Wednesday, September 30

today was fun. went shopping with the boy. all he did was grab and go. and there were so many pretty girls today, annoying much! hah.

well, list of things happening this week :
Wednesday - Work
Thursday - Work
Friday - Catchup TV, jalan raya i think.
Saturday - Work, Jalan Raya with poly people.
Sunday - Rest.

oh wells, i wanna go shop some more. i am going crazy.
okay, chiao!

Friday, September 25

Gossip Girl So3E02
One Tree Hill S07E02
90210 S02E03
Hells Kitchen S06E10 & E11
Melrose Place S01E03
ANTM S13E04
The Beautiful Life S01E02
Vampire Diaries S01E03
Project Runway S06E06
Desperate Housewives S06E01

& the BEST one yet,
GREY'S ANATOMY SEASON 6 EPISODES 1 & 2!
i hope the webhost wont be a bitch!

& i only have got this afternoon to finish whichever shows i can cause the week is ending & im working this weekend!
ahhhhhhhhh!

Wednesday, September 23

i want and will get the Adidas high cuts tomorrow. Zuhaila, i dont care!
bsok time break, ikut aku beli ok!

but i want all three pairs! eeeeeeeek!
gila gila gila!
because we're at our peak,
& yes, we're fantastic like that.

Dude, we're fucking in love bodoh.

Monday, September 21

i think i went a little overboard in buying perfumes on a day before raya. but then again, not really lah. i got myself CK Euphoria Blossom and Anna Sui Flights of Fancy. Dont ask me why. I still want to get my hands on the Guess perfume though its out of stock.

okay, just wanted to update a little some some on my eve. Raya is still the same like every other year minus bibiks existence. ):

okay gotta siap now, gonna jalan raya.

im meeting me boyfriend tomorrow! kangen banget loh. heheh. sayang bodoh!

oh & SLAMAT HARI RAYA AND MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN OK!

ciao!

Monday, September 14

Dear diary,

I couldn't have been more wrong. I thought that I could smile and nodd my way through it, pretend that it would all be okay. I had a plan, I wanted to chnge who I was, create a life as someone new, someone without the past, withouth the pain, some other life. But its not that easy, the bad things stay with you, they follow you. You cant escape them, as much as you want to. All you can do is be ready for the good, so when it comes you invite it in because you need it, I need it.

The Vampire Diaries
Season 1, Episode 1
This week ;

Gossip Girl S02E01, One Tree Hill S07E01, Melrose Place S01E02, 90210 S02E02, The Beautiful Life S01E01, Project Runway S06E05, Survivor Samoa E01.

>.<

Sunday, September 13


you make me happy & i think you already know.
i think the whole world knows.
heheh,
okay muker burok.
stop it eh nisa.

& yes! sunday is over and monday i here,
i have been working for 7 days straight, cool kan!
hahaha, time for a snoozefest!

hehe, ciao! (:

Saturday, September 12

I got a new TV Candy!

Everybody meet Ethan Peck!


Look how gorgeous he looks when he has little hair!
heheheheh!
>.<
okay, talking about how much i cant wait for sunday, put that on hold.
i have to go back to work and im not doing party tmr. ):

1) Survey
2) Jono
3) ETP lah sey!

bad things come in threes. i wanna stay in www oi!
& i cleared all the subs, so i am officially officially done with school.
& yes, the dad is getting annoying by the minute. what the hell. my brother is my new bestfriend. heheheh!

Thursday, September 10

okay im tired and stony and hyper and in dire need of my boyfriend.
i cant wait for sunday for i get to catch up on my TV.

90210 S2E01, Hells Kitchen S6E09,10 things I Hate About You S1E10, ANTM S13E01, Project Runway S6E04

*take note take note*

haha, just so i wont lose track. & theres more to come.
okay work tomorrrowww, i hope i wont crash!

ciao!

Sunday, September 6

work this whole week, oh so dreading it much.
noones gonna be round, the boy wont work till wednesday.
oh well, keep my mind on the prize, i mean money. -_-"
i hope it'll be crowded so i will have something to do.
& i wanna eat BBQ Chicken. oh wells, gotta stop puking dinner.
& i think the parents just got a new scale, and i think its spoilt cause it says im 48, full of bull. but if i am, i think that definately will be the highlight of my night. heh.

i miss you, and i want to go out with you.

well, found my number three.
fuck reality, right?

this is so not funny.
i need some fresh air,
i need to get out,
get away.
lets start counting,
tonight will be number one, maybe two.
the third one will be coming soon, yes?

Saturday, September 5

i dont know why but i surely know that i need more nights ending like these with you. it is when i get super hyper and clueless of my surroundings and you're just too tired from the days work and just go along with my nonsense.

i like how today ended, it ended off in a very good note and it was sweet and funny and lovely all in one go even though geylang was very stuffy and i feel smelly and sticky. and i still insist on getting 20 of your friends to bump into so i can just irritate you with "my boyfriend popular what -_- " heheh.

you're so adorable when you're tired, its just this look you pass off each time. & you know i cant get enough of that tired look of yours, as stupid as this may sound.

& i like it how you listen when i talk about friends and whatfucknots and how you know i wont (or i will try to) heed your advice as much as you tell me to but you make sense of everything, somehow.

you make my days & you definately make my nights & i so badly wanna pack you in my pocket so i can bring you home and wont miss you. heheheh.

Md Ruhaizan, you are driving me insane and i love you for fucking nuts.
I know you already know, but i just had to type that out.

hehe, ciao!
yeay to fall season!

Wednesday, September 2

the hair have gonee for a snip snip, and its short short. i dont think the parents fancy it much but hey, i like it. & yes the boyfriends reaction was priceless and yes, he was surprised! so yeay! (:

and where to where to iftar this saturday. chai chee is full so i need to find some other places to eat. and i have yet to make a trip to geylang. hah, not that i am looking forward to it much.

alrightey, fall season is here and i have an all day excess to megavideo. So fast smooth streaming to all my shows! (:

okay, i miss the boy already.
ciao! (: