im learning, im learning and trying, to embrace the friend.

maybe, the feeling of drifting away is here again.

i do want to face tomorrows,

cause i know theres definately a light at the end of the tunnel, my tunnel,

but maybe, im just afraid of what lies in tomorrows.

it makes me want to stay in that tunnel cause i know tomorrow,

tomorrow wont be the same like today, and that sometimes today,

you feel like you're on top of the world and you dont want to get down,

and you'd wish that today doesnt end and there'll be no more tomorrows,

cause today is like a fairytale everyone wanted to be in,

and that you're in it and it makes you feel super special cause you're actually living it.

but i know, thats just fiction. and everybody knows that fact, fact always, always wins fiction.

im just afraid, you know?

things are looking up (thankfully) , &i like the way how things are unfolding. even though theres still a handful of emotional outbursts here and there, you'll always make me feel better at the end of the day, and i love you for that.

&

i need to master the art of climbing in&out of windows.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

thank you for today,

somehow, that was much needed.

better days&better times will come.

i'll miss you, always.

Mentally awake, physically dead.

it sucks that way, it sucks that bad. hrgggh.

There is an answer to the darkest times
It's clear we don't understand but the last thing on my mind
Is to leave you
I believe that we're in this together
Don't scream – there are so many roads left