" The love was pure from every corners. Happy 29th. "

today was a sucky 29th. the day i thought peace could be on my side. but i was wrong. no, i did not have a fight with the bf. the bf did nothin. he's innocent. so dont come to conclusions too early.

i had a major blowout with dad. hmm. lets just say, its something i wouldnt wanna go through for the rest of my life. i regret. and it hurts, emotionally. yeah. so thats all u can get from me. im not spillin anythin more cause i wouldnt be spillin only the story if i were to let it all out, i'd be spillin tears. so thanks but, no thanks.

yesterday was great. yesterday, me and bf celebrated our 29th. we headed to plaza sing. at first, we're suppose to go to lilian's place but she wasn't home. so we caught a movie instead. we watched mask of zorror. that small guy is cute. =) yep yep. thn we walked around there. after the show we walked down to heeren and fareast.

so he then sent me home. and i met him later again that night. i followed him to the pill/peel lah. there were fau, izzat, sha, mach, wan, gig. tats all i think. so he taught me some ss. later fuck, ib and aul came. ard 9 plus i went off. it was drizzlin and he brought an umbrella along. hee.

and sad thing is, im not gonna be spendin time with bf durin his birthday and our 5th 29. =( i want it so bad. i'll be headin off to bali, mayb. for 5 days. shopping spree and seafood.

so thats it, i guess.

bf, happy 4th 29th. i love u alot. thnks for being my greatest. heee.

to infinity and beyondd. yeay! =)

pssst, and i want kittys.

(*can.we.have.cats?.*)

" Love is dancing on my finger . . . "

first and foremost, bf, i feel the same way too okayy. dont worry. heh. i love the bf loads. =)

hmmm. wenta to school just now to get the amaths paper back. yeay, i passed. heee. thn wenta bf's place. waited for him to get chnged. thn headed to central. i walked ard for awhile. got my studs. and i think im gettin tees tmr.

so yesterday was freaky. video clips of creed [cant remember what song ] and james blunt - you're beautiful came on air. and at that point of time the sky poured like the world was about to end. it was not a nice feeling when both videos showed somethin like torrential rains. was that a sign? i stayed cooped in my bed hopin all this would end. lightning flashed from north to south of the house. i cant even see the highway, what more the few block beside mine. slowly, the rain subsided. and bf was okay. and i was okay. and i prayed evryone else was okay. uhmm.

well, that downpour was enough to send me to the bed and not to my room to well, study. so yeahh, i wasted a whole day yesterday. and while watchin tiramisu, [and chngin channels durin commercials] i saw fauzie laily singin as a background singer in some suria show. he looks funny. and umairah was annoyed cause i kept on pastering her to chnge the channel. LoL! she was even more annoyed when after she hung up, i called her back to tell her that fauzie was in the papers! haha. she said she gonna make fun of me when she sees me. hah. as if. =X

slackin at the library wit just bf just now was, uhmmm, new. hahha. we can never meet on a day like this. noooo. something might just pop up. but heyy. we had fun foolin ard.

sooo, i hope the thingy on friday will go on great. i hope i hope. and on monday too. ahhh. cant wait. cant wait. heee.

thats it. nights. and grasshoppers are cool. they're so green and when they fly through the dusky night, with streetlights penatrating through their wings, they look just like butterflys. ahhh.

much love.
muah!
=)

i love the bf loads.

" You cook, i wait. "

sooo, like i promised.

nothin much happened lately. except that im gettin bored fasting and breakin my fast at home. heh. when is my period coming!! heloooo!!

hmmm. im bored. bf had like a shopping spree with his parents on saturrday. and i mean really really a shopping spreee. hrmmph. i want one toooo? please?

i wish i wish i wish.

and yeah, i still have hate flowing around my blood veins. hate dont like hate dont like. so like that yeahh. seein that lady = seein that ass = hate = dont disturb me, ur sorry was nothin. so The End.

and yeay, i got a digicam. LoL! =D

should i update? or should i not. hmmm. i think im runnin late. gotta go to cc. wanna meet bf, again. LoL! still, no matter how many times i can will or should meet him in a day, i still am missing him. =)

mayb tonight? i shall update? a promise that will be.

heh.

toorasss.

