" Physical & Mental Endurance "

yawning yawn yawnn. im sleeeepppy. grrr.

woke up at 0930 hrs. early early. imagine that. took my time to get ready. heee. thn i met the boyfriend, dan, bir and zul ( their friend who looks & talks very much like dani. ) thn we made our way to harbourfront.

the queue for the shuttle service to sentosa was long. way way long. heh. so we had lunch there first and by 3, the queue was even longer! it was nearing the mrt station`s entrance! alot of banglas, org drg dan yg bukan bangsa kita.

so lucky the wait for the bus was not that long. wait till u hear the ending lahh, so carry on reading.

i dunnoe what time we reachd palawan beach. wanted to go to the "only island" but the sand was tooo wet. heh. so we joined with zul`s friends which i was not very comfortable with. heh.

and so one of the guys was in trunks! haha! so siap the sedia already! lol. the boyfriend dunked me into the water, twice. am not a fan of chilly seaweed populated beached. heh. but it was fun fun.

so till about 6, all got chnged and sat around by the beach till 6:30 like that. on the way back, which was around 7, still in sentosa hoping to take the shuttle, the queue was fucking fucking long. it was nearly until the tour coaches drop off point! cannot lahh. so we walked all the way to the harbourfront mrt. sweeets.

so yeah, here i am now updating. =)

it was a fun fun day. i had fun with the boyfriend and the other people. =) maybe the pictures will be posted up soon. but till thn, byeee.

loves,
nis. =D

" Right now, put your lips at my command. "

[ Right Now - PCD ]

first and foremost, Happy 29th to us. hee. =)

yesterday, at around 8 plus, met huda and masselia and wenta sofias birthday pit. thn hafiz came with his sibling and the youngest was so cute! and we sat, while eating talking about the primary school days. haha.

funny how they said bir was or is arrogant. the thought that he`s "buta" dint occur to me until the boyfriend reminded me. LoL.

we stayed around 12am thn my parents came and fetched us home. but they went to the bridge there and i saw tul and along. haha. the place was dark so i couldnt really see who that was. i was looking at this tall bald guy which i had a very strong feeling was tul. and i couldnt see him cause the light was not under him. or rather he wasnt standing under the light. LoL. so this was how the conversation goes.

me : tul ehh?
tul : eh nisa, sorry soryy aku tak nampak.
(i think he said something about me being too white or somethin.)
thn we were talking talking when he said this,
tul : aku ader lah ingatkan ader 3 prompan tnga check out aku nyer badan ke ape. skali aku tngok tngok enkau.

haha! joker lah that guy!

sooo, today i woke up at one plus 2! fucking redemption since its been long. very longg. im not making any sense, am i? this is the life baybeh! no work no school no homework no studying no revising no nothing! whooots! im loving it lahh. school = no life. no school = got life! haha! broken english, broken english.

thats it lahh.
till next time.
i wanna go sentosaa!!
with evryone!!

haha. bye people. happy 29th.
much love,
nis.

" See through the glass panel . . . "

today, was eat eat eat day. since i cant go out on thr 29th, we celebrated our early 7th 29 today on the 27th of January 2006.

and, we had SEOUL GARDEN.
(and it was only 30 dollars.)

*smiles.

picture time! ( though we only started snapping pictures when we're almost done eating lahh! we were ther for 3 freakin hours, as said. )

first, the dishes.

now, zooom in on the udangs!!

thn the otha dishes. check out the Udang Skin Hill.

next, the person who peels and eats 3 plates full, i think, of udangs.

now we're done. time for desert!

so thats it. theres more but lazy laa.

bye, from us. =)

" Where were you

when we were getting high? "

helllo blogg!

im bored. shall update on my recent whereabouts or whatsoever. but but i cant remember what i did on tuesday. hmmm. wierd.

yesterday yesterday was a really bad foood day. wenta town. had our icecream. and that auntie knows me and the bf! haha! she was like, ' Eh . . ' thn she smile. she asked us whether we were working or what. and asked if we're siblings or bf/gf. and aizat said we were siblings. ahaha!

we had the bonbon rocher and lime/lemon lahh. and he told the auntie that we're not siblings. and the auntie said, 'oh oh.' haha. and she said im very smiley. LoL!

then we wenta fareast. went around deciding on what foood to have. thn we tried tried the place called puncak i think. not nice either. grr.

thn we headed to ps cause i wanted to buy my headset. but but it was kinda, i dunnoe. i just dont feel like buying it.

we ended up going up to Spotlight, playing hide and seek for while. thn we went back to tamp. lol. in the train we played around with the bluetooth thingys. heee.

today today, wenta the bf`s place. thn he went off to work and i went home. =) and dad just called saying he got tics to tonights game. the friendly match between singapore and denmark. doink!

k lahh. thats it. im loooking loooking for songggss.

o yahh, i dunnoe if this would help but the bf`s band, Grungir, have their band tshirts in production. i'd be great if u guys could support em. details are on his blog. =)

nis.
=)

" Still i cant let go ; end of the road. "

i`m dreadin. i dont feel like going out. i feel like dressing up. sit at home. watch dvds. and eat chocolates.

things dont just go away like that. its not that easy since there are emotions involved.

reality sucks. especially when you're conscious enough to notice that you're in it and it really bites. argghh. Fuck reality.

ahh, i shall see myself out now.
bye.

We don't even talk anymore
And we don't even know what we argue about
Don't even say I love you no more
'Cause sayin' how we feel is no longer allowed
Some people will work things out
And some just don't know how tochange

Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We might watch our whole lives pass us by
Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives
Don't do it baby

Now they can see the tears in our eyes
But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts
Well maybe that's a pain we can't hide
'Cause everybody knows that we're both torn apart
Why do we hurt each other
Why do we push love away

Water Runs Dry - BoyzIIMen
(wher have all the goood music gone to?!)

oh yeahh, i missed someone from the list of bumpings.

i saw ASNIM tooo!!! hahaha.

*smilesss.

" She left her only peace in search to find a miracle. "

today was like meet the people you've never thought you would dayy. at first umairah msged me tellin me she saw adam and he said hello. thn she saw phat. i told her i saw zu. and and soon enough i saw twiggy, yes twiggy the 6th floor dude, after so loong.

so todayy sat ard at lisboa till dunnoe what time talkin and drawing and eating and etc etc etc lahh with the boyfriend. it was fun fun and supa dupa relaxing. heh.

so yeah, the portfolio is coming around. YEAY! we've already started printing the pictures. gotta take more gotta take more. all of it are digital though. heh. all that we are left with is piecin thm all togther. wheeee. i'm loving itt.

thats all thats all. heee.
muahhs.
nis!
=)

" Her guilty pleasures. "

today was very much interesting yet boring. hmmm.

met the bf ard 1 plus. played a round of arcade before meeting umairah and az and their 2 other friends at long john. heh. soon later they left and dan came. blahblahblah. later the rest of the guys came. sat ard at open plaza. later headed off to bf`s place.

X japan can say their music is nice. and its very touching to see the members of the band and also their fans crying on their last performance. it`s really, heartwarming lah!

so followed mom to "blaja" at ghufran. ahh. im goood. lol. i was scribbling awayy lahh while that person was yacking yacking stuffs.

its fun to go frenster hopping when theres nothing better to do. to see all those minah minahs, baby babys, wannabes, wankers, skimmers lahh tu lah nie lahh. aper lah nak jadi kann. and almost of their profiles are similar, like duh! haha. sehati sejiwa.

thats all.
nis.

" Her flaws became their reason of destruction. "

i got my beanie! i got my beanie! yeay yeay. im supa dupa happyyy! doinnkk!

today went to town with the bf. heee. met him at 12 and wenta tm first. went to yamaha and later popular to print some pictures. nice nice.

had lunch at at Pizza Hut! yeayyy. had had pastaa. yum yum. i want mooreee!!

thn wenta heeren, got my stuffs. walkd up to far east looked around for pants, bf's pants. finally found one! lol. so sat around until 4.45 gitu thn i sent him off to his workplace. and i bumpd into aisha and co. hee. nice seeing you guys. =D

so hasli called me earlier in the day and asked me wher i was. i told him i was around tamp and he said, " what?! you're not at nanyang?! " haha. i'll go there mayb sat or tmr lahh. macam malass gituu. haha.

so thats it. o yah, i shall add another thing on my want list. i want a motorola headsett!! and and upgrade in my phone! i want the motorola v3i! okay, forget about the v3i. that was way overboard.

byeee.
nis.

" And it fades away. "

[Someday . Sugar Ray]

lalalala. thats the song of the moment. heeeeeeeeee. sitting at home the whole day today has definately made me gone cuckooo.

todays plans were all canceled. umairah couldnt make it and bf`s uncle passed away. so , hmmmm.

and and my brothers` friends came over. i was lazing around in my parents room watchin bring it on, (you can tell how bored i was) nas came into the room ( dun worry my bro was in there too) took my phone and played around with it. (!!)

i was eatin my yummy yummy toblerone. and gues what he just took it from the bed. only thn he asked me, " eh satu eh? jangan marah tau" and i was like okayy. suddenly he took the whole thing and i was like, " eh, maner kau nk bawak tu? " thn imgined what he said, " aper kau nak? ni? (shows the empty wrapper) "

i was like WHAT THE FUCK! my one only left chocolate to kill my boredom and he consumed all of it!!

grrrrr.

actually, that all i want to update about lahh.

bored.

