i think, this has been put on hold for far too long. (:

the super cute&cuddly,

and the most super irritating&hyper kitten i've come across,

but i very much love like no other.

i wouvve you, kiks! (:

today, you made my world spin in angles you dont wanna know,

anddddd today, you, made me love you even more. (:

i think,

the situation is totally awkward, if not ruined.

I really am just a mess of a dreamer,

with the nerve to adore you.

:)

i think today is the day where i have issues with the world.

the irritation level is that high and i dont even think any amount of distraction could keep me away from what im feeling.

and when im feeling like this, i think everyone i dont know is pathetic and they make themselves look much much more useless with their stupid pointless ways.

hurrr. stuppppiddddddd.

and i wonder when will people stop asking too many questions, cause you know, youre just that irritating.

i think i think, 09072007 was was a very very nice day.

thnk you everyone for the birthday wishes,

from the smses to phonecalls to comments and anyway else. (:

so for my birthday i get/got,

a boyfriend (: , a really nice dinner at carousel, to meet the dearly missed girlfriend who got for me a Raulph Lauren perfume and a super crooked heart with uneven lines (hahaha!), to meet ivor in the evening ( =D ), a trip to school on friday (thnk you!) , In The Land Of Women cd from my adek (love!), a clock so that i'll be early for school, chocolates, the new Escada perfume from mom, annnnnnnnddd,

a super duper cute cuddly-till-you-can-squeeze-its-guts-out KITTEN okay!

i got a kitten i got a kitten i got a kitten. =)

shes the most cutest living kitten alive!

so yeah, thnk you everyone, like really really!

i think, yesterday, was the best of the many many nice birthdays i had.

for a moment, everything was just right.

(:

dinner over at Carousel with Aizat on friday night,

for my early birthday celebration and maybe for our late anni, was superb.

the food was nice but the company was way way way better. (:

thnk you love, for everything.

my birthdays tmr and maybe i dont really wish for much or even any presents but maybe i just want the company, of everyone. (:

so yeah, thats it i guess.

so, eighteen tomorrroww.

hmmm.

TGIF!

like finally, hello hello helllooooooooooooooo! (:

oh &happy birthday to adil!(:

i think my public speaking classmates are a bunch of fun people.

and it took me half a term and many many times of skipping classes to make me realise that. hah.

and sad to say, theyre much more fun than my classmates.

cause my classmates, theres too many politics goin on, and too many people with masks on.

& i guess for one to survive in this dog eat dog world, you cant possible truthfully be yourself, even if you tried. all those sayings, "be yourself" blahblahblah are just bullshit,

who are you kidding anyway? yourself?

cause at the end of the day, you have got to play along, if you dont want to be left out in the cold.

on a sidenote;

biatch, i found you. (:

do you think you can go off unnoticed?

oh naan naan naan naan naan naan naaaaaaaaaaaaan.

friday, hurrry!

i dont like it when the head decides to have a festival of its own.

headaches, please go away.

on another note;

friday is coming! (:

so is my birthday,

hmmmmmmmmmmm. (:

Now this applies both equally to you and I
The only thing we share
Is the same sky
These empty metaphors
They're all in vain
Like can't you see the grass is greener where it rains

In the garden Snake was a charmin'
And Eve said let's give it a try
Now lead us not into temptation
But no matter how hard I try
When in the garden and
Snake is a charmin'
And Eve says let's give it a try
Eve is the apple of my eye

-Eve, The Apple of My Eye