be falling for you, can i?

this is not right, this is too soon. way too soon.

shit.

i need to learn how to quit you.

i cant possibly be falling for you, can i?

this is not right, this is too soon. way too soon.

shit.