okay so it has been 2 days since nisa has a laptop. its pretty annoying to see that my life totally is dependent on the presence of a computer, more or less the internet. =/ i still do have my brothers pc but it doesnt help that his pc is pretty much filled with spywares and whatnots. and stupid pop ups popping every ten secs.

supposedly monday is the start of holidays but i have to go back school for reasons you shouldnt ask and also to complete my project. im going to miss mpsip for sure, and im going to miss the everydays where everyone will just go for breakfast and lunch together, and our little fieldtrips to find places for lunch and also meeting other people in between self-declared breaks. hah. (:

so well, im doing okay. im in a phase where im muting myself from people. i just have got nothing much to say. i want to go out with the cousins and girlfriend and primary school mates and classmates. i miss hanging out with people i dont usually see. and i havent seen mehvish in ages and i think its about time i meet her.

okay, im gonna go watch project runway season 5 now. (:

chiao people, happy hollies.

You kind of just set a mach on that rampage.

i dont know what to blog about. im bored and tired and sleepy. The Hills is back, yeay! (: and come september 1st, so will Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill & Prison Break! (:

chiao.

& then someone passed a comment,

" ... cause you just realised that all, maybe most, of your friends are screwups ... "

BULLSEYE.

yesterday was pretty much a sitting around doing nothing kind of day. the rain was practically cheating our feelings 99% of the time. i think i am having the flu, the on off kind of flu. irritating much?

its 0805am and i am suppose to be out cause i wanna go for blading in the morning. but my stomach is telling me otherwise. and i have work later.

overwork, overwork, overworked my body for sure.

update laters, maybe.

chiao.

happy sunday.

(:

i think , i am denying or trying to deny every possible fact that is making me feel this way.

(:

so Fahmi left the parkhost team for dubai. it was a nice last minute get together before he went off. and it was a funny night cause all of us laughed like theres no tomorrow. (: he'll be back in 4 months time and i hope he'll visit us again at www. (:

anyhoots, i wanna update about something but i cant really put my finger on what it is. but! i know, i really really am itching to catch a movie badly and i am really really fat & bloated right now. it doesnt help that i had popeye for dinner yesterday & lunch today too!

i need to blade, i need to run. i need my movie marathons. oh, i need my Oc & One Tree Hill & Gossip Girl too! not to forget Prison Break! yes, Prison Break.

to arif ; Flyers & Dampsey (however you spell it) Road on public transport ok!

is this a long enough entry? haha.

(:

i think i have overtire myself, my body is screaming for a weekend retreat to bed.

i am so not used to blogging in school.

ah, whatever.

you're the root to all my problems,

you're the root of all these.

so dont come around like you're an angel from the gates of heaven,

its more of like, the angel from the gates of hell.

To do list ;

Operation strike you, you & you out.

CHECKED.

note to self ;

noone is worthy, trust nobody but yourself. at the end of the day, nothing ever makes sense and as much as anyone who wants to add fuel to the fire, there's always something to die the fire out. your words are nothing but meaningless noise just blending into the surroundings.

people should seriously start using their brains and think for themselves instead of making other people think for them. makes oneself look pathetic and weak.

sigh.

So, i dont really know what to update on so heres some super overdued pictures from random (mostly my birthday celebration) pictures. (:

from top ;

birthday in school, lunch out with schoolmates, birthday at Badouque with the girls, day out with the girlfriend & Izeen, National Day with my little brother & lastly, the thing i do with my shoulder which people hate to see. haha.

& agenda for tmr would be arab street with the classmates at night and maybe i'll meet whoever whoever is available just to kill time before meeting the classmates.

& i miss hanging out with aizat! okay, this is complicated! hahahaha! (:

you're the best best best best still!

=D

if all things in time, time will reveal.

to the person who made me teared in the middle of 2am, thank you very much.

you still know me best.

you know what, at the state we're in, i really really cant be bothered about anything already.

okay, i just puked the contents of what i had at coffeebean, and its been a while since i coffeebean-ed or puked.

well, im exhausted and i wanna go to bed but it dont seem like i can? & it doesnt help that i have got work tmr at 0830hrs. hmmm. tmr shall be another day at work & im going to go towning tmr with the dearest girlfriend and i hope whoever whoever is free enough to meet me after.

i think i'll be pretty exhausted again for tmr and im going to be working at noon on the day after. and i think its a good thing that im working both days cause it beats the $68 pay that i got for the month of july (pathetic, i know) .

and i hope i'll have the time to watch the cd i borrowed, which apparently has half nekkid hot sultry men fighting with each other. something to look foward to maybe? & i wanna watch fireworks tmr but the thought of the crowd is definately killing me like no fucking business.

& i so badly need to catch up on my movies, and i have like tons of movies to catch up on cause the phase of watching movie every saturday is way pass over. i need a movie marathon, badly. im just waiting for the company. and it doesnt help that the olympics is here and i wanna tune in to gymnastics, tracks & swimming cat.

also, i need to start blading & jogging. i think my blades are collecting dust in the cabinet and it has only been a week, maybe two. i wanna sentosa to re-color my ever so dark skin cause i think by sunday my teeshirt line is going to be so damn obvi. & i hope by that time my new bikinis would have arrived.

well, i know my entry is pretty much jumbled. i myself am feeling jumbled and random and distracted by things you shouldnt ask. well, thats about it. chiao people, see you on the flipside.

as requested ;

my prom date, in time to come, arif! (:
haha, okay. bye!

i am just a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you,
am i not?
(:

one two three.

Do what you want, but you're never gonna break me.
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me.
Wish that you could, but you ain't gonna own me.
Do anything you can to control me.
Take me away, a secret place.
A sweet escape, take me away.

Pocketful of Sunshine - Natasha Bedingfield

okay okay, updates!

school : okay.

life : a lil touch of sucky.

family : errrr?

friends : new ones! haha.

work : sunday! (:

money : i want my very disgustingly little pay ):

in detail;

i think im hanging around with syd a little too often. not that im complaining but yeah. its nice to hang around someone new. ( i think, hah) . its the weekends and im going for ndp tmr! (: and and and, im working on sunday. (again, not that im complaining. i miss work, mind you) & farahs gonna be my new colleague! & i wanna go to marina square to get my slippers cause its on sale. but i cant find the time or the company! & i cant wait for dinner with the cousins and the girls in which i can say, i'll be burning around $200 in total on food? haaaaa.

&& oh ya! my little boyfriend is getting way too adorable! (: okay, thats about it. chiao people! enjoy the weekends! (: oh yaaa, let me show you my little boyfriend! (:

my little prince charming, love! (: