Friday, January 30

a brief summary on whats happened, happening & gonna happen this week ;
  • got back from malaysia on sunday, shit happens on monday.
  • worked on monday & tuesday. got a total of $16 from work, for working during cny. (:
  • fish&co express-ed with bf after work on monday, service = slow.
  • dinner with khai tuesday night, satay club, after so long, still the same. -_-"
  • start of one-meal-a-day diet, cutting down on snacking.
  • stupid moment happened during project meeting, disturbing & not used to it.
  • overslept for lecture on thurs, studied biostats, bought a present present.
  • late for class phototaking, biostats quiz = stupid, CM cup = fun & first place = blister! ):
  • work on saturday = party & hosting, hopefully not boring.
  • will either meet aizat or bob after or home to zZzzzZZZzzz
  • bibik leaving on sunday = state of depression = start of housework! eeek!
  • meeting the Primary school mates = love & cant wait!

so thats it, chiao.

still mending.

Wednesday, January 28

this whole thing,
is awkward & stupid.
& this is by far,
the hardest thing you're making me do.

Tuesday, January 27

Without lifting a finger youre holding me back.

And it might not make much sense
To you or any of my friends
Though somehow still you affect the things i do
And you cant lose what you never had
I dont understand why I feel sad

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere.

We have done it but we are undone
Finished it but we are incomplete
[random]

Thursday, January 22

so here are the pictures i promised ages ago. heh.

Bob's twentieth.

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Carebear! (:

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Shy, but he already knew.

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The hands were just waiting.

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Tradition for all birthdays! (:

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Aftermath, heh.

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(:

Picnic, 25th December '08
there were,

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Alam.

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Bai.

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Cico.

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Nat.

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the boyfriend, and

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me. -_-" (cant find a nicer picture)

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well, the were sardine mixed with something and this mushroom thingy Bai made, tons of snacks .

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& sparkling water. -_-"

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& gifts to give! (:

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& when everyone starts to get restless,

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the cake came into the picture! (:

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everyone had their own candle, so this is my attempt to blow every else's. heh heh heh.

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nat nat nat, whatelse is there to do but camwhore with the bf's camera and the new lens i got him. heh.

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a little too much on the left,

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just nice. (:

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there was a swing there for god knows why so here's attempt one,

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attempt two,

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& finally!

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-_-"

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(:

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random shots

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i dont know if cico really did put the doritos on his eyes, hmm.

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he tried to make giant footsteps

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& later dozed off cause Mum was playing in the background.

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so that was basically it. more pictures are in the facebook account. (:
gotta jet, chiaoo. (:

Monday, January 19

You've been a part of me so long,
just not the part that keeps me strong.
You've been a part of me and I know,
that I will miss you when you go.

So long you've been a part of me,
just not the part that we can see,
been a part of me and I know,
so don't you go.

Friday, January 16

i dont know if i am a little slow these days but theres a new show on MTV (actually they have tons of new shows, i think). anyway, the shows called Bromance (another love reality tv show i assume) but hey! anything with brody jenner inside is fine by me. (:


i guess it has got something to do with the Brody boys. hahahaha.
chiao!

Friday, January 9

okay so this week has been pretty hectic. from the staff party to bobs twentieth and also the frustration of d&d planning (yes, its eats you up like cancer) and oh not forgetting work too. & i am definately out of my element, been yawning more than only god knows how long.

other than that, it has been the usual day by day this week - school, met the boyfriend on days our schedules permits us (which is hardly other than towards the end of the week), lunch dates with classmates, swensens-ed with syed, watched the bf & the other guys played soccer on friday nights (getting slammed by the ball again and again is not an option) , worked till my hands are dry causing self injury and i cant remember what else.

& its pretty boring that theres no birthday party at work (why are there no january babies celebrating? ). being stuck to do park hosting which is basically twisting balloons (dogs, flowers, butterflies, swords, supersoakers, teddybears, etc) from 1200 till 1830 is boring or should i say, i have grown out of it? got to admit, it was fun doing that for its free & easy during the start of work (the only thing bugging would be idiotic kids & adults asking for more than 2 balloons). but considering i have worked for more than a year already (unbelievable but true), i'd rather do parties and something way more challenging than doing balloons for guests. -_-" but getting paid more than 6 buckeroos per hour is i think, easy money.

but i think this job has opened me to many things. like i did mascots before (yes, i did become a mascot), assisted in events, assisted guests, getting annoying party guests, cutting and eating cakes of many shapes and sizes, being the middle person to a fight (scary much), losing my party kids, and best part of all, i manged to be an emcee during christmas and its not as scary as i thought. theres loads more like assisting in Guest Relations, playing with the sound system thingy, foam pit, being the in charge yadayadayada. office politics are always there but i'd usually switch off to such things.

its about few mins past twelve and i wonder why nobody is home yet. if i knew everyone is going to be home this late, i would have stayed out longer. what the heck. -_-"

well, as you can see this entry was saved on 9th january 2009 but today is already the 14th. bloggers being a bitch so i got lazy to update. couple of things lined up this week, towning with classmates on friday maybe, work and a farewell picnic on saturday.

well, my shows are all back on track. gossip girl season 2 episode 14 made me tear, greys anatomy is the shizz, one tree hill is the same old same old, ugly bettys getting interesting and desperate housewives is just getting on my nerve. i think i still have got an episode of prison break and 90210.

okay, chiao!

Wednesday, January 7

im feeling super duper frustrated. people are getting on my nerves like theyre some big fuck. honestly, people who wants to work in a team should shut up and learn to listen to others once in awhile and not take all the glory at the end of the day for something theyre so unsure of.

stop wanting to please people, cause you suck at it, really you do.

Tuesday, January 6

hehehehe, update tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow.
when im less occupied.
penat oiiiiiii.
k bye!

Friday, January 2

i think its about time i have a New Years update, though i havent got my resolutions done which i feel even if i do one, it wont fall through (happened too many times to not know myself). well anyways, Happy 2009 to anyone whos reading. i hope 2009 will be as good for me as it will be for you. (:

so anyways, dint do anything for the eve of '08. was working the afternoon of 31st december and 01 January '09. downtown was crowded even if its only 1700 hrs. -_- wanted to go for the countdown but boyfriend & i wanted to get away from the crowd. wanted to catch a movie but dint, so we end up going late night grocery shopping & met bai to have double cheezeburgers few minutes in the '09. heh.

& i figured or am trying to convince myself that '09 is and shall be a good year. aside from being slammed by the soccer ball 3 times in a row on the first day of 2009. and much grateful to my reflexes to have blocked the ball which was going straight to my face much thanks to aidil. -_-"

& my application for My Savings Account is approved . if i know such things existed i would have applied ages ago, im slow i know. for now im putting aside only $50 a month. but i think im gonna change it come march. (:

and, i have applied again for Sentosa Flowers '09. dont know if amir has applied or not. and i havent seen that boy for ages cause we havent been posted to work together. ): i hope he applies for flowers quick. going for the interview with afiqah and maybe phat on tuesday. yeay yeay. (:

& best part of all, i got all the four books of twilight in my phone. heh heh heh. and once im done i shall find other fascinating books to read offline on my lovely E71. (:


picture update tmr, promise!
chiao! (: