work was okay. tiring but okay. and it has officially made me dark. so the next time you see nisa, she wouldnt be as fair as she used to be. hah. time to take out the sunblocks and tanning oils (apparently its better than sunblocks) and loads and loads of whitening products. yes, i'll go for a whitening cosmetics hunt soooon, real sooon!

&i think i should be in charge of the lost kids section if they decide to have any.

(maybe i should suggest that).

okay random.

&sooo, many new seasons of shows are out already! theres Prison Break season 3, Ugly Betty season 2, Desperate Housewives season 4 and Brothers & Sisters season 2! i still have yet to watch Dirty Sexy Money which has the lovely Samaire Armstrong aka Anna from The OC!

seeee! i should start bookmarking websites and go youtubing for users and take note on days they'll air so i can schedule myself to start buffering and watch it a.s.a.p. Im that much of a TV bummer (or should i say couch potato) okay! and am proud of it! haha.

i think, this is by far the longest entry ive written since i dont know when.

so to sum it up,

im enjoying my holidays.

im enjoying my time at work.

i will enjoy the money coming in.

im enjoying the nights i talk to my boyfriend cause ive met him less than 5 times (i think) during this fasting month, and that somehow helps me to fill up that void.

and i miss him like a whole lot.

& i miss my girlfriend whos birthday is coming too.

& i havent met ivor in a gazillion years! stop running and come seee me or or we'll have to resort to a running date. -_- like seriously.

(&i already told you thats good for me and come to think of its better for you cause you can train to run away from all the gays your vibe is giving out!) =X

thats it.

chiao.

tmr shall be my first virgin day at work! (cause this is my first job, dont laugh) and i got a party on my first day at work! (yes, im a party host) i hope i wont get too nervous or anything but i know i will not cause Zu will be with meeeee. (: lets make many balllooon hats and amimals!

and mom bought me adidas slipperssssss. o0o0o0o0o. and and and, the boyfriends mom made sambal goreng (!!!!!) haha, the udang and tahu is super yummmmy. (: hmmm.

andddddd, the best part about everything isssssss,

tmr is our 29th!

happpyyy TwentyNineeeee. (:

oh oh, i think every girl should love ELF, loook -

http://www.eyeslipsface.com

theirs products are all just 1USD. from brushes, to mascaras, foundations, lip glosses and etc!

oh, i have like a couple of these and that from ELF and they're good and cheap and chic! (: i got 7 items from there and it costs only $12 SGD in total. best kan? okay, so if theres any spree from ELF, you people should join and buy okay!

okay, i sound like a promoter but yaaaaaaa, you gotta try ELF. hmmm. (:

okay bye.

the holidays are making me spend. ahhhhhh

i got myself an IB account,

okay, slow i know.

apart from having the fun in seeing my account increase and decrease, i can now pay my purchases in a jiffy! (:

so nowwww, theres sprees like F21, Wetseal, Gojane, Supre and the list goes on and on for me to shop at!

hmm, BUT i want to save money first. hahaha. (:

okay, im having fun.

i need to buy me some Macdees breakfast.

hmmmmmm.

&i miss my boyfriend.

):

i want more pastas.

i want aglio olio.

i want dry curry chicken set rice at teh.

ayangggggggggggggggggg!

(oh and i want your moms sambal goreng too =X)

i think brothers&sisters is a very good show,

the kind where i can watch over&over again like how i do with my Oc and One Tree Hill,

& im done with season 1!

and Dave Annable aka Justin Walker, is just too hot.

oh and the senator (kittys fiance) is hot too,

okay, maybe not as hot as Justin but hes very charming. haha.

season twoo, please hurry! (:

this week, i've bought/ordered,

• another bag,
• another pair of skinnies,
• another pair of topshop shoes,
• a brand new billabong wallet (which i still cant believe i bought)

all that minus the wallet&shoes was bought online. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. i dont know why, but i feel all that was a steal (meaning the prices were reasonable). okay i should stop.

i bet zuhaila would either be laughing or cursing at me when she reads this cause cause, now i have an online buddy! (:

&today, i've learnt how to make balloon animals all thanks to work which i'll start on the 29th. o0o0o0o0.

okay, bye!

after all that we've been through,

i feel very happy that it is you, by my side and not anybody else.

(:

after all ive done, this is all i get.

i think, once again, i am just too stupid to think that everythings going to be okay.

lets all rise and give a toast to stupidity.

at the end of the day, im just afraid to fall, again.

thats all.

i need to escape i need to escape i need to escape.

fuck.

Love is not love which alters when its alteration finds.

It is an ever fixed mark that looks on tempests and is never shaken.

Love alters not with time’s brief hours and weeks, but bears it out even to the edge of doom.

- William Shakespeare.

i love you. (:

oh billy brown. (:

this song, billy brown, makes me happy.

it makes me want to jump out of my seat, and move to the beat and snap my fingers everytime! (even in the bus, mind you) (:

i think, everythings just nice right now.

but who knows, everytime i say that, something will just screw everything up.

hmmm.

okay nvm.