This may never start,
I'll tear us apart,
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half a year,
Waiting for you here,
I'd be your anything.

So get back, back, back to where we lasted,
Just like I imagined,
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster,
My heart's beating faster,
Holding on to feel the same.

-Sugarcult, Memory.

ahhhh fuck, megastic is using megavideo.

fuck bodoh. ask them to go fuck off and die can?!

i need to watch my monday shows, frustrating or what.

ahhhhhhhhhhhh!

okay, i feel happy cause i jogged just now. & i think im cutting down on my meals! yeay yeay. (: im on my way to no more flabbys, i hope. haha. & stupid megastic decides to use megavideo, why megastic, why! what happened to supernovatubeeeee. ): there goes my monday marathons. ):

anyhoots, im excited about something but i dont reeally know what but yaaaaaa. i still got one more board, which is my Bluetooth board to finish routing and that im done! well, sort of. still have yet to order the batteries and this particular connector. hmmm. other than that, nothing else to get all fussed up about. (:

(: im in a happy but easily irritated mood. i wanna run somemore, and i wanna bladddeeeeeee! my blades are getting russsty. khai oiiiiiiiii stop dating other people and go blading with me can. -_-" but i think im gonna be pretty busy this week. =/ oh whatever, this girl still wanna blade. (:

k chiao people! (:

okay, so its been awhile since i last update, i think. im pretty bummed out now cause i feel so bloated and ugly. i should stop stuffing myself with food, my stomach is fucking ugly, i swear to god. i need to run (i know im not) and i am suppose to go blading with khai but i keep on cancelling out. i hope he is free this week. =/

my weekend is pretty busy yet normal. had 2 parties over at www on saturday and it was tiring, but the kids from the first party were adorable. the second one was a little too old but at least we get to swim with the kids cause it was scorching hot. and again, im back to toasted. my hands and feeet are totally dark now and its fugly i tell you. and i'll be working next week friday and saturday from 530 till 11pm for halloween. haaaaaa. i hope i dont have to work on sunday cause i'll be super duper exhausted when monday comes.

then went out with aizat on Sunday to Singapore Biennale 2008 on sunday. its the shit i tell you! i definately will go again next year. i went to the one at City Hall and the one at Central Promontary Site, i think. theres still the one at South Beach Development, Suntec City, Raffles City and Flyers to go to. =/ i'll upload pictures later if im not lazy later. =P

and today is my sleeping day (like duh) for the first half of the day. but went to expo the Gain City sale in the afternoon with the parents. i definately would have bought the sony bravia hd tv for myself if i had the cash cause it was all going for less than 2k. crazy or what!

and i am suppose to pick a new phone but i cant decide on which. dad says if i dont pick any by next week he is gonna buy the N96 and make his Omnia his spare phone. -_- what the heck. as much as i want my sidekick, its really not practical. so i am contemplating on either HTC Touch Pro but it costs a bomb, or the Palmore Trio Pro T850 orrrrr my nokia E71. i doubt Experia is out yet and i bet its going to be awhile till they get it out. -_- sighhh. i think most likely i'll get the nokia or the palmore if the real thing looks nice. (:

so thats about it. i got all the pictures from all the hari raya outings. i'll upload them sooon. (: see you soon readers, chiao!

" its like i've been trying to make myself like someone else but someone is still on my mind "

-the hills, 411.

im hooked on the hills. i like audrina (& i think shes super pretty) and she should get back with justin bobby. he is a pretty gorgeous bad boy. and their relationship is something similar. hah. oh well. and i cant make myself wait every monday for new episodes to come, honestly its too long.

& i think gossip girls is getting rather dry and also the fact that every person that tunes into gossip girl every week wants to be at least someone in the show. i cant believe im saying this but, its getting to the point where it get too overrated. i still watch it but im not obsessed with it, you know? one tree hill & prison break is also getting a little too dry and expected. sigh. but chuck is still okay cause theres my adam brody lookalike and greys anatomy is still the shizz. and my supernovatube is back up. happy ok! cause i manage to upload chuck gossip girl and prison break all in ten minutes.

and and and i have reserved a table at carousel with aizat for this coming christmas dinner. hello yummy food. (:

and i dont know why i feel so semangat for school this sem. i hope this continues till whenever. (:

okay, i wanna go watch my one tree hilllll. chiaooooooooo.

so today is the first day of school, it was very very nice to see everyone. (: and engine block seemed to be pretty much crowded on the first day of school. hah. and the first lecture was such a snoozeeeeee. -_-

so anyways, hari raya outing was fun. (: i think i gave up trying to get the girls together. its like youre hoping on something thats never gonna happen that kind of shit and i should know better. hah.

& i think my temper is running short for the past few days, dont ask why. people are just so irritating these days.

well, im going to enjoy my super lazy semester. chiao.

(:

i feel very lifeless now, and my energy bar is running close to zero. my head is spinning and i dont think its intending to stop. i dont know if im having gastric flu or whatsoever but this thing is killing me. i can just space out in like a second. i hate this.

anyways, my timetable is super empty that its too scary. i am lacking one elective which i think they are saving it for my sem 4.1. heh. though i have appealed to get all three electives by this sem.

so basically my timetable goes like this ;

school at 12 on mondays tuesdays and fridays.

mondays i end at 3, tuesdays at 5 and fridays at 4 with an hours break.

wednesdays and thursdays are just lectures from 10 to 11am.

am i freeee or what! i shall find something to do on wed and thurs afternoons. get back to blading maybe? i think i will, or i could go swimming. (: we'll seee. thats about it, chiao people.

okay i think i have a whole lot of things lined up for me this week before school reopens. and i wonder when the timetable is coming out. hah. (: so anyhoots, heres what gonna happen this weeek (add school before every activity thts gonna be listed) ;

tuesday - birthday dinner for huda with the cousins at sakura int buffet, maybe movie after

wednesday - day out & chalet with aizat (:

thursday - rest maybe?

friday - dinner with collegues, still contemplating though

saturday - Raya with East View people!

sunday - Raya with Poly people!

monday - SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!

yes, thats my stupidly annoying little cat, who is only 8 months old, which dropped my laptop from the table.

loooook how furrry he is, geram rightttttt.
i love love love his super bushy tail which can be used as a feather duster. haha.
chiaoooooooo.

okay, this is very very irritating. i just made payment for my ELF products online. in which i think i bought a total of 6 items (not much) but i got 3 shades of blush, one shade for the lips, and this "get the look" set which consist of at least 5 make up things. altogther it was for $25 including shipping. dont ask me why i need all those shizz but elf can make one girl go hellofa crazyy simply cause their items are dirt cheat like for exampleeee a dollar usd each. and its go00od, ive been using it since godknowswhen. hah.

anyways, back to the irritating part. elf has come up with this new mineral line which is slightly much more expensive (like 5 usd each) but its way way way too eye catchy i tell you. i feeel like getting a whole new starter kit set which is like $20 usd but what would i do with the ones i have ordereddddd? seeee, irritating kan. all this after i have made payment. -_-"

okay fine, i shall order it next time. =( though im still going back and forth with the idea of getting it. and so, i think my skin color is back to its tan (which i doubt so, i think more like toasted) color cause i worked today! ok, i missed work and all i hear when i was there just now was " eh you so long never work righttt" yes, i has beeen quite awhile till my skin color managed to turn fairrr. (:

hahah. okay, im bored, and tired and twisted. so many things happening next week. i shall go down and say hello to the monsters my brother brought home at this hour which is 11:37 PM. giler kaper oiii!

chiao!

someones spree-ing for my Sidekick. shit shit shit.

i dont know if its authentic or not.

fuck, i want to get it and its unlocked but its too cheap to be true.

fuck kan.

i want my sidekickkkkkkkk laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Some days I'm a super bitch
Up to my old tricks
But it won't last forever
Next day I'm your super girl
Out to save the world
And it keeps gettin' better

Kiss kiss gonna tell you right now
I'll make it sweet on the lips as it can knock you out
Shut up I don't care what you say
Cuz when we both in the ring you're gonna like it my way
Yeah baby there's a villain in me so sexy sour and sweet
And you'll be loving it

I'll hold the universe up
And make your planets collide
When I strap on my boots
And I slip on my suit
You see the vixen in me
Becomes an angel for you

okay, im pretty much bummed out this week. i dont think theres gonna be any Gossip Girl or One Tree Hill, maybe Greys Anatomy too. and supernovatube is loading ever so slowly its killing me and now i have to resort to youku. =/ sigh, i need to find a new website since every page which uploads latest shows uses megavideo. and the newest season of Brothers and Sisters is back but im just too lazy to follow. they lost me at season two, sad much?

anyhoots, i think my project is going to be done soon and zuls leaving on wednesday and i have to wake up at seven tmr (which i dont think i can). and am finally meeting my girlfriend on wed! and and adils going ns tmr, hah. he offered to meet me today considering he shaved his hair off (very tempting, cause everyone who knows me, knows i adore bald men! hah) but i was lazy so i gave it a pass. =P but i managed to meet him on saturday night (even though i was super duper exhausted from jalan raya) to run his last minute errands even if it was only for an hour or so.

thats about it peopleee, im patiently waiting for eleven oclock so that amazing race would start. hmmm. Summertime by new kids on the block is definately stuck in my head. hah. chiao people.

okay, firstly Selamat Hari Raya to all my readers (i know theres a whole lot of you) and and Maaf Zahir dan Batin! (: i know im a few days late but beats never saying at all.

so anyhoots first day raya was the same like every other year. grandmas place for both mom and dad, then home. hah. i dont have that much of pictures so i'll just post whichever is nice ok! (: second day to cousins place. and well, lunch with adil was cancelled (expected much? hah) and thats about it i guess. more realtives houses tmr, and sunday shall be my official snoozefest. hah.

thats about it. heres some some pictures. (: chiao.

adek <3

bibik! (:

ugliest family picture, ever. =/

nenek and and and aunties! (:

cousins! (:

& not forgetting my little boyfriend! (:

hhaha. bye poeple.