it ate me up like cancer,

only faster&much more life threatening.

when you said ;

"i tried very hard to sleep but i ended up
crying.
while i was in the car i cried when i listen
to promise, and i cried when i was home
early but gf's not in singapore to call.
so yea, i wanted to sleep but i cant,

cause i never have felt this lonely at night.

i cant wait for your return gf,
i miss you.

It's empty tonight and I'm all alone
Get me through this once"

im hoping for finer tmrs, but if todays okay, thats just enough.

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go

- Nickelback, Faraway

You're still my everything,

You are my everything,

&you mean everything,

to me.

&it will always be that way.

just shut up please.

im in no mood to entertain your thoughts.

i'll only be happy with the people i want to be with.

the rest, are just extras which are a waste of memory space.

its not easy, & im struggling.

struggling hard & struggling bad.

its like a chore, putting up a fake front, JUST to get through the day.

but thats the only way.

things will be better, i know.

just a little time&patience.

(:

i'd like to think that my blogs dead and nobody bothers to visit, but theres still 5-10 visitors each day.

and, lifes pretty okay, school is -_- , One Tree Hill is the shit (&now i have afiqah to talk about it in school) and everything else for that matter is pretty blissful. (:

i think tp should have a macdonalds in school so that i can always reward myself with an egg mcmuffin for the everydays that i wake up early. &i think that it could be a new form of motivation for me. hahaha. (:

ciao.

in times llike these,

i fall right back in love with you.

okay people, i neeeed you support.

please SIGN this online petition to make One Tree Hill stay.

i'll die if OTH stops airing like The OC.

so sign people, SIGN!

http://new.petitiononline.com/saveoth/petition.html