nytes.

bah~ moro i'll update. daddys homey. n hes not in a goodie mood. nyte nyte peeps! *muah!* Lovey ya!

whole dae outs.

yawn. i was practically out fer tha whole dae. yawns. yawns. ywans. i'll tell u somthin before u guys carry on readin. this entry is gonna be full of yawnins. so. bare wit it. lol. so woke up at ard 11. had ta folloe mum ta tha metro sale at expo. kinda fun. but dint get alot of stuffs. mayb moro headin ther again. stuffs are kinda cheap. like tha pierre cardin. =X. haha. n tha perfume. cheap! specially tha adidas. a bottle only cost like 10 bucks? cool. tha toys are kinda okay2. not tht ex i guess. hah. mayb moro headin again. i wanna get tha perfumes. *sniffs*. lol. or jus ask ma mum to get em fer mie. so went ther like ard 12. got home ard 3 plus. went online fer awhile thn im outs again. wenta meet sof hud n mas. i was early. simply cus i dint want any naggin to strt as i dint go fer my mad. wheepiee. haha. so i waited at tha int. kinda packed. so thn we headed ta parkwae parade. wenta eat pitza hut! yippee! it cost us like 63 bucks? haha. yum. so afta eatin walked ard there thn went back ta tamp. walked ard. indulge ourselves to some mac ice creams. anuther yumms. lolx. yadayadayada. haha. had a fun bus trip back. all were like too full. lolx. thn got back at tha interchnge ard 10. waited fer bus. took 18. reached home ard 1030. fun dae. n extremely a tired one. mayb moro i'll just sit at home. n snooze. ahh~ yawns. haaa. so nowe mayb gonna sleep. or ring him up. or find sumthin to do. lolx. too sleepy. mondae is tha beginnin of 0s. scary? i tink so. evry sec 4 n 5s i noe r like stressin up. pity thm. jus wanna wish any of em hus readin this loadsa luck. n hope they do all tha best in evry sub! especially ya! wippee! so guess thts it todae. YAWNS!!! haha. extreme tiredness. nytes peeps. hope to c u guys in dweamland! kakaka. tata~ c u ard! =Þ

Missin Somethin.

im missin tha company of sumthin so badly. n its not someone. though i am missin someone also. heh. i miss my cat. i miss all tha company of kitties ard. urggh. i want em. pls pls pls. my mums wud nvr let mie have em. again. sobs. i jus need somthin to cuddle about n bully n play a fool ard wif. my life has been so down man. usually id release all my negavity on it. cant really tell u howe but it does help mie. sobs. i want cats! anykind will do. i dun care. but if ya can find mie my kitty. thn id really love tht very much. so tdaes tha last dae of skewl. wat more can i sae. unlimited funness n enjoyment here i come! haha. though. ma frens wouldnt be able to go outs. hu cares. anyone will do! i jus want fun fun fun. before tha drillin of tha olevels begin. n in december headin ta bali. again! yeay! im gettin all tha surfs stuff! roxy! quicksilver! mambo! cheap cheap cheap! haha. im gonna shop till i drop. n i wont give a daym bout it. heh. nxyt week. mayb headin outs ta SI. mayb. havt yet asked ma folks yets. jus to past ma tyme. tdae got back ma report slip. cool. i failed ma c.humans n amaths. my 1st comb fer humans pulled mie down badly! urggh! n funnily im continuein amaths till march nyxt year. coolio. *smiles*. got tha yearbook too. skewl daym cheapskate. [isttthaspellin?]. yep daym cheap skewl. classes pic are so daym bloody hell small. urghh. n theres one section only fer fishes. like wtf?! fishes?! you think our skewl students given a daym bout tha fishes?! really daym lousy! so after skewl sat in tha cnteen. dudd's hair is nyce. reddish. lolx. saw peeps parents come n go. i think tha skewls standard goin down. what more can i sae. at ferst mie n impx thought of headin to town. jus walk ard. i wanna get sum stuffies at far east. she too. i wanna get tha bright pink gio tee. if im not wrong there is. i wanna get tht. im runnin out of tees. lol. n im runnin out of chocs!! argh! mayb later 830 im wil go ta eastpoint. nearest. reload my chocs n tees. or shud i go moro. ask my mum to get em. hmm. i wonder. ah. i'll dcide later. hehe. moro headin outs wif massy sofia n huds againy! yipeedoo! massy wanna eat at pizza hut! finally pizza! haha. thn mornin mayb followe ma mums to metro sale? haha. mayb thn i can cabot my mad. wippedoo! guess thts it fer tdae. nuthin muchie else though. except tht ive been prank callin people wif ma house phone. jus fer tha fun of it. im bored.
b - o - r - e - d. get it? bored! muahahaha. m i high tdae? m i? mayb i gotta stop! stop nis stop! haha. tata peeps. love u guys so so so so so much! specially ya!

achyness all over ma body. ouch. so tdae. kinda had an okay dae. had laughters wif impx. fun. headed outs ta sentosa tdae. umm. nuthin much to do there. n tha sand was dead wet. radha dint come tdae. i wonder why. so loads of classes headed ta sentosa. most peeps were playin volley n tha sea. mie n impx jus sat. played ard. walked ard. bla bla bla. wel. afta skewl headed ta tm. walked ard. had fun. saw sum stuffys. not wantin to disclose it here. thn wenta tymes. fun. browsed thru sum books. interestin facts n quotes. wanna get thm but its like ex. so dint. a book cost like 20? lolx. so moro mayb buke-in outs. not sure though. i jus wanna mrayap tmr. afta skewl. wanna tag? catch a movie or somthin. i jus wanna slack n chill. nione up fer it? =)
whut u guys think bout tha song in ma bloggy. dun really like tha title. cus its totally not mie.why in tha werld wud i wanna waste ma tyme chasin boys?! gosh. tha contents of tha song is cool. its what im goin thru i guess. so nuthin muchie more to update more. only tht i dont understnd some ppl nowadays. mayb wat she said was true. evrythings changin. you are. what more can i sae. u wont listen. why waste my tyme n energy. heh. k thts it. tata peeps.

- sorry bout tha prev entry to peeps whu read it.
[[ I Miss U ]]

wher tha heck are u when i needed u man! argh! i need sum moral boostin. bleahz. shittyness. so got maself a brand new metallic penknife. its only 1.40. kinda cheap. wel. gawd knowes what i'd b doin wit that thing. aniwae. watever u guys thinkin. guess i did a lil of tha j ob already. mores comin up. told ya i need ya. heh. fines. like watever. i dont give a daym nimore. im shuttin myself up from this werld. i dont know y. jus tha feelin of suckiness all ard. evn though i dun showe it much. got actor arnt i? smile alwaes plastered on ma face. but insyde. all four walls are crushin down. heh. what can i do. dun understnd why dey gotta lie. like im so dumb to not noe whts goin on. yeah ryte. dumb. heh. sick n tired of things ard. sick n tired of princesses. i mean all princesses. sick n tired of plastic ppl. wheres all da sincerity gone to?! evrywhere i turn. there aint no more sincere faces to look at. all are plastics. coverups. to show dey care. wen actually dey dont. heh. im not goin ard askin fer sympathy. but thts what ive notice in this society of mine. i can do nuthin ryte. these are all takin a toll on mie. no mood to entertain ppl. really. why bother wen dey themselves dont. this im not even takin love into tha matter. n im not gonna b sayin it. wel. loads of questions are up in ma head. i mean loads. n evrythin are crampin up. it'll blow up not long later. jus waitin fer tha perfect tyme to do so. heh. so once again. im givin up on things tht tha surround mie. yeah. so thts it.

[[i hate mie]]
[[nuthins makin mie holdin on. wher tha heck are you?!]]

