i have just been missing you a whole lot this time round and i dont know what to do about it.

i wish, i had something solid to believe in.

right now, if you ask me what i want, i'll tell you i want a T-mobile Sidekick LX phone. i dont care how, but i want it. thats all i'll ever want.

a thank you would be nice.

flowers mean im sorry

chocolates mean i love you

where are you where are you where are you

hrrgh

brothers & sisters episode 13 is out. (:

and tonight, greys anatomy episode 12 and ugly betty episode 13 is airing in the US!

haha, im happy! (:

ciao.

everyone, meet life of monotony.

we're going to be friends for the next 19 weeks or so.

haaaa.

my thoughts are practically everywhere. i think i have said this before, but i'll say it again. right now, i dont know what i want. i think, im pms-ing. and school is tomorrow. im exhausted. i feel suffocated, at times. people are being huge asses and how i wish my life is a tv show and in my hand is the remote control and i can press the mute button every now and then. im sorry, this is just a phase im going through. and in this phase, it is always, always about me, myself & i. and i, i dont give a rats ass about any other yous around. ah, whatever.

okay im feeling very very random, but i cant wait till downtown east is done. it should be at the end of thi month and theres going to be coffeebeans and cathay which i can very much say, completes my saturday nights after work! ahh, my belgium chocolate iceblends and pastas for dinner! oh and my chocolate of a thousand leaveeeeeeeees! (:

school is on monday and i cant wait for school, even if its major project. its more of like, getting to meet afiqah, whom i havent see since the school closed, and having many many lunch breaks together! (: i miss breadboard, and no i dont miss itas cause the smell is such a turnoff. but but but, i miss afiqah and i cant wait to see her. =D

and, i am going to start rollerblading regularly. i found myself a blading partner. i still am contemplating on whther i should or should not work on sundays cause i'd be pretty much exhausted when monday comes. but, i'll blade at lleast once a week. (: so the only thing left is my pair of rollerblades and my sundays off. (:

chalet was fun but tiring, though i did nothing much.

thanks to those came. (:

im tired, i wanna sleeeep, but technically, today is my last day of my holidays so im heading out. after sunday, is 19 weeks of gruelling mp/sip from 9 to 5 without any holidays, only public holidays! ah, there goes my birthday which is going to fall on a wednesday.

sigh!

Desperate Housewives is back, so is my One Tree Hill. and in 8 days time, Grey's Anatomy is going to start airing again, and not long later, Gossip Girls!

omg im so excited ! (:

Please don't worry bout me I'm fine,
Only gonna play the fool one time,
Trust me when I say,
That I'll be okay.

on repeat; go on girl.

(:

grow up grow up grow up lah oiiiiiiiiii.

again, people cant seem to stop amusing me.

like i said, what you decide to do with your life, which has no context to/with me, will have absolutely no effect on me. again and again, wrong person lahhhh. -_-

on an another note; nisa you should stop giving people the benefit of the doubt.

stop okay, nisa?

(:

its kind of sad and pathetic to see how things turned out.

oh well.

i want my brownies with aizat, AYANGGGG!

sometimes, i think, i am going around in circles not knowing where or when to stop.

be my sign, will you?

people who think that i'll get very much bothered by the decisions THEY make about THEIR lives, are just too funny. they're only fooling themselves.

like hello, who are you kidding?

me?

wrong person lah dey!

chalet next week oiiiiiii. (:

one tree hill season 6

&

prison break season 4

tell me, how can a girl like me, not be happy?

& sarah is coming back ya'll!

I give you me in oceans of tears up to my knees.

the unofficial plan for this week ;

meet aizat, shopping, meet aizat again, sit at home, starbucks, work.

in order from monday to sunday. haha.

pay is tmr lah oiiiiiiiiiii.

haha byeeee. (:

very much uneasy.

hrgh.

sooo, its been awhile since i have had a proper update. the things is, theres nothing much to update about. im having my holidays, still. and i think school will only open on the 21st. so that'll be pretty blissful. my days are spent at work, home and elsewhere.

okay, i cant wait for monday for im gonna bring aizat around and we're gonna indulge in yummy yummy food! (:

okay, ciao people!

Boy, I'm in love with you
But this ain't the honeymoon
We've passed the infatuation phase
We're right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue every day

I know I misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we've both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

I hang up, you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I still want you to stay

Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay
Maybe you''ll leave
Maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
Maybe we'll grow
We'll never know
Baby, you and I

(: