if all else fails,
you'll know who is going to be there, by you.
Even the greatest will fall.

why make something disposable,
when you can make something last forever?

500 Days of Summer.
I'm Tom,
& you're Summer.

& Life just got in the way,
didn't it?

I lay my heart down on the floor
I showed you love, you wanted more.

PS-es.
as long as you know,
its good enough for me.
♥

i'd rather be your partner in crime than be your rebound.
heh.

I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings though I've never flown
I've got a mind of my own
I'm flesh and blood to the bone
I'm not made of stone
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone

I've got a right to be wrong
I've been held down too long
I've got to break free
So I can finally breathe
I've got a right to be wrong
Got to sing my own song
I might be singing out of key
But it sure feels good to me
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone

You're entitled to your opinion
But it's really my decision
I can't turn back I'm on a mission
If you care don't you dare blur my vision
Let me be all that I can be
Don't smother me with negativity
Whatever's out there waiting for me
I'm going to faced it willingly

Right To Be Wrong - Joss Stone.
orgasmic.
♥

as much as i feel as though something bad is going to happen,
i am happy to say that i have finally received all my sets of uniform and accessories.

i am already one month through, exams is this thursday and friday and thereafter is fleet training! (: & yes, the class people have been lovely and having to go thru this with them has made my days relatively easier on many instances.

though i think physically i have changed, mentally too cause as much as i'd like to take things lightly, the serious part to the job always lingers. & yes, i am carefree yet again. I am happy to say that i am have moved forward from the dark spot, into the light and can make decisions on which stays or goes. whatever happens, happens right?

i am excited, cause come after march, it'll already be april and i'll get my sny flights. then it'll be a weeks leave and come may, hello solo flights, hello new life, hello new lifestyle, hello new worlds, new countries and whatfucknots. heh.

& sometimes, actually many times, i wonder what i have gotten myself into. but this is real, this is really happening. i've signed the contract, i've got the uniforms, i've got everything else that is needed. i cant go back and the only way is ahead. its like, come what may i have to face everything, good and/or bad, head on. & i think it this is the best mentality i can instill in myself now.

& i guess, this period of time would be the best time for me to catch up with almost everyone before it gets hard for them to catch me. oh well, better things have come my way, things are looking up and i am grateful, for everything.

just like how this song goes,
i'll never be the same,
if we ever meet again.
(:
♥

i went up for 3 nights in a row.
guess its just about time that i came down.
& came down i did, crashed and burned, tonight.

Kiss me all night, don't ever let me go,

I'll never be the same,
if we ever meet again.
♥

i miss you love.

just a thought you should know,

I'll drop everything at an instant (minus my job) if ever there was a second try, if ever you decide to come around, for real.
EVERYTHING, everything minus my job.

just keep that in mind.

this song makes me happy. (:

"I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away-ay - say, if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night, don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
if we ever meet again

If we ever meet again,
I'll have so much more to say,
i wont let you go away,
i'll have so much more to say,
If we ever meet again,
i wont let you go away."

♥

omg, look how cute the helmet is. i want my own Vespa helmet and my own Vespa! macam paham, betol? hahahaha. with money comes Vespa! hahahaha.

Pretty in black.
Vespa is love love love! (:

Time took it all from me,
time will take it all for me.

Till then,
forget me not, love. (:

its all good, im all good,
trust me. (:
♥

Play the song, listen to the lyrics and scripts.

Loisa Contini :

"You're just an appetite & if you stop being greedy you'd die.
You take everything and i am empty.
You know I'm glad i came,
i can see now it is hopeless."

- Nine

NINE is finally out.

time for NINE, retail therapy, catch-ups, pastas, birthdays, presents, seafood and whatfucknots.

heh, it is time for a change.
on my own two feet i am standing,
oh what a feeling.

KARMA IS A BITCH
AND I JUST GOT MINE.

JUST KEEP YOUR HEADS UP,
CAUSE I LEARN IT THE HARD WAY.

oh well, i am on my way.

Phase one, two, three is in motion.
Thanks for the heads up, i just needed that.

Nisa will be back, better than ever.
April oh!
fly fly fly away.
(:
hello pretty things money can buy.
>.<

SHUT UP ALREADY.

maybe somethings that were said too little means so much. i dont understand why, i still dont, and it sucks like crazy but what can i do.

it just took you to say those 3 words, 8 letters to make my day.
"I love you,
I miss you."

Cause i have been missing you too (a little too much, & nobody knows it but me)
& yes, i still love you.

i'm okay, i'm okay, i'm okay.
time period, April.
nothing more then April.

"I'll be your crying shoulder,
i'll be love's suicide,
i'll be better when i'm older,
i'll be the greatest fan of your life..."

Julian : I miss you.
Brooke : Coming from you, that means everything.

i need a haircut,
i need a new wardrobe,
i need a damn good manicure,
i need something (more like someone) to look forward to,
maybe someone like you.
(erm, can you, will you?)
):

i am just too mentally, physically & emotionally pumped out.
its depressing!
sigh.

Cristina:

Burke was.. He took something from me. He took little pieces of me, little pieces over time, so small I didn't even notice, you know? He wanted me to be something I wasn't, and I made myself into what he wanted. One day I was me Cristina Yang, and then suddenly I was lying for him, and jeopardizing my career, and agreeing to be married and wearing a ring, and being a bride. Until I was standing there in a wedding dress with no eyebrows, and I wasn't Cristina Yang anymore. And even then, I would've married him. I would have. I lost myself for a long time. And now that I'm finally me again, I can't. I love you. I love you more than I loved Burke. I love you. And that scares the crap out of me because when you asked me to ignore Teddy's page, you took a piece of me, and I let you. And that will never happen again.

- Grey's Anatomy.

Just play & listen.

"But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us."

If ever you question my feelings,
place your hand on my heart, you'll feel it's beating for you.
Cause he knows, he knew before I did.

I'm not scared, I'm tired of hiding.
I know that it's you because,
when you,
when you say you love me,
I can feel my heart beat,
race behind my chest.

My pulse is racing,
when I see your face and,
here is what you're doing to me.

♥

finally a day out with Zuhaila!
(:

i miss you!

i think, it is simply amazing how we're still in contact with each other after all these years. it has been since primary school? though everyone is busy, i think the catchups which happen once in awhile is worthwhile.

i wish moments would lasts as though,
but thats only in my head,
wishful thinking as most would say.

oh well,
good or bad,
you'll still love,
at the end of the day.

" cause on many occasions, it is still you i am thinking about.
But there is nothing i can do about it. "

on days like these,
i miss you quite terribly.
& i don't know what to do about it.