" Love with you is pure devine. "

practicals. hmmm. bio - sucked. science - great. LoL! =) heee. i love science practicals. hate bio practicals. i dont like cuttin2 vegetables with a penknife. at least, they're all over. so yeays.

today, in the morn, had amaths mock exams. bf was sick. shouldn't have asked him to come. sorry. =) next time, i'll send you home. [provided noone is at home. completely zilch.]

have been headin to the library these past few days. usually with bf. thn taufiqil would come over and umairah would be on the 2nd floor. so yeah, she'll come down and sit ard with us at the kids section. and all of us would just slack ard. and i heard they were playin truth or dare just now in the library while i was at home snoozing. hahas. =P

had tuition too. after so longg. and she dint scold me so yeahh, thats somethin new. *smiles.

i hope my period comes soon. monday, gonna hang out with umairah. pool maybe? thn friday gonna head outs with bf! like after soo long. yeayy. thn i wonder when i'm gonna have the breaking of fast with my primary school mates. uhmmm, hudaa . . . *shoutts.

so thats it. wheee. and the otak otak was scrumptios. hahaha. u guys should go buyy. basement of tampines mall, the stall which sells nasi lemak, i think its called lee brothers? haha.

nights. =D

" And i know, cause u said so. "

its beeen loonnng since i've updated. lazy - tired - busy. yada yada yada. so can say loads of things happend. i mean a whole lot. but i'll only update on those i can remember okayy. yeayys.

so on october 4, umairah turned 16. like finally! heh. i kinda felt bad since no one could be there to celebrate her birthday. so i wentt out wit her just to have our mini celebrations. it was fun. heh. we had special offers almost like evrywher! cds, i mean original cds like ashanti's, were goin for only a dollar. heh. we bought like a couple each. thn wenta gelare and ate3. and window shoppd. it was fun. =)

thn, it was the beginning of the fasting month the following day. yeahh. and i think on saturday, me and mai wenta play pool with fuck [farhan the 410 one] , my bf and aul. it was another fun day but i hadta go off early cause parents having some misunderstandings lahh. i think mai wenta get more $1 offers. heh.

thn i guess, the rest are all the same happenings each and everyday till my dad found out bout bf. and he was okay wit it. he seemed rather nice evrytime he talks to me. if not, he'd usually screams he's heads off. so yeahh. i guess my parents are cool.

my prelims are horrible. but nvm. evrything happens for a reason. and yesterday was the last day of school so yeahh. grandparents are over at my place for the last week. hah, cuteness. and bf is meetin and studyin with me at the cc. sometimes, fiqil will come and study too. and that hafiz will be there with his friends. yeah so anything i dont know i can ask him. thats what he said. LoL!

and i've been thinking for quite some time. its kinda great to have friends you'd never know or thought you'd be friends with. well, for me i personally think that havin only a few gfs is sufficient enough. no offence but yeah, its true. and you can never put umairah and nisa together. they'll go absolutely, uhmm, out of control? =) but we'll stay quiet when the need arises. oh yes we will. and i'll be jalanin raya with amalina and co. heh. with bf's friends. its gonna be like fun, heee. i think. lol. =D

so thats it. i'll update soooon again. toorasss.
i love the family, the gf, and not forgettin the bf too.
heee. byeees

" One Two Three. . . "

for those of you who dint know, bali got bombed again!! *screamms* im freaking out here! itts bali for heavens sake. and i walkd that lane so many times and to see it in pieces now is really heart shattering. =( it just seemed so wierd. i've been to both of the places bombd. jimbaran and kuta. jimbaran - the most scrumptious seafood ever and kuta - the surff stuffs. sighh. what is the world coming to.

anyway, wenta town with gf yesterday. chcked out borders. well, we stayed ther for quite some time cause she missed the company of her magazines. LoL! thn we wenta sakura to grab a bite and no, that guy wasnt there. thn we walkd around. heh. nothin much though. we were full but i brought mai to the ice cream stall which sell delicious ones. yummms. the same one i ate wit bf. heee. so we sat down and people watch with eating our chocolate hazelnut. i think. next is the double chocolate. i dont care. hrmmph.

thn got home, got washed thn headed to both grandma's place. first headed to the one at geylang. trust me, there were a whole lot of people. its like they have nothing better to do. its like tmr's the eve of hari raya. in which, tmr which is today is not even the start of fasting. heh. yes, i watchd from above. thn went to the one at marine parade. yadayadayada.

sighh. i really wished all this bombings are put to a halt. its bali bali bali!!! ahhh. not there lahh. i can go crazyyyy.

nvm. this sucks.