Is it me whos chngin or isit dem? hmm. i wonder. wow. suddenly i haf all this thoughts. cant say much here. all i can say is tht i am irritated. fer all reasons i might say. heh. Shittyness. well. tdae is skewl was extremely borin. hah. i mean extreme. so jus slacked ard. like duh~. he was in skewl tdae. yeay? huh? no contact fer like a week. wow. nvm. 0s. 'gotta concentrate'. ma foot. heh. its hurtin. got like blisters all over. bleahs. so moro got this nkf thingy. shitt again. it'll b mie n ma discmannie again. we've been datin quite alot of tymes u noe. but its gettin kinda old. hahx! gotta ask ma folks bout ma amaths. dont think dey wanna n gonna lemmie drop. i dun wanna drop. i ne i can do wel. hah. i hope. so guess thts it fer tdae. nuthin muchie to updatey on though. except tht i miss ya so much. extremely. o nvm. not gonna get mushy all over againy. yuck! haha. k gues dis is a short one. umm. thts it folks! tata. till nyx tyme.
[[ i miss ma cat.. sobs..! anyone can get mie anuther one?]]

IMISSYA!

One word. Princesses. Hah. Dont get what i mean? Its okay. Its my way of words. What more can i say. Either you love em' or hate em'. Fer mie. Its both. Cant disclose much in here. Way to personal. Heh. So. Finaly got rid of ma tagboard. Seems to have a problem. Gonna get a new one soon. Mayb chatterbox or somethin. So. What you guys think of this new skin. Kinda lame and popular around otha peoples blogs ryte. Jus took it to suit my mood. My thoughts. My Life. So tdae went ta catch anuther movie. Dint tell ma folks at all. They were goin bonkers. What can i say. Im in no mood to tell. So i dint. Caught 'The Gridge = Ju' On'. Freakish ghosts. Pop-up ghost. Haha. Its kinda borin after tht. Headed to tha orchard library. Then got home. Went online. (etc) Quite a number of peeps droppin to N.A next year. Thats all i know. Dont really know that much of peeps who are reatinin. Well. Guess you guys gotta wait till moro. Yep. Guess thats it. Borin aint it?! Heh. Yep. So thats it. Tata.
-[[ Miss You Loads ]]-
doringmeup.
wheneveryougeturphonebacksayte.

i dunnoe wad i shud update on. umm. wadd shud i ryte on? bleahs. im full. feel like pukin. i feel so empty tdae. cus dint have any chocs da whole dae tdae. argh~. nowe i make it a point to end each dae wit at least a tini bit taste of choc. urggh. cant live witout em. im so needin em. so tdae. wenta ma grannys house. da one at marine parade. kinda borin. thought huds was comin. bleahs. but she dint come. another urggh. wel. at da final hours. loadsa phams came. kinda kewl. thn dat adamy came also. gawd dammit. hes gawd daym tall. urghh. i hafta like look up? haha. thn tha funny thang is tht he carries a roxy bag. n i was like.
Mie = 'is tht a roxy bag?'
Him = 'a'ah. Sal'
Mie = 'Roxy. You. [at da sayme tyme pointin to da bag n him] Roxy? You? O M G!'
thn he jus walked awae. haha. wierdo. haha. so i was darn bored ther. there were like kiddies all over. n all jumpin ova mie. I was like. what u guys think i am? ur punchin bag?! go punch n jump on ur sum otha fattish more meatish ppl. argh! irri freaks man. thn anuther thing is my so ever K.P.O aunty. asked mie bout ma results. i was like. yeah. my malay is okay. n i got A1 fer english. heh! like real. reason i said dat cus i was real fucked up? y bother wastin ur tyme on mie manx. urgh! i noe ur daughta's takin 4 language subs. wat ya expect mie ta do? b as good as her? dream on. i have my own dreams n life to lead. n i said my own. not sum mom leadin it on fer her child. poor gurl. heh. i was bored. daym bored. crappish. so moro granddies comin over. loads of cleanin to do. n i wanna wake up late tmr. i dun care. late as ever. so guess thts it fer tdae. yeah. thats it. the end peeps. nowe u guys can go waste ur tyme readin otha ppls blog. im done fer tdae. go!

im feelin freakish. watever tht means. haha. now im eatin choco cakes! yumms. my choc fantasie is still on. cool aint it. haha. jus nowe headed outs ta suntec. wenta watch movie. i was late. haha. but not tht late. mie impx n umairah were like rushin all wae thru city link mall. kakaka. so we watched ouija board [is tht da ryte spellin?] lolx. kinda freakish story. loads of pop-up-ghosts. haha. but dun really get da story. endin kinda craps la. hahaha. so we dint get ta buke puase tdae. o craps. wel wel. mayb on mondae. anione wanna tag along? lolx. sms mie aytes? or catch mie onliney n tell mie! mayb b4 tht catchin anuther movie. 'the grudge'. cool. haha. afta tht walked ard suntec fer a while. kinda fun. wenta 'royce' *phow-wee!*. chocs evrywher! n its only like 13 bucks fer da whole box. im so way gettin a box fer maself. or mayb s bdae pressies. kinda nyce. yumms. on wae backs. talked bout food. all of us. kekek ah. specialy mie n umairah. haha. n impx was like feddup already. haha. sorry gal. thn mie n impx dropped off at tamp n umairah went fer her tuition. kesian! haha. luckily we're outs frm der already! hahaha. tamp was dead. extremely dead. i mean extreme! got bored so slacked in front of da new bk. talked on da phone wit zu. seems like moro is KL's bdae. n dey're celebratin at sentosa. i wanna go. but dun think my parents wud let mie out. bleahs! n i heard sum bad news fer a fren. its not totally confirmed yet. but im jus scared fer her. fer dem both. just hope it wont really hapen. yest id merely broke down. no idea y. its jus too scary fer mie. *sobs* guess thts it. nuthin intrestin else to update on. tata peeps.
[[[[- Iloveyou. -]]]

i dunnoe if i shud be happy or sad in todaes entry.. umm.. which shud i be? we'll see howe things so.. im so like hatin this keyboard mann... so daym hard..! haha.. so i got back my results..! hahah.. kinda unpleasin actually.. lol.. i failed malay! o gosh! malay..! i failed..!! haha.. i got like 48.5%? haha.. mums gonna kill mie manx.. n thts been buggin mie since like.. FOREVER?! haha.. so english passed.. but dint really get A or sumthin.. comb humans i passed.. cool.. ahhaha.. amaths failed s usual.. haha.. chem i got like 50/70? cool ryte? haha.. dint expect i'd get so high.. i mean.. it is ryte? haha.. i dint evn study manx.. epecially wen i was talkin wif radha most of da tyme..! haha.. phy i got.. umm.. 37 i tink.. so overall fer sci i passed.. bio too i passed.. *phew* but dat malay marks are stil buggin me! argh! haha... nvm.. so yest wenta ma grannies house..! its at geylang.. gawd..! dat place is like boring? yup.. boring! evrythings da sayme.. evrywhere..! haha.. nuthin intrestin mann.. walked ard fer a while wif ma bro.. thn went back up to my grannys house.. its kinda near.. so easy excess to da bazaar! haha.. well.. fridae n mondae der wud b no skewl.. so most prob mi n ma frens gonna buke outs tgether.. yipee..! haha.. wher shud we go.. wher shud we go?? hmm... *thinkin* shud we ask other peeps along..?? haha.. thn mayb on mon watchin the grundge [is tt ryte?] wif ma aunty..!! hehe.. yaey..!! n tdaes ma ferst monthys.. wow.. woonder y im feelin like dis.. hmm.. i noe dis entry is not makin sense at all ryte? i noe i noe.. im jus rytin dis out of boredom.. k guess thts it.. tata peeps..! [-[MiSs yA LoaDs...!!! ]-] *muAhX..!*

= lil phat.. cheer up k...? evry gurl shud make deir own stands in deir guys lyfe.. cant folloe his werds all ard ryte? look on da bright syde.. der alwaes be sumone waitin fer u..

