tmr is maths quiz! as much as i LOVE maths, integrationg is driving me nuts. =/&& its the ONLY subject i have high hopes in passing with more thn rainbows' colors. :) haha.

i sat on something wattery at the busstop and that makes my pants wet! okay, dont go all dirtyminded.

ayangg! i want Sunflower Pasta! :)

youre my priceless work of art. :)

love is good when its you&me. :)

i like windy days.

they make my hair go all over.

oh, i miss going to the beach just because.

my hands are sticky from the ECG stickers or whateveryoucallit lab session. EWWWW.

this is soo random!

Happy 19th TwentyNine to the Love!

twentyninestwentyninestwentynines.

haha. Loveloves! :)

I am at the center, no doubt, but still a prop, perhaps like everything that he places at the core of his published life - his family, his friends, his career, his public views. Me together with the patriarchal mass of the living space he gave me to keep me in his life: the daddy armchair, the new ashtray shaped like a bimbo, the roses in a stoneware vase that signified his growing guilt.

What makes it more poetic, however, is that i did not sit for it.
So is this how you paint a memory?


-The Diary of R.S.: Musings On Art

Funny how fiction is so minimalist when so much of life is complicated.

i ♥ the sims2.

i keeps my mind away from everything, especially shopping. :)

29 is coming! i love twentynines!

lalallalalalalalalalla~

i feel useless&worthless when i cant help my bf to cheer up. i usually end up making things worse when all im trying to do is make things better.

im not any good, am i?

i lost the motivation to go to school&study already. i seriously feel 1.2 is killing me and i dont think i can make it through this time round.

friends or whatever, bull. the drive is just not there anymore.

i feel like picking up real skills that are worthy of my time&life rather thn doing things i dont see myself doing in the future.

gees, everything is a waste of time.

im spending online way more thn intended. gone were the days where i indulge in cheap goods. now its all two to three times more. this is what you call REAL retail therapy.

and things dont seem right anymore, as much as i want it to be, its not&and i got a strong feeling it wont be untilidontknowwhen. cause lately, its just not the same.

i want bread&cheese&pepper microvawed, my breakfast lunch dinner. loves.

the eventuallys, maybes, most probablys.

after all that, ill still be with you, no matter what.

its just love.

&youknowit. (:

i♥shortentrys.

just the way i♥you.

i want a comingoutparty, just because.

eventually, eventually!

Khaleel Jubran once wrote,

“Your reason and your passion are the rudder and sails of your seafaring soul. If either be broken, you can but toss and drift or else be held at a standstill in mid-seas. For reason, running alone is a forced confining. Compassion unattended is a flame that burns to its own destruction."

i guess, it was a mistake for me to hope for better days.

clearly, things are still the same.

and im just dissapointed.

sometimes, i just miss you.

& i hope you knew.

im craving for something i dont know what.

i just want that feeling of satisfaction from eating that something, you know?

feeling something like harold&kumar.

sheesh.

Seems late but one MAJOR resolution i MUST stick to this year & the many years to come ;

Stop the habit of online shopping, delete SGST from favourites link. =/

& learn to save more than what i spend.

okay.

but i think, maybe, i should give myself some credit & let myself just spend $10 PER WEEK from any shopping webs.

okay, bye.

So how do you know if you're good different or from the opposite planets?

i dont know.