I WANT MY OC SEASON 3.
IM GONNA SAY IT OVER & OVER AGAIN.

so, much loveeee,
nis.
muah!

" I've been addicted to you. "

days had been okayy. except gettin pissed more thn often. sorry for the sudden inhuman cold treatment to youu. sorry.

so so so, i got a msg from ivor on friendster. lol. he took the initiative to email me. was beginning to wonder wher he was missing to. hmmm.

met the bf today. sat at open plaza snapping pictures. thn he went off to work and i accompanied dan to have his lunch or sumthin at lisboa.

so here i am now, updating. gawd i want i want the oc season 3. grrrrr. i cant afford to wait this loongg. and i love trent`s blog. hot hot snooops.

i miss the oc. and i've come to a conclusion that rachel bilson looks alarmingly pretty, misha looks lanky, benjamin mckenzie looks nerdie with his new haircut on season 3 and adam brody looks faaaiiinnne, as usual. lol.



still, i want anna (samaire armstong.)



but she has long hair now! and she looks like haileyy. danng!

ahh, till next time.
toooraaas.
nis.

(all pictures and snoops are courtesy of trent-PinkIsTheNewBlog)

how hot can these men be? gawd.
sizzling.



Abercrombie & Fitch spring ad campaign.
*smiles. =D

but these, i find, rather GAYISH.
if u get what i mean.
Dolce & Gabanna Spring '06 ad campaign.
is it a gay brand? hmmm.

" Into you like a mortal stake so vindictive. "

im can go crazy over tees. gawd, i gotta stop my constant craving for new tee shirts. especially those cheap ones.

we had our first lesson today. me and umairah were late, as usual. but the class was fun. heee. ate at bedok interchange thn made our way to central.

she went on a tee shirt spree and im gonna have mine soon. LoL. im gonna get that skirt tooo. 3 of that long sleeeve tee. a few more of that normal tees. a beanie. more shoes? dont think soo. some bags perhaps? lol.

so thats it.
bye bye.
much love.
.nis.

" Another futile wait. "

im tired im tired im tired. haaa. but today was an oh-so quite fun day. hmm. went out with umairah bf dan bir tul and petir.

hmm. first stop, tanjong pagar. all of us did a 10 - 15mins survey of carbonated drinks and we were given and incentive of 15 dollars that instant. ahh, sweeet.

had lunch there and later headed down to esplanade. sat down for a lil while. and and and, i wanna get tha skirtt. i'll put it down umairahs list tmr. lol. thn headed to penin. the guys went jammin. stayed for a lil bit and thn me and umairah went offf.

the drummer was cute but but the boyfriend`s way way cuter. heee. =)

and and and that`s all.
i wanna do more surveys, please?

haha.
im in your heart tonight,
*whatever it takes i'll make your darkest days so bright*
muahs muahs muahs!

nis.

" Stand tall and smile pretty. "

went to town todayy. wheee. it was fun fun. i dunnoe how many times i went around far east just to wait for 3 o`clock. LoL! ate at bf`s workplace and the pasta, something which i call, oglio and not aglio, is fabulous. ahhh. sedapp gillaaa. the potato thingy was scrumptious. lalalala.

although the dish seem to be in a small amount, i was full after the meal. definately will come back to eat the udon or more pasta! yummms!

thn thn we had our usual routine of savouring on our desserts whenever we're in town. its tradition and a definate must-have. heh. the normal 2 scoops of ice-creams from bravissimo. hee. we had double chocolate and tiramisu. heavenly. . . =)

we walked down from orchard to heeren while eating our ice-cream. heee. and i got a dollar socks too. lol. going to town doin nothin but eat ice-cream and spendin time with your close ones will always be fun. dint walk ard heeren cause theres nothin much there. but im gonna get the beanie sooon. real sooon. heeeee.

thn took the train back with umairah and azlina. finally get to see herr! forever missing. haha. you're not gonna be the next twiggy are you? =P

tmr tmr gonna do some survey thingy and get some caching caching. i think. heee. and and i watched The Dark on monday at marina with the bf. the show was okay okay. heeee.

so thats it. shall update soooooooooon.
actually will update tmr or sunday lahh. like duh.

nights.
muahs*
much love,
nis. =)

" Lusting over everything. "

not a fan of ashlee's but a fan of her songs. no offence but shes kinda like a follower that sorta dip shit.

cold cold 2006. monsoon season. hope it doesnt last the whole year though. a flood would definately be on its way if this persist.

im becoming so environmental. heh.

im outs for the weekend. ahh, redemption. shall get my full fudged gelatos from town and also mysocalled oglio or aglio or whatsoever. hee.

toooraas.
much love,
nis.