im full... *burps* o gosh.. im really full.. lolx.. full of chocolates..!!! haha.. i had like 2 choco rolls todae..? i mean afta ma breakin of fast.. haha.. extreme sweetness.. haha.. yummss... asked my dad to buy more.. n funnily.. he did..! haha... u guys shud try it... its frm amicakes.. one is a chocolate mousse.. yummalicious manx.. no werds could ever descibe it.. its like 3/4 choco n 1/4 cake.. ahhh.. i really shud stop consumin chocs man.. or i'll grow fat..! evn though its da fastin month.. hehs.. tdaes borin mann.. arghhh... my bros not at home.. so imagin howe dead can ma house be.. n hes gonna b sleepin over ma grannys.. mayb moro gonna head der.. visit my granny.. kakaka..n get ma bro to get home also..! haha.. well.. days been extwemely dull.. nuthin muchie on tv.. nuthin to do online either.. i'll wake up like ard noon.. washup n all.. thn i'll continue ma normal routine.. on da comm.. go onliney.. thn i'll go off to ma daddys room n watch mtv.. either mtv or cartoons.. haha.. mayb i shud take out da ps n strt playin.. umm.. mayb i shud! haha.. so nuthin really happened tdae.. usual stuffs.. i guess.. tdae is da sec 4es n 5ns practical.. wonder howe dey did.. hmm.. lolx.. k till here fer tdae.. i guess.. umm.. moros gettin ma results.. i noe i passes chem.. mayb ss too.. but da rest not really sure.. so tata peeps..!
-[[ Love ya! ]]-

da song here is kinda mushy but da lyrics are great.. specially da chorus [da one in red] .. so hear it outs ayte..

Greatest Story Ever Told = Oliver James

Thank you for this moment
I gotta say how beatuiful you are
Of all the hopes and dreams i could have prayed for
Here you are
If I could have one dance forever
I would take you by the hand
Tonight it’s you and I together
I'm so glad I'm your man

And if i lived a thousand years you know
I’d never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you that day
But if destiny decided
I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you to night

I don’t hear the music when I’m looking in you eyes
But I feal the rythem of your body close to mine
It’s the way we touch that’s sends me
It’s the way we’ll always be
Your kiss your pretty smile you know
I die forOh baby you're all I need

And if i lived a thousand years you know
I’d never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you that day
But if destiny decided I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you just how much I really need you
Did I tell you that I love you tonight

finally my com is okay already.. n i got loads of free tyme so i chnged ma template.. its not really tht fantastic aint it? nah.. dis is temporary onlie i gues.. not gonna b permanent... jus feel like changin.. nuthin muchie to do at homies aniwae.. so umm.. tdae woke up like ard 1:30? lolx.. late aint it.. wel.. i slept at ard one.. so was kinda catchin up on all da sleepless nytes tht i missed.. n finaaly.. exams are over..!!! wipeedooo..!!! extreme happines.. jus hopin tht i could enjoy but its da fastin monthy already.. lolx.. da month to get all da good deeds done.. haha... so tdae.. i jus wenta ma module class.. okay2.. kinda cwappy.. thn got home n hanged on da comm.. des few days ive been rather quiet at homie.. jus dun feel like talkin.. n ma dad is forever irritatin.. he buggin mie wif da so-not-funny jokes.. argghh... umm.. tuesdae gettin ma reslts.. hope it wont b dat bad.. actually i dun really care.. as long as ders a pass its okay already.. haha.. so what am i suppose to do nowe? guess i'll be sittin at home.. starin at da tv n computer screen.. wow.. isnt tht fascinatin.. specially wen theres "loads" of "interestin" things to watch at da box.. haiz.. umm.. guess thts bout it lar.. nuthin muchie to updatey cus nuthin muchie is happenin.. thts all folks.. till nex tyme aytes.. tata..

- Gonna miss da sec 4s n 5s.. wish u guys loads lucks fer da comin papers..
- Miss Ya..! *huggys* *muah!*

its been quite sum tyme since i updated.. was kinda lazy.. ma net is kinda crappy n lastly was studyin.. lolx.. yup studyin.. still got 3 more papers to go.. moro im havin geog n amaths.. n on fri is bio.. actually.. im really in no mood ta study ma amaths n geog.. i lost almost all of ma notes fer goeg.. lolx.. n im so lazy ta ryte da notes fer moro.. now its like ma whole floor in ma room os covered wif papers.. im jus pretendin to study.. wat more amaths.. hah..! no comments bout tht.. well... life fer da past few days have been kinda okay? i guess so la.. except ppl fer bein mean.. n opposin sarcastic remarks on others.. other thn tht its kinda ok? well ma mum booked da bungalow thingy again.. except tht its on weekdaes.. she booked it fer ma bro.. but then he has sumthin on in skewl.. so ma mum made a family gatherin.. i was kinda lazy to go.. i mean.. extremely lazy.. tht place there is definately crreeeppyy.. its at CHANGI.. wat more can i sae bout tht place.. i came on da second nite.. which was on tues... went there alone.. ma cussys all dint come.. da ones der were like da kiddies..? got out of ma house ard 6 plus.. took 29.. reached ard 7 plus 8? n i got a stop b4 da realy bus stop.. i gotta walk all alone in dat stretch of road.. especially wen och is not far frm sight.. im havin goosebumps now!! well luckily i got there all in one piece.. *phew!* its fascinatin wen da security guard still remembers me.. cool! thn da bunglow bhind mie was booked by a large grp of guys.. it seemed fun.. wen i got to da bunglow thingy.. i went strght into ma normal room.. lols.. actually i dint wanna go in alone.. in other werds be left alone in dat room.. but i still got like 12 chpts of phy to do.. so i jus tried ma very bes to concntrate.. so i studied der alone.. afta tht got sum muchies to munch on.. blablablha.. was bored theres nuthin muchie to do.. well guess thts it la.. im not sure wat else to update more.. umm.. so thts it.. i guess.. im really in no mood.. dun ask mie why.. so bye?

-[my boo. . . its been playin in ma head since dis mornin ohy paper?]-
- c u guys ard..! fastin month comin soon.. *blek!* =)
- love ya? *thinkin* no i miss ya muchie more..!

umm... its been quite sum time since i updated.. coms goin bonkers.. nowe i can go net but cant get insyde msn.. same prob i had wif ma other com.. cant get in msn... if anione noes why pls cum n tell mie k k? so its been a ever-so-busy-not-enough-sleep kinda week.. lolx.. cool huh? well.. i left u guys hangin on mondae nyte.. after da movie thingy.. lolx. he's kinda mad wen i dint ask him along.. hehe.. but theres alwaes nex tyme.. but noe i guess ur busy studyin.. so jus try ma best ayte.. thn tuesdae n wednesdae.. skewl is forever ever so boring.. like duh~ had like almost da whole dae free lessons? n wed i was like alone? cus all ma frens dint cum n dey dint tell mie at all.. howe bad can tht be ryte? but nvm.. its over niwae.. thn thursdae had english papers.. kinda okay.. i did ma compo as though it was off an informal storybook.. hope i dint ryte any harsh werds in it.. hehe.. thn fridae had malay n ss paper.. lolx.. both gone case.. jus hope i can pass.. thts all m askin fer.. i practically wrote crappy stuffs insyde both papers.. n seriously.. i cant even find da werds ta translate.. blek.. afta tht i was rushin afta skewl.. i was really in a rush.. but thn it seems like my frens dun get wad i mean wen i sae im really extremely in a rush.. i was very like f*cked up lar.. but wad can i sae ryte? summore my phone was held.. so wat can i do... was extremly in a hurry mann.. i really wanna open up in dis blog.. but guess.. later too many peeps will b readin.. n get emotional n thn mayb fights will occur? i dunnoe.. i tend to hate ppl more nowadaes.. hate em.. disgusted by thm.. jus no idea.. mayb in ma p.m.s.y kinda ways.. i jus dun wish fer anyone to get on ma nerves.. u'll nvr noe wat goes insyde ma head.. mayb u might jus trigger sumthin insyde... n nex thing u noe.. im out wit da werds.. so thn wenta interchnge.. alone.. he was like only one arms awae n howe stupid can i be by not 'tegur-ing' him.. i am in a hurry..!! thn ma dae got worse wen thrs no one at home.. n dat 292 bus was daym late..!! arghh!!! got home.. wshup chged.. did all tht stuff n headed outs again to meet huda masse n shairah.. tht too da bus was extremely late.. n i had to like be in da inchnge lookin fer dem..! well.. luckily dey lifted ma spirits up.. it was fun.. huda treated sus all to swensens.. yummy.. nex one wud be in november.. shai's bdae..! no more swens ah.. mayb breeks? hehe.. sof dint getta join us cus she was out wif her frens or sumthin lidat.. thn wenta took neoprints.. walked ard.. saw basheer also.. haha.. talked wif him.. cool! since all da gurls were headin home so i headed fer tuition.. met zu n impx.. dey were like.. still eatin?? n it was like 6? umm... nvm.. so thn wenta tuition.. did amaths.. blablabla..afta tuition walked wif mai n zu.. talked wif mai.. zu was shuttin up.. thn slacked as per usual at zus place.. kinda bored.. actually bored.. blablabla.. no further dtails required.. guess its not importnt aniwae.. tdae.. stayed at home.. thts wen sumthin happened... dunnoe if i shud be happy or wad but ma mum noes bout ya! haha.. she noes..! lolx.. she jus said wen she got home frm werk.. she said.."i noe bout tht rafie guy.. i noe ur gettin older n is more matured nowe.. so i dun want to make a big fuss bout it.. as long s u don't do stupid things n not let ur dad noe its okay by me.." i was like yaey!! she doesnt mind!! cool!! but i dint sae tht out loud la.. said tht insyde.. haha.. yipee..!! lolx.. so nowe i gotta make her proud by doin well in ma studies.. really dint expect it..! love ya mum! hehe.. so guess tht its la.. dun wanna update more.. feelin sleepy already.. *big yawn!* guess tht it guys.. tata..! *Muahx!!!* des werds are my own.. --> iLoVeYouILovEy0UILovEYou!!!!

way cool people..!! lolx.. ello..!! hehe.. waddup?? aniwae.. jus came back frm movie wit zu..!! finally!! da long awaited movie paid off..!! haha.. i got a pair of free tix to white chicks at 7 at orchard cineleisure.. thought of askin him along.. but i he looked dead beat jus nowe in skewl.. so sorry if i dint asked ya along k? ders alwaes nex tyme.. *smiles* ..it was all last minute.. i dint evn noe ma mum wud lemt mie out at nite.. at orchard n on a school nyte summore..!! haha.. thnks so much!! n zu was like so excited wen i told her i got an extra tick.. lolc.. so bein a goodie gurlfren tht i am.. i asked her along.. at first.. i thought of askin ma bro along.. but ma mum said tht he has PSLE moro.. *sobs* poor boy.. do well aytes..!! im countin on u to make our folks happy!! will alwaes be rootin fer ya! *muah!* hehe.. so yar.. umm... met zu at ard 615? n da showe was like at 7? haha.. reached der 10 minutes late.. lolx.. but lucikily tht lady was still der wit all our tix.. hehe.. yipee.. well.. dat theater was spacious.. kinda fun lar.. n i spilled like zappel while drinkin..! howe clumsy can i be?! haha.. thn movie ended like ard 9.. as usual.. bein gurls.. we headed fer da loo to powder our nose.. haha.. if u get wad i mean.. really a place to hang ard at nyte.. kinda cool.. da city life i mean.. so b4 we got back on da train back home.. we dcided to take neoprints..! hehe.. fun fun.. nice too.. but to think tht we only get to pick like 3 out of da 21 snapshots we took cus no tyme? daym.. waste of ma caching-cahing.. hehe.. so thn on a train.. saw a gay couple.. *pukes* dey were like huggin each other so tightly as though dey wanted to f*ck each other tht moment mann.. me n zu were like ... O-M-G..!! haha.. thn ma dad fetched mie home.. zu i guess... either she took da bus or cab la.. no idea.. hahakz.. so thts ma mondae nyte la.. thn in skewl jus nowe was really a heck.. we got like.. *countin2* 7 free periods?? haha.. basically maths n amaths lessons dint do anythin.. thn phy.. harold goh dint come.. n da period afta dat was contact tyme.. where sekhar dint cum also.. lolx.. so durin phy mi n radha went ta explore da skewl.. s usual la.. we liked walked ard so many times mann... thn we heard like sumone laughin mann... *blek!* at first i tot it was birds or sumthing but i was wrong.. radhz went ta chck it out n saw hair!! at da ledge!! *screams* it was broad daylight.. thn called liyana to c.. she saw it too.. thn called impx.. thn umairah n nandini.. really wierd man.. da stirys kinda lame but.. butt.. thers too many possibilities of qs tht been on ma mind.. but seriously... it was scary.. we actually walked ard fer like da whole 3 periods? haha.. fun fun.. thn afta skewl.. had luch wif impx.. thn got home.. thought of goin to dreamland cus i was daym sleepy.. but thn i got da new of gettin free tix.. so i guees da excitement took over da sleepyness insyde of mie.. hehe.. thn thts it lar.. lolx.. -Love u LoaDs..!!- [get sum rest..!! u look dead beat...!!]*muackX..!!!*


