my pay is in! now, lets wait for the 7th! so more pay will be in! hahaha.

i shall not spend, i shall not splurge. =D

but i shall get aizat loads and loads of chicken mcnuggets!

and and and i got another plushie to add to my bed-filled plushies to sleep with. (:

i want my payyyyyyy.

=/

im still learning to read you.

i wish i was smarter and much more efficient.

hah.

p/s, i hope it rains so bloody heavily, with thunder and lightning, over the weekend so the park will stand down and i can do work at seabed. hah.

(:

i should stop giving people the benefit of the doubt.

cause at the end of the day, i will always end up hurting me.

macdeees breakfast! (:

bottomline, you dont know me that well, nobody does.

i dont break down that easily.

like you said, i am a tough nut to crack.

hah.

i think, if a person says they know you in such a limited time, they're lieing.

cause seriously, theres still so much for me to find out about me and i, i still have got my entire lifetime. hah.

you know what, youre such a joke. you made me laugh but now, all you do makes me barf. well, theres nothing else for me to say to you other than thanks, a whole lot, for wasting my time. you were never my friend cause everything was all based on lies and deceit. i made a fool of myself once, and sorry honey you're not going to walk all over me, again. you can just continue to fuck off, cause i, i know better and i know what you dont know, and i have learnt my goddamn lesson.

one tree hill is definately the shizz.

omg, i cant wait for april!

513, hurry!

i wish, i could sleep everything off.

i dont know what else to say or do,

but thank you for saying youre sorry.

even though everyone is pretty much busy with their own lives,

meetups with them are still best&most memorable. (:

Lets start today, tomorrow.

for tonight, i shall sleep with a smile on my face.

(:

and so it seems like i dont need that many plasters on that very fine and sunny sunday. instead, i should have gotten more and more sunblocks. the sun was super hot and im very much toasted right now. so for the next few days or weeks, i shall work only on the weekends and let my skin heal and go back to its natural fairness. cause now, i feel so goddamn dark and ugly. and no, im not comfortable in my own skin.

well, one tree hill 512 you better hurrry.

ciao.

today shall be another long and hectic day at work. i shall remind myself to take all the plasters in the meeting room and put it near to me as i feel that my fingers might get bruised from all the balloons. for today, today is another family day down at www, i assume that this lot of people is more a pain the ass and tiring and demanding, where i very much wish i could kick them in their junks. well, ive been working for most of the days this past week, and my motor muscles are running low and weak. i need a reboost and relax session, for this robotic body of mine can have a malfunction anytime soon. mr sun, please do me a very bright and sunny favour and not shine so brightly today. for one, im dark enough and two, rainy and cooling weather is just way better compared to your scorching heat. oh yes. i think i should be off cleansing myself as i might and will be late for work. (:

i dont think i can stay away from my blog for too long.

im better now, period.

im just a little pissy, so right now, no use trying.

you can either bear with me or just stay away,

as long as it doesnt bother me, im fine with it.

i hope pay comes in tmr,

to hell with benny for losing my papers.

i dont know but i think im going to be on a hiatus.

i need to sort things out, sort myself out.

i'll come back as the old me.

i dont know what to say. i've missed you. i cant just read what you wrote and let it go. its not right. i thought i'll come back with a clear mind, to start over. im not perfect, i'll never be. just stop, stop jumping into conclusions.

i still need you, more than anything.

dont leave me.

no matter what or where or when,

just know, i love you still.

forever and always.

sorry.

imscrewedup.

stop putting words into my mouth.

i heard, im not deaf.

Sentosa, yesterday. it was fun cause all the attractions we went to were free. (: nothing beats free entry, doesnt it? anyways, i made friends with a 7 year old kid named Sirus, i think, who is coming down to WWW during march holidays. (:

so, i dont think theres much updates and i'll save you guys from all the gory wordy details of what i did and didnt do yesterday or for the how many days i dint update.

well, heres some pictures from yesterday.

me&viinoth.

Zuhaila, Jag, Maithili

feeling ala glamorous. wth.

okay thats it.

on a not so bright note;
i miss you, alot. i know you know.
ciao.

maybe theres a better me waiting for a better you.

like i said, this weekend is going to be a whirlwind of emotions.

it dint take the whole day for anything to happpen.

well, i dont know what else i can do or say.

this is really really entirely depressing.

no, i dont need anything.

thnk you very much.

well, 29 february is over and here is 1st march. im working today and i have 2 parties. (:

and im still contemplating on whether or not to send jk off tmr or not. for one i know, its gonna get pretttty awkward. so, see how things go. lalalala.

its 0826AM, and i have got 34 more minutes for me to get to work and get a myself EGG MCMUFFIN and begin work at 0900 hrs. can I make it?

haha. chiao people. updates sooooooooooon.