" Slamat Hari Raya Haji. "

i know im late but what the heck.

watchin get real on tv. gawd that 60 year-old pakcik is so the tebiat. gawd. da tua taubat sudah lah cik. maseh pergi batam carik prompan muda untuk main. maseh boleh critekan kat tv lagi. tak betul benar. memalukan masyarakat sendiri. dapat duit ke ape utk critekan ni smua cik?

singaporean, one thing. second, melayu lagi. sheesh. sorry for the sudden rage breakout. dont understand this men who goes around having sex with underaged girls just to "feel" the moment. gawd. extreme bozos. unprotected sex somemore. gawd gwad.

and they're of my age!!

i shall stop i shall stop. so yesterday was hari raya haji cum tahlil. so normal stuffs lahh. did this and that. food were abundant. no eggs tarts though.

today, wenta bf`s place. got to eat the kway teow i was craving for. heee. thn followed him off to central to meet wit dan farah birr and tul. mayb im signing up for the lessons. dunnoe if mum will approve or not. hmmmm.

so thats my today.

blahblahbla.

toooraass.

so long suckerrs.

much love. =)

" my Mind disconnected ; heart wired. "

yesterdayy and today. the weekends. ahh. my cold and chilly one. brrr. cupcake, i need hugss to keep me warm. i wantt hugs!!

yesterday went to a wedding in the afternoon, visited both grannys. yada yda ydada.

today sat at home the whole day. gawd that was very much refreshing.

ladidaaa. 40 hari coming soon. on the twelve to be exact. 40 days is that fast. hmmm. soon it'll be the 100th.

thts it.
much love,
muahs. nis.

" Issues, she had. "

and yes, she does have issues. issues with me. what am i suppose to do anyway? stop it? oh no no no. all the more fame i shall get. she still holds grudges against me since god.knows.when. wait, i think i know. since the day an apology was exchanged, expressed. ahh. she always always had, i mean has, a spelling, or should i say not-to-spell problem.

i bet the readers are figuring out who im talking about. u must have all the time in the world. why bother doing anything else. you could always sit and stare and let your mind do all the thinking.

gawd, i like your enthusiasm to write me off.
nice try. but try harder on your next attempt. =)

the oc marathon is still runnin. my brother ruling the remote control. ahh, following my footsteps. im currently at season 1, disc 3, episode 10. heee.

i had swensens for lunch just now, with the bf. yumms. it was a delight. was craving for some pasta. and i finally got it. =)

i love the bf. i love the bf. i love the bf. i love the bf.
yeay yeay.

and the word around now is that results are gonna be out in early feb.

much lurrvvve.
meeee. =)

" All thanks to me. "

i've turned my brother. yes, my brother. into an OC junkiie. whoooeeee. =D and the oc marathon has begun. startin it all over from season one! and he likes adam brody tooo! like brother like sister. =D

" Age cant defy, something so devine. "

The Bottom Line-
Your intuition is strong, but it isn't perfect. Don't beat yourself up about it.

In Detail-
We all have a right to be cranky. That doesn't mean everyone around us has to be happy about it, but if they care, they'll try to give us time to get over it. It's your turn to be cranky now, but unfortunately, your sweetheart may be under the mistaken impression that's it's their turn, too. What to do? Well, putting some distance between you two sounds like the most rational thing to do, but a good old-fashioned argument may be just what the doctor ordered.

and it was a perrfect hit. everything was right. trust horoscopes? shall consider.

and i love the 5 dollar tshirts selling around at central. it might not be the every persons cup of tea but if u really really lookd thru, there might be some pretty gems hidden in between the whole unwanted stash. heh. =) cheap and chic. i love love. moschino. LoL! i love that catch phrase.

i miss watchin the oc. i want seth (adam brody! adam brody!) marissa summer and ryann. oh not forgetting the cohens and jimmy cooper and julie and trey. hrmph. i want the third freaking season! I WANT IT NOW! i miss the show. im sucha OC freak. and starworld has only strated showing the first season! (if i dint get it wrong, they are only airing the first season) gawd! how fucking slow can they be. they're on the cable channel some more. people should demand for the latest shows.

mayb i shall start my oc marathon tmr or friday or soooon. mayb tonight even. 2 whole seasons to get my butt glued to the couch. wheeee. and loadsa junkies to fill my tummy. =D

seth seth seth!
wheeeee.
much loveee, me!
sorry bout today and i love you alot. =)

" Dont come close. . . "

i dont know what im gonna update about. i dont know why im even updatin.

my temper is at its tip. haaa. need to cool down. i get pissed of easily. i'll hate anyone at this point of time. fuck. but no worries, i'll just smille my way throughh. =)

i gave my brother the bag which i got dearly attached to. my school bag. that airwave one. you guys should know. i wouldnt be using it for some time so i passed it on. ahh, i love that bag.

tmr, hopefully, im going to rex again. with the bf! heeee. wanna get the squidds and and spring rolls. ahhh fab fab fab. and not fergetting the udangs!!

just now, met the boyfriend and dan. i still have yet to call those people. hmmm. i want a whole new computer which only comprises of the internet ; the sims (i want all kinds) ; age of ampires (i want the latest) ; and photoshop. gawd i miss photoshop. i wanna start dooodling and designing!

and i want an imac laptop. sooon, i guess. real sooon.

i just realised im a spoilt rotten kidd. im spoilt at home (i dont do housework, at all. well mayb a puny lil tiny bit) ; outside ; by the boyfriend ; and everywhere. heeeee. i know thats a letdown to everyone, especially gurrrlllsss, proclaiming oneself to be a spoilt kidd but fuck u people. i have my own life and i love it.

bye people.

" He walked right through my door. "

hallllooo! =D

i went back to my archives. january 01 2005. saw my resolutionss. i think i managed to do most of it. heh. heres what i wrote.

finally. my new years resolutions.
1. concentrate n do well fer 0s
2. have fun n njoy lyfe while studyin hard.
3. gain more frens n not lose any of em.
4. b a better person. no more sarcasm. b more humble. i hope.
5. n to get to noe tht 6th floor dude. hmmm.
haha.i'll just stick to tht ferst. aniwaes, thts it. bbyes. =)

my resolutions of 2005. heee. okay. lets strike some of em out.
1 - concentrate on Os. haaa. definately i did but dint really prepare myself. soo, im very much prepared if the results aint goood. wheee. but i tried my best, i think.
2 - ahh, i did have fun. dint really stress myself cause i got great company by my side to keep the day rollin.
3 - i lost a bunch of close ones. but i gained a whole lot morre. like umairah, the bestie, the boyfriend`s friends, tul dan etc, radha, jaz, outside friends, neighbours? haha!
4 - i guess, i turnd into a much more quiter person. dont find myself talking that much. hmmm. have i chnged? im still the same nisa, right?

5 - get to know the 6th floor dude. something i must double, triple strike. haha. waiting for him was like waiting for diamonds to emerge from the backyard. but the used-to-be sweet talks each night was definately worth the wait. the wait for him for the months he went M.I.A really made me realise that the feeling of waiting for someone i've really fell for wasnt nice at all.

so thn came a time wher i was on the verge of giving him up. i did give up, eventually. i went out with aizat, who was only my friend back thn, hoping to move on and enjoy, really enjoyed the status of being single and not wait up all night waiting for someone whos not even there to call and wish goodnight. cause ive wasted a whole lotta months being with rafie. that i gotta admit, was a total waste of time, my time. and i wishd twiggy would be the one who could wished me goodnight. such wish huh? heh.

k back to wher i was. the one day that i went out with aizat turned out to be the one day that i finally found myself having butterflies in my stomach flyin all over when all we did tht day was, going to town and later sittin at riverside till the sun sets.

my parents got angry at me cause i was not home yet and its already nightfall. they fetched me right then and there at esplanade and he had to go home by himself, which i really felt bad for. for the whole night i was waiting and waiting for him to ask for a patch up cause i know i wasnt the only one feelin the sparks on that day. so he did ask. and i said i'll tell him the answer soon. he thought i'd never say yes till the 29th of June came. haha. he was half asleep when i finally agreed. LoL! thats wher the song Promise came about.

so thn he annouched to the upper sec level dedicating the song to me which makes everything all clear to evryone, i think. whoooof. so here we are now. 6 months down and many mony more to goooo. right ayang? whee.

my resolutions this year?
gett goooooood results *prayyinng!* - always always be of good terms with the boyfriend - find a job, for now.
lastly - go with the flowww baybehh!

thts it.
tooraaaassss.
muah! muah!
i LOVE the boyfriend a WHOLE LOT.