- HappY BuRfdAe To UmAiRaH & ThiYaGu TdaE..!! wIsh U gUys aLL dA bEst..!!
- Impx.. CheeR Up aYteS gUrl.. We'LL aLwaeS b DeR feR yA..!! *big hugg!*

dint expected ma dae tdae to be 'fun'.. but hey.. i kinda enjoyed maself lar.. umm.. i wenta ta wild wild wet tdae.. ma mums family dae.. so jus tagged along.. cus dint wanna go ta ma religious class.. asked ma peeps ta tag along.. but dey cant make it.. asked ma cussies.. neither cna dey.. ma mum had 4 extra tix mann.. so in de end asked ma small small cussins n i as da oldest.. have ta take care of em.. *headache* but ma aunty was swimmin also fer sum dunnoe wad reason lar... so wen i got there.. it was ard 5.. i dint think i wud wanna swim at first.. cus it seemed like a bore.. so i tagged along wit ma mum to get da goodie bags n food n ice creams n all la.. it was kinda boring.. so went in la.. da urge fer mie to get in da water was like so strong? its seems so fun.. so i walked ard lookin fer ma bro.. he disappeared so quickly manx.. lolx.. i was like sum idiot walkin ard alone.. hahah.. thn afta searching.. still no luck.. i decided to get chnged.. chnged into da appropiate attire.. hehe.. but wif shorts la.. afta tht i went ard lookin fer ma bro.. again.. *faints* but still cant find him.. i wonder if im blind or sumthin.. hes daym big still i cant find him.. hahah.. thn ma dad went searchin fer him lar.. funny howe ma dad found him in like 5 mins? haiz.. thn went in da lazy pool wif ma bro.. saw ma cussies.. they go take da pham ryde.. n asked us to join em.. but wen we got up der.. theres like not enuff seats fer mie n ma bro.. so we took da nex one wit sum unknown people.. lol.. thn went ard.. played ard.. dint quite eat der.. cus wasnt in da mood lar.. thn took tht ryde again wif one of ma cussins again.. jus wanna make her happy.. so jus tagged along.. thn took da V shaped slide thingy wif ma auntie.. kinda fun lar.. but i dint talk much.. jus lookin ard.. hehx.. so tht jus bout it lar.. nuthin much though.. n o yar..sa khalisah ther also.. n tanya isit? no idea la.. but i noe i saw dem.. so nowe im at homie updatin fer u guys to waste ur tyme on readin dis.. hahx.. moro i've tuition at nine... *sobs* n maybe tdae gonna take da flight which is at 12 to dreamland.. haha.. k lar.. i'll update more moro or sumthin.. k? tata peeps.. *hUgS* LoVe Ya!!!

I'm jus feelin kinda or really low ryte nowe.. i haven't got a clue wad it is about.. i try to be happy.. but that dint seem to be da easiest thing i can do.. though i have managed it a number of tymes.. sumthing insyde mie jus feels so heavy.. dunnoe if these eyes are gonna be blinded by tears again.. i jus feel emotional.. down.. terrible.. blahz..! i give up! i give up on life..!! i jus hate it.. i jus can't resort to anythin... crap.. nvm.. so nowe on tv is like da b.e.p consert in germany i tink.. i see all da people der havin fun.. njoyin lyfe.. why can't mine.. its really shit lar.. evrythin dat suurrounds mie are based on lies.. nothins real.. hu's gonna wake me up frem this dream..?? wen is reality gonna step in..?? wen wen wen? i noe im talkin no sense at all.. sorry.. gosh... loves nvr ever gonna b real.. life will be all based on books.. evn if u dun want it.. u jus haf to play along.. fun will haf no meanin to it at all.. da only melody in tune in ma head ryte nowe is wat.. death? self infliction? nobody will understand mie.. n yar.. - i do love you tat much.. a